xavier thomas

xavier thomas Nov 20

My Daddy’s Sins

Everyday, I ask myself:

“Is 20-30 minutes ⏰
of my pleasure
worth more than eternity? ♾️”

Carrying My Daddy’s Sins

#challenge #man #morals

xavier thomas Aug 16

That promise we made

I don’t want us being last options
For each other
When we can be primary choices
Over everyone else

Back in our 20’s

#promise #shared

xavier thomas Jul 11

I’m the man

My father of lust
Walking in sin like a plague.
Generation to generations,
Tasting different flavors of women as if they were like candy.
Lick one, bite one, crush another, **** another, wrap up your favorite
one back in that wrapper
to save for later.
Spreading your seeds without protection
across the nations,
populating the land like wildfire .

Papa is a freaky rollin’ stone.
An inheritance of your gift
being the middle child,
banking on hope I can even control these urges.
Self-discipline / Self-love of respect
for myself
by myself.
I’m just trying to navigate my way on the right path
yet, I find myself almost lost
falling in a pool pit of ****** tension

How much more challenging for black man, himself?

Just like my father,
Like father like son
Just like his sins
Like father like son
Just like just cause
Like father like son

I’m the man now trying to change

#father #traits

xavier thomas Jun 30

Chemistry ⚛️

Come on (love me) , let’s go (run with me)
Love, embrace the chemistry , or it’s just a dead fantasy
Come on (love me), you know I want love
Don’t make a fool of me, wrap me tight like jewelry
Get close (body) , don’t leave (stay next to me)
I endure the chemistry , let’s intense the fantasy
Come on (love me) , let’s go (run with me)
Come, (to me, to me) to me (to me, to me)

I love taking risk, that’s my love language (mines)
Kisses from my legs, coming towards my lips
Hold me side by side (sides) , have me clear my mind (my)
Royal as you are (you are), I’ll stay with you and fight
Don’t you ever go- alone
I’ll stay super close- in hopes
I desire you (just you), I know you desire me too ( It’s true)
Lets go make it right, and end this feud tonight

Get close (body) , don’t leave (stay next to me)
I endure the chemistry , let’s intense the fantasy
Come on (love me) , let’s go (run with me)
Come, (to me, to me) to me (to me, to me)

#endless #roses #garden #moral #moonlight #musical

xavier thomas Jun 30

Confusion ; press rewind ⏪

Speaking guides
Silent kills
~
Guidance speaks
**** silence

Killing guidance
Speak silent
~
Unguided killer
Silently unspeakable

#thought #guidance #speak

xavier thomas Jun 30

persistence

I just need your persistence (persistence, persistence, persistence)
Come take me; don’t need permission
Heyy- eyy-eyy, Heyy- eyy-eyy
Slow dancing in my robe
Singing my love all over you

Thinking of the time we met
Bond we shared in thoughts of one another
Dates we had, paved the way to winning hearts acquired, worth valued
Still Singing all my love all over you

Moments of being caught up in the feelings
Having the thought of having you
Mmm,mmm
As long as your heart still desires
For a new purpose & memories,
You won’t regret this journey

Thinking of the time we met
Bond we shared in thoughts of one another
Dates we had, paved the way to winning hearts acquired, worth valued
Still Singing all my love all over you

I just need your persistence (persistence, persistence, persistence)
Come on baé
Come take me; don’t need permission
Heyy- eyy-eyy, Heyy- eyy-eyy
I just want to dance with you in my robes,
Ouuuuuu & I,
Am still singing my love all over you

Gotta sing all my love all on to you (just gotta sing, just gotta sing, just gotta sing)
You’re my soul that makes me dream of you, so true
(singing my love all over you, all on you, just been you) 4x
(singing my love all over you, all on you, just been you) 4x

#lover #friend #music

xavier thomas May 29

That reason is

Becoming her life
After the hard aches
Brought back
Those inspiring eyes

God gave her a soul with life
Jesus gave her a heart with faith
Parents gave her a home with siblings
I gave her a world with commitment

#purpose #lifecycle #balance