"smited" poems
We are hydrocarbons
We all burn
We are all laughed at
And we all get our turn
We produce our own enemies
We almost smother ourselves in sadness
We all release CO2
When we die from this poem's badness
We all want to be superior
We all want to be the equalizer
We want to be leerier
Without being the sympathizer
We smite and are smited
We hurt and we heal
We spite and are spited
And have a tenuous relationship with what's real
We are hydrocarbons
We are equal despite what we aspire
And if you don't agree
I'll light you on fire
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 4:45 PM UTC
The Gazelle, forced down to the bed
Her cries, filling inside her womb
Her crimes, fester over her body
painted like an open wound.
What crime is being prey—
What sin is weakness,
to be smited by The Lion?
The Gazelle, pinned across the bed
Clawing — shrieking — kicking —
The Lion is stronger still.
Thoughts of God bring thoughts of repent.
And today — tonight — tomorrow, The Lion leads her sermon
The Gazelle pleads mercy.
The Lion consumes her.
The Gazelle, lying vacant on the bed
Apologies fill the stagnant air
Regret — wrath — sorrow stains the sheets.
The Gazelle knows not what made the full lion feast.
Her blame is hers, pointed inward and not out
The Lion leaves.
The Gazelle — torn — seeks The Hyenas.
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC
The twigs and branches of her charred wings remained motionless as her head hung heavy
Criss crossed and and worn, behind rainy willow leaves
two watering celestial spheres swirled
until they sat fixed at her feet
a frayed hole, at the tip of her shoe
sailed at the bow, propelled by grass stains and dew
a hard working crew: refreshed from the sky, displayed for the gods
Were smited there on the seas by her whispering angelic frauds
Reached for the ax
angled it right
one fell swoop shall set things right
hand full of vines
she looked back at herself
Through the black holes in her eyes
but even this wasn't good enough
nor the fallen leaves upon roof tops
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 12:55 AM UTC
You're beautiful
Her heart leaked though sweat soaked pores hardening into
black fragmented biotite to hold her in the prison of her own piousness
Feldspar crystal kneecaps vine intertwining into the lost rock city
Rita was your lascivious sin worth stitching your soul with
Zizyphus Spina Christi to the barren waste lands of your repentance
He kissed you while standing in death's door with sickened veins
You grasped hold and pulled him back from the shadows of the valley
He loved you by the alter of your Father as you bled your tongue in silence
You vowed to lay with no other man than Him almighty
But your vow broke like straw in the sweet summer heat
Now your head remains bowed waiting for your soft breeze of forgiveness
As the ground shifts, as the wind blows
Your body shudders, slipping fragments of your nose, ears, arms, feet, ******* eyes, and fingers slide from you
As your lips crumble to rest upon your thigh
You cry out, vibrations leading to your demise.
Screaming for the ones who have forsaken, weeping for Him who has smited you by turning your soul to stone.
Though it all with in your eternal poignancy, and never ending rage
You're still magnificent.
I don't believe that shall come to pass.
Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 3:17 PM UTC
What should you do with a second-hand muse--
inspiration spent, and by his mistress abus’d?:
Feed him some grapes under cliffsides and clouds,
sit him under a tree; read him verses aloud.
Make him a spectre of love unrequited,
tell him of enemies that you’d like smited.
Recount transgressions, and triumphs and losses;
ponder Cruel Fate and the luck of coin tosses.
Tell him of all of your sins now excused--
how the Judge and the Jury have been recused.
And that any dream, urge, or whim can be used--
but you simply cannot go on as a-mused.
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 9:00 PM UTC
Dear God, why do u love me, why did u create me, why haven't u smited me yet. Dear god, I don't deserve to live, I keep messing up, and I always say im going to change but I don't. I just go back to doing the same bad things, and I don't know why? I guess I'm just addicted, afflicted by temptation, and it got me feeling sickly. God I need u to heal me of these deeds, I admit that am caught up in this selfish ambition. I think I may need rehab God because I'm just stuck in this eternal circle and can't get out of it. The guilt and shame is getting to me, I don't want to go to hell, yet I keep up with this dark secret of mine. People think im so holy, that I can't do anything wrong, but they only see the mask I put on, to hide what's on the inside. I fake myself, I'm such a hypocrite, I judge but don't want judgment. God this is my confession, and I know that this life u gave me is such a blessing, that I should not be wasting. I was lost in this darkness of mine walking blind, till u found me, and gave me a sign. God I need that sign again, because I'm back to my darkness. Dear God please forgive me for my sins, even though I don't deserve it.
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 3:21 PM UTC
see to me
god doesn't make any sense
why would someone anyone
higher being..
put us here to live a happy life..
or a bad one
or a sad one
or a psychotic, messed up one..
to just have us die..
like literally have no meaning on earth
to have eternal happiness in some other dimensional plane..
why, would he forgive ALL sins..
how do you forgive someone for killing a child
how do you forgive someone for molesting their own children
how do you forgive someone for going against your teachings
and throwing away everything you've strived to make people not do
just to forgive them when the say
"please god forgive me"
how does a god let small children suffer cancer and sickness for no reason?
how does god take the lives of the innocent with car crashes and drug abuse?
free will?
because he "needed" them where ever the **** "he" is??
maybe if he does exist i'll be smited for thinking this..
i'll be banned to the all eternal fire pit that is hell..
but how can he think that someone like me wouldn't think like this??
there is after all no proof of his existence..
the only proof i have that I exist is that i can see myself..
that's it..
i can't see him..
i can't feel him..
i don't know him..
prove me wrong..
Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 1:08 AM UTC
filled with the endless buzz
of socialites, social sites
friends abound
and yet
when that connection
the gateway
the path to sweet validation
is severed
deleted
destroyed
mauled in ways unimaginable
it's like the death of a friend
a buddy
a sibling
a lover
something is lost
but it's temporary
yet in those moments just after
when the wound is still fresh
it's like god smited thee
condemning thou to the nth circle
the deepest pit of hell
tartarus
but in the cool clear light of dawn
when the day finally breaks
all is well and thine head is clear
for the connection can be repaired
renewed
reanimated
rebirthed
revived
into something of beauty
of grace
of joy
of life
and the cycle will always begin anew
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 8:20 PM UTC