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If I were doing my Laundry I'd wash my ***** Iran I'd throw in my United States, and pour on the Ivory Soap, scrub up Africa, put all the birds and elephants back in the jungle, I'd wash the Amazon river and clean the oily Carib & Gulf of Mexico,   Rub that smog off the North Pole, wipe up all the pipelines in Alaska,   Rub a dub dub for Rocky Flats and Los Alamos, Flush that sparkly Cesium out of Love Canal Rinse down the Acid Rain over the Parthenon & Sphinx, Drain Sludge out of the Mediterranean basin & make it azure again, Put some blueing back into the sky over the Rhine, bleach the little Clouds so snow return white as snow, Cleanse the Hudson Thames & Neckar, Drain the Suds out of Lake Erie   Then I'd throw big Asia in one giant Load & wash out the blood & Agent Orange, Dump the whole mess of Russia and China in the wringer, squeeze out the tattletail Gray of U.S. Central American police state, & put the planet in the drier & let it sit 20 minutes or an Aeon till it came out clean.                                                      Allen Ginsberg                                                     Boulder, 26 April, 1980 .
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 5:51 AM UTC
Homework (by Allen Ginsberg)
the earth is curved - sure y’all knew that.   but to get to the Northwest, Interstate 84 ain’t le route plus directe nope curve north to Ontario, wave to Bex as I cross over London and Toronto, also can’t recall which poet from Rochester hails, or did they shuffle off to Buffalo? Crossing Erie, Huron, and Michigan Great Lakes all, brings to mind my mother’s birthplace, Last of the Mohicans, and the three years I did in the Cleveland Penitentiary, where sun was illegal and baseball was a pretend play of cowboys and Indians but by god, it made me the penitent fella I am today Look skyward to Montreal, yes, there he is, the Leo Priest, the baffled king, blessing this poetic meet ‘n greet trip with a smiling unsurprising hallelujah Apparently some US citizens still can traverse O Canada, even if one forgot their passports, and are not PNG’s (Persons Not so GREAT) over Minneapolis shed a tear for Diane, a poet- gone-missing, and wonder if you reader come from St. Cloud, Fargo or Duluth, Bismarck or Aberdeen, surely they still speak poetic English there in a twangy metering methodology  - well, message me asap wow there really is a Saskatoon! the pilot asks us to lean left in our seats to help turn the plane so we go to Portland and not to Vancouver... me thinks he might be a touch Rockie Mountain High, considering we are at 30 thousand something Imperial, as he walks the main cabin with an oxygen mask and a huuuuuge grin see the distant Cascades through a crack in the shuttered windows, must be close to “the coast” (as if, harrumph, there were but one) ah, words in the clouds, ripe for the plucking must be getting close to Oregon, where poets grow on trees, woody words like **** and log-float poems down the Columbia to the sea gonna drink me some poets under the table cause this trip I ain’t no driving and I am already “flying” ‘n scribing and arriving on a high tide and a good wind
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Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 5:47 AM UTC
Songs of Going to Oregon: No. 2 But Who Knew?
the earth is curved - sure y’all knew that.   but to get to the Northwest, Interstate 84 ain’t le route plus directe nope curve north to Ontario, wave to Bex as I cross over London and Toronto, also can’t recall which poet from Rochester hails, or did they shuffle off to Buffalo? Crossing Erie, Huron, and Michigan Great Lakes all, brings to mind my mother’s birthplace, Last of the Mohicans, and the three years I did in the Cleveland Penitentiary, where sun was illegal and baseball was a pretend play of cowboys and Indians but by god, it made me the penitent fella I am today Look skyward to Montreal, yes, there he is, the Leo Priest, the baffled king, blessing this poetic meet ‘n greet trip with a smiling unsurprising hallelujah Apparently some US citizens still can traverse O Canada, even if one forgot their passports, and are not PNG’s (Persons Not so GREAT) over Minneapolis shed a tear for Diane, a poet- gone-missing, and wonder if you reader come from St. Cloud, Fargo or Duluth, Bismarck or Aberdeen, surely they still speak poetic English there in a twangy metering methodology  - well, message me asap wow there really is a Saskatoon! the pilot asks us to lean left in our seats to help turn the plane so we go to Portland and not to Vancouver... me thinks he might be a touch Rockie Mountain High, considering we are at 30 thousand something Imperial, as he walks the main cabin with an oxygen mask and a huuuuuge grin see the distant Cascades through a crack in the shuttered windows, must be close to “the coast” (as if, harrumph, there were but one) ah, words in the clouds, ripe for the plucking must be getting close to Oregon, where poets grow on trees, woody words like **** and log-float poems down the Columbia to the sea gonna drink me some poets under the table cause this trip I ain’t no driving and I am already “flying” ‘n scribing and arriving on a high tide and a good wind
