"evreything" poems
Today I walked in from work
Making my way throught the strange and quiet house.
I couldn't understand when I walked into my room and saw you snuggled in my blanket
My bed has never looked so warm and so inviting
Your red hair spilling all over the pillows
Cascading into the shadow
I laid down fully dressed
Laying there in a dream
You are evreything that I will ever need
My best friend
pocketwatch
rain cloud
kissing booth
So strange to see your lips agian
Pursed and perfect
Red stained Beautiful
All so warm and simple
Not like the others
Her whole life is sweet and gentle
You can watch the parts of my life you touch
Turn away from the stoney lonesome
Your vines, your ivy, sweet smelling flowers
Wearing angel soft petals bloom in the pale moon
So what is left for me?
What more do I need?
I have my "Shelter from the Storm"
So
a long tired kiss is in order
on sleeping lips
soft and unkowing
Curling up in the warmth next to her
The flower wrapping her warm petals about me
I need nothing else in this world
As I begin to drift off into sleep so complete
A rustling on the bed beside me
Warm lips touch my ear
I hear her breathe "thank you"
and like that she left me there
I wake up alone
On this old couch
Sunlight creeping in through the broken blinds
In this trash apartment
In this nowhere town
Sober
Nov 4, 2011
Nov 4, 2011 at 12:57 AM UTC
Serving time
Doing lines
Making prison bars
Out of razor blades and credit cards
The only clean thing bout me are my arms
Cuz evreything i do harms Others or my self
Yelling for help
Where no one can see me
Tappin out S.O.S's
Who's gonna hear me
Swingin back and forth teeter and totter
Don't like myself
Wish i were hotter
Wanna be like thotties
i mean hotties
Rotting inside out with silicone gel
Maybe then i'd love myself
Don't even know what's real and what's fake
Cuz the emotions i hate
Don't even exist
It's just some ********
i created for attention
But what was the question?
When will i write "i" in the uppercase
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 9:13 PM UTC
It would be this one
It will tell you alot
Dear
I had a note for you I scratched on this envelope
but it was ruined in the rain
it used to read so well
now the only word not melted is
Jessica
Ruined. So I picked up my pencil sure that this time
Just this once I could write words enough to make you mine
but there
alone on the page in naked pencil waiting
I
But i can't start with i
that is so selfish
so
i
begin to go agian
trying to make a something out of all the nothing
but its hard to name a poem so how 'bout let's call it
Love
No GOD NO
that is way too tacky
what would she think
So embarassing
So childish
So simple
You don't deserve the simple
You deserve the incredible
The awe-inspiring fire
You
and there it stops me
lost and more lost
because when I think of you
all the fire is kindled
You
are my evreything
so i put down this pencil
and write in my head
a future I have seen once or twice
in the lonely corner of a dream
Dear Jessica I love you
I carved on that tree
In the noise of summer bugs claws birds wings breeze
I saw you smile walking towards me
Your feet silent on the blanket of the warm grassy ground
Your pale feet smeared with mud
It was in a june, july or august
A quiet summer dream
Me and you far out in nowhere
As the record singer plays the song
"Together"
(that song)
In a meadow
Dreaming
I know I felt it in the warm of your hair
When you wrapped your arms around me
You kissed me soft on the neck
I felt your skin as you squeezed me
Your eyes were so close
Close to my mind
and in a moment of your laughter
and in a moment of your joy
a moment forgetting
life and all the noise
I felt your breath sweet
I felt your whisper soft
melting the glue in my mind
In my dream I knew you kissed me
In my life you will never see me
I traded this moment for all that I had
and rode the river Styx to the belly of hell
and rode the river Styx while humming that song
Nov 3, 2011
Nov 3, 2011 at 4:35 AM UTC
they took away his kindness
she missed the sunshine in his eyes
wished the bloodshot glaze would abandoned his sage colored eyes
she missed the memories that were erased
being captured and consumed scares her
she didn't want to be scared anymore
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 9:48 PM UTC
In the beginning
I had my doubts
About you
About me
About life
You dragged me threw the mud
You diddent mean to...
You hurt me
I hurt myself...
We where a mess I diddent want to clean up
I diddent want to clean up myself
But things changed
And now
We have grown
I love you
I love myself
I love life
I got some help
You helped me
Its been years
And I'm finally at peace
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
Soulmates....do not end
Breathless wordless
Cold
That is how he left me
He was my mountain
But I am alone in the river again
My thoughts beating against the rocks of my mind
My hearts painful wailing against my ribcage
A last hug goodbye
The aching scream of silence
Raging storms of knowing
Why do i test myself thus
Why must I always dip a toe N the water
N believe such sweet tongues
Words are evreything
Words n emotions
N now I trust neither
Snakes twisting about
Ready to strike
Passion is a sea I am drowning in
I am dying in it
Choking n spitting out parts of myself
That should remain against the cool dark bottom
I gave you my breath
You were my sun...my shield...my protection
Or so you said
While holding me under.
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC