Sue is baking pretzels on a Thursday afternoon.
Flour on her hands, just like we used to.
Its some familair smell in the air,
Deep warmth that fills a room in the abscense of your laughter.
When I asked you if you thought about old loves,
You said she was a snuggie blanket in the closet.
You said she was a car on the side of the road.
I didn't understand just how far thoughts could wander.
They drive me crazy - traversing time,
Traveling places that this body no longer can,
Conversing with lingering loves in my mind -
"I'm building a travel van like you always wanted to.
I'll be travelling solo, and you won't know
Where I'll go and the things I'll see.
Its just for me.
..but I wish it weren't.
If you had the option, would you go?
If you had the option, would you want to know?"
I will always be wandering, searching for home.
I will always be wondering, wishing to know:
"Do you ever think of me
The way I think of you?"
Does anyone else think about their past loves? In what light?
"I wonder whose arms I would run and fall into if I were drunk in a room with everyone I had ever loved." - Unknown