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*he is screaming but no one can hear him she is singing but no one listens he is lost but no one is looking for him she is searching and finds that she is alone* words go unanswered no matter what is said they fall upon deaf ears and reverberate into deep unknown places an orchestra in the ocean performed in a foreign frequency a song lost in translation heard by many but meaningful to none *he is asking but no one answers she is begging but no one gives he is following but no one leads she is leading but no one will follow* uniqueness is your downfall strength lies in being the same in possessing the inherited dialect of survival that cannot be achieved it is a birth right as natural as your name but instead of deserved solace you received the gift of 52 hertz of loneliness *he is calling but receives no answers she is crying but finds no comfort he is sinking but no one knows she is dying and no one cares* doomed to drift through bottomless, indigo twilight being carried on the waves of your own erie lament the sound of your sadness is the cause of your isolation your desperate song remains your only hope and it will never cease someone, someday will hear you and answer your heart wrenching pleas someone, someday singing love songs in the deep
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Jan 25, 2012
Jan 25, 2012 at 4:36 PM UTC
52 Hertz Whale
It was not, by any means, a loss of faith; Indeed, her devotion was a boundless, unfettered thing Beyond proscription, beyond rote chant and catechism, And what she found as a novitiate Were shuttered gates and gossipy confessionals, Standoffish priests, pig-eyed and pinch-lipped Sisters who thought life’s commerce No more than mechanical prayer and spotless linens, The whole enterprise Smacking of the exclusion of Heaven’s bounty. So she demurred when the time came to take her orders, And she returned to the world of pavements and lesser pieties, Free to seek God on park swings and barstools, In pleasures of the pastoral and the profane, Though her faith is no Dionysian walkabout, As she is passionate to the cusp of maniacal When it comes to the Book of James’ admonition upon works; She is often found among the sisters she once tiptoed alongside At food pantries and clothing drives (She is scrupulous about ministering to only secular needs, As the Bishop is not happily disposed towards those Who choose not to take the veil, And the specter of excommunication is a prospect Too awful to contemplate) Afterwards clambering onto some vaguely roadworthy MTA bus Back to her studio apartment in Green Island, Where she often walks down to the Erie Canal lock nearby, Praying for those who have travelled  near and upon the water, Convenience store clerks and ragged Irishmen fleeing famine, Feral kittens and insufficiently mourned mules.
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Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 10:39 AM UTC
the thursday nun
Homage Kenneth Koch If I were doing my Laundry I'd wash my ***** Iran I'd throw in my United States, and pour on the Ivory Soap, scrub up Africa, put all the birds and elephants back in the jungle, I'd wash the Amazon river and clean the oily Carib & Gulf of Mexico, Rub that smog off the North Pole, wipe up all the pipelines in Alaska, Rub a dub dub for Rocky Flats and Los Alamos, Flush that sparkly Cesium out of Love Canal Rinse down the Acid Rain over the Parthenon & Sphinx, Drain the Sludge out of the Mediterranean basin & make it azure again, Put some blueing back into the sky over the Rhine, bleach the little Clouds so snow return white as snow, Cleanse the Hudson Thames & Neckar, Drain the Suds out of Lake Erie Then I'd throw big Asia in one giant Load & wash out the blood & Agent Orange, Dump the whole mess of Russia and China in the wringer, squeeze out the tattletail Gray of U.S. Central American police state, & put the planet in the drier & let it sit 20 minutes or an Aeon till it came out clean
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Homework
The smell of a newborn baby after a bath, all sprinkled with powder. I don't think that smell will ever change. A smell I will always remember... My grandma Bertha would always smell like lavender. I use to buy lavender soap, and hand cream because it made me think of her. A smell I will always remember... My great uncle would make taffy, and one time I helped stretch it. A smell I will always remember... My mom would take me to dance class, and the building smelled like Carmel.  Much later in life, I entered a building that had the same smell, and it brought back those old days. A smell I will always remember... When a storm was brewing in Lake Erie there was a smell of raging waters. A north eastern was coming - I could smell it. A smell I will always remember... The soothing sound of the motor boat passing by leaving the smell of gasoline - why did that comfort me? A smell I will always remember... Walking down the beach, bear foot in the sand, and running across a dried up dead fish. A smell I will always remember... My husband would always use Comet with bleach to clean out the sink, tub and he would sprinkle it add a bit of water making it a paste, and let it set for an hour. A smell I will always remember... Smell can bring back a memory, at least for me...some good, some bad, but these are a few of my favorite memories of smell...and when I smell them now, it sparks my memory. by ~ judy
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 10:37 AM UTC
A MEMORY OF SMELLS, ARE THEY STILL THE SAME?
