"evrey" poems
Amputated from man
Amputated by man
Implanted to the outside of a wall
A foreigner refused entry into the family
The patern is as such: evrey need I fill
Opens up another two in me
One morning I awoke an amputee
And so it continued the whole life through
"How sincerity made a mad man of you"
If I ever face the mirror that's what I would say to thee
But me and my reflection have gone our seperate ways you see
Half a coffin for the amputee
I know they blame me and say how it's all my fault
Just cos I don't have a hatred for others
Which clearly they have got
Selfish to the core...vanity pride and greed..
Trick a poor stranger for an extra penny
Charge an arm and a leg from an amputee
God has unlocked my heart
But not the padlock on his gate
Heaven may be within reach
But hell is on a plait
So shall I DIE now??..is that what it will take ?
To make happy those so called "near to me"
To beautifie the amputee.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 4:51 PM UTC
Million Star Hotel
That's where the man stay
Huddled up in a shop doorway
The traffic a lullaby
Room service from passes by
Million Star Hotel
Where a Million people stay
"What makes me laugh",he'd say
"Is that I think I smell"
"What makes me sad",then he'd say
"Is my loneliness.."
God has put survival in the air
I wake up with people urinating
Aiming for my ear
My face is cursed with an evil look
That my heart does not possess
But it's not that which makes me sad
What makes me sad is my...loneliness
My loneliness can fill evrey suitcase ever made
Fill evrey shoe that's ever been worn
It can crack a mountain
I've seen it outshine the stars at night
And I've seen it cast its shadow over the sun at dawn
Voluntarily...or...inevitably perhaps...
I some how engineered my social collaps
And so I checked in to the Million Star Hotel
Where I found my peace in the Epicenter of hell...
Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 12:58 PM UTC
You should never abstain from love for the fear of getting hurt. You should seek out the one who takes evrey part of you into their heart. One whom you can gaze upon and know in the deepest parts of your soul that If your time together where to end, They are worth the risk.
There will be pain, but there will be no regrets. There will be sadness, but you will have the joy of a thousand memories. there might be tears, but they will dry knowing the privilege of experiencing and sharing love with that person was worth it.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 5:13 AM UTC
I still remeber the games
Like im downing in the rive thames
Get out my head
I just lay in bed
Im loosing my mind
Im running out of time
wont ever call you mine
I wanna die
Oh my
You still harm me
Even tho your long gone
You ******
You monster
You freak
Your a curse
Thats what makes this worse
I deserved what u did
evrey punch knocked my appetite
Now i sit in a corner and starve
Wont let anyone touch me like you did
I rot away
Your killing me
See
I knew there was somthing to be afraid of
I fear you
U threatened me with That blade
All u wanted was to get laid
Who is the fool now.
Oct 24, 2018
Oct 24, 2018 at 10:54 AM UTC
Even when i made the wish, apon evrey shooting star;
finding a place where i could keep you in my life, grew ever so more afar.
you lost all my respect, and even more so my trust;
Because all you wanted to do was lie, and hide in lust.
And now i wounder, if one day my heart will ever mend;
Or am i just waiting for my life, to finally come to an end..
May 29, 2020
May 29, 2020 at 5:43 AM UTC
night/night
time/time
night overheats
wet awake, damp is the status:
mystery no more, familiarity brings unsurprise,
the machine issues environmental sounds,
cool air, deep cover, setup ~ perfect
wake up soaked/mystified/drizzled unhappy/awake to change/
meaning comes
/pieces of randome thoughts/movie trailer bite sized/
these are:
sweating words/eager for realization/escape needy/impatiented
by foible human/who needs sleep? is the unasked question...
dress for winter, may I? in May?????/!!!!! /!\
~change to summery
"ACTIVE WEAR" at-tire<>
skin expose<>
AM I NOT ACTIVE?
thus this oddity poem/product of sweat/
provides cooling panting/dog?
am I a dog?
that would be nice!
sadly or nat~not, a human
o verfilled / o verflowing
tale telling from evrey pore/ Alcatraz escape/ recaptured/twisted
d a m p
became a poem/d a m p is me
becoming/ reducing/emitting/inquiring/
enquiring/
aligned
will this be my last poem?
sweating with/from/AND
all the way over to............................................................Anticipation...
Apr 19, 2025
Apr 19, 2025 at 2:23 PM UTC