I'm One Off 7 Billion Crying, I'm One Off 7 Billion Slowly Dying, Half The World Trying, The Other Half Lying, Starvation And Disease, Criminals And Thieves, An Empire Grows, Then One Is Diseased, The World Is Cruel To Say The Least, A Look At The Past, Brings A Good Laugh, But In The End, Two Wrists Are Slashed, Erie Flashbacks Crowd Millions Of Minds, Snipers, Terriorists, And Grenade Mines, Litter The Worlds Beautiful Face, All This Human Violence Is Such A Disgrace, Diwali Everyday In Cities Around The World, But Not The Festival Of Light, Just The Light Pollution Smuthering The Stars, I'm One Of 7 Billion Being Lied To, One Of 7 Billion Inclined To, Believe In Humanity, To Believe There Is No Insanity, I'm One Of Just 7 Billion Wandering This Lonely, Yet Crowded World
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Nov 14, 2012
Nov 14, 2012 at 8:39 AM UTC
One Of 7 Billion
I am the Lorax, who once spoke for the trees In the hope of bringing progress to its knees But now I have grown somewhat older and tired, My outlook and thought process being rewired (Sometimes to see forest, you must clear the trees.) Examine the case of the Brown Bar-ba-loots Whose interests for so long I worked in cahoots. Could such timid beasts truly thrive in the wild So innocent, trusting, submissive, and mild? (My former assertions I strongly refute.) Why, see how they frolic and scamper in zoos; How can one watch them and steadfastly refuse To see how much better their lot is today As joy for our children as opposed to prey (A happy condition where no one can lose.) Ah, scoff the nihilists, *but Truffula Trees, Those havens for birds and those homes for the bees. Why, what do you say now that they are all gone, Removed to make way for some suburban lawn?* (These angry young men—O Lord, take them all please!) I gently remind them it’s just nature’s way, That some species go while other ones stay, The carrier pigeon’s no longer alive Yet somehow we manage to live—indeed, thrive! (In the face of brute logic, they’ve little to say.) So don’t be dismayed or frightened or leery Of doomsday projections outlined by theory Suggesting that our time on this earth may be done; Consider the caged Bar-ba-loot having fun (And we hear fish do quite well in Lake Erie.)
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Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 2:33 PM UTC
The Lorax Reconsiders
Figures Dance Across My Memory, In An Erie Ballroom, Lit Only By The Light Of Vanilla Scented Candles, The Light Of The Moon And Stars, Glaring Through Transparent Windows, Congregate In Creamy Daffodil Colored Flames, Every Women I've Cried Over, In Extravagant Ball Gowns, Stitched With The Misery They Brought Upon Me, With Them, Every Man Which I Have Bawled Over, Wears A Tuxedo, With A Withered Rose In Their Pocket, To Symbolize My Pain, And A Tie Laced With My Own Tears, The Ballroom Of Horror Caters, The Party On The Top Floor Too, Everyone Who Has Made Me Smile, Dances Erratically, Singing Along And Laughing, Though The Demons Beneath Their Feet Houses, Barbaric--Criminals--Found Guilty Of Heartbreak, And As They Slow Dance To Rhythmic Beating, Of A Broken Heart--That May Never Mend, Something That Rips The Gauze Wrap, From My Wounds, They Smile, As They Masquerade In My Ballroom Of Horror
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Nov 21, 2012
Nov 21, 2012 at 10:59 AM UTC
Ballroom Of Horror
Sometimes we need something besides Covid19 and Protest's. So today sending you a thought...Can you remember special smells? A MEMORY OF SMELLS, ARE THEY STILL THE SAME? The smell of a newborn baby after a bath, all sprinkled with powder. I don't think that smell will ever change. A smell I will always remember... My grandma Bertha would always smell like lavender. I use to buy lavender soap, and hand cream because it made me think of her. A smell I will always remember... My great uncle would make taffy, and one time I helped stretch it. A smell I will always remember... My mom would take me to dance class, and the building smelled like Carmel. Much later in life, I entered a building that had the same smell, and it brought back those old days. A smell I will always remember... When a storm was brewing in Lake Erie there was a smell of raging waters. A north eastern was coming - I could smell it. A smell I will always remember... The soothing sound of the motor boat passing by leaving the smell of gasoline - why did that comfort me? A smell I will always remember... Walking down the beach, bear foot in the sand, and running across a dried up dead fish. A smell I will always remember... My husband would always use Comet with bleach to clean out the sink, tub and he would sprinkle it add a bit of water making it a paste, and let it set for an hour. A smell I will always remember... Smell can bring back a memory, at least for me...some good, some bad, but these are a few of my favorite memories of smell...and when I smell them now, it sparks my memory, again... by ~ judy
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Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 7:23 PM UTC
A MEMORY OF FAVORITE SMELLS
Sometimes we need something besides Covid19 and Protest's. So today sending you a thought...Can you remember special smells? A MEMORY OF SMELLS, ARE THEY STILL THE SAME? The smell of a newborn baby after a bath, all sprinkled with powder. I don't think that smell will ever change. A smell I will always remember... My grandma Bertha would always smell like lavender. I use to buy lavender soap, and hand cream because it made me think of her. A smell I will always remember... My great uncle would make taffy, and one time I helped stretch it. A smell I will always remember... My mom would take me to dance class, and the building smelled like Carmel. Much later in life, I entered a building that had the same smell, and it brought back those old days. A smell I will always remember... When a storm was brewing in Lake Erie there was a smell of raging waters. A north eastern was coming - I could smell it. A smell I will always remember... The soothing sound of the motor boat passing by leaving the smell of gasoline - why did that comfort me? A smell I will always remember... Walking down the beach, bear foot in the sand, and running across a dried up dead fish. A smell I will always remember... My husband would always use Comet with bleach to clean out the sink, tub and he would sprinkle it add a bit of water making it a paste, and let it set for an hour. A smell I will always remember... Smell can bring back a memory, at least for me...some good, some bad, but these are a few of my favorite memories of smell...and when I smell them now, it sparks my memory, again... by ~ judy
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a polar vortex swirls eastward on Siberian Tiger paws bounding over Appalachian Highlands gobbling geography gelling Great Lakes spawning Erie blizzards sculpting Wabash ice floes clogging commerce all along the Ohio River Valley this voracious juggernaut’s wide maw bears icicle teeth laughing as it swallows Pittsburgh, Little Philly, and a Big Apple, before gorging itself on generous portions ladled into simmering crocks of steaming Boston Baked Beans growling blue arctic air blasts roar bursts pipes savages the heat of blasting furnaces, bubbling boilers, hot belly stoves frantically drinking oil, flaming gas burning wood and burping soot the blistering jet stream claws screech a slashing stratospheric hum as Frigidaire blasts swallows breath brittles limbs chafes cheeks gnaws earlobes crystallizes tears nibbles nostrils cubes snot numbs toes bites digits diving sub zero gradient subdues batteries to deaden states delays buses derails trains cuts power constricts veins preys on vagabonds and animals get the homeless off the street! bring the animals in check on your elderly neighbors don’t get caught outside and shut the **** door! do you own stock in the Public Service? beware the polar vortex and next months heating bill Sonny Boy Williamson & Otis Spann Nine Below Zero Oakland 1/6/14 jbm
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Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 2:43 PM UTC
Polar Vortex
Bonfires ragging Cigars blazing Beers Cracking Lake Erie Fishing Country Music Blaring
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May 5, 2012
May 5, 2012 at 8:02 AM UTC
Michigan Summer
SOMEBODY'S little girl-how easy to make a sob story over who she was once and who she is now. Somebody's little girl-she played once under a crab-apple tree in June and the blossoms fell on the dark hair. It was somewhere on the Erie line and the town was Salamanca or Painted Post or Horse's Head. And out of her hair she shook the blossoms and went into the house and her mother washed her face and her mother had an ache in her heart at a rebel voice, "I don't want to." Somebody's little girl-forty little girls of somebodies splashed in red tights forming horseshoes, arches, pyramids-forty little show girls, ponies, squabs. How easy a sob story over who she once was and who she is now-and how the crabapple blossoms fell on her dark hair in June. Let the lights of Broadway spangle and splatter-and the taxis hustle the crowds away when the show is over and the street goes dark. Let the girls wash off the paint and go for their midnight sandwiches-let 'em dream in the morning sun, late in the morning, long after the morning papers and the milk wagons- Let 'em dream long as they want to ... of June somewhere on the Erie line ... and crabapple blossoms.
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Crabapple Blossoms
A FOREFINGER of stone, dreamed by a sculptor, points to the sky. It says: This way! this way! Four lions snore in stone at the corner of the shaft. They too are the dream of a sculptor. They too say: This way! this way! The street cars swing at a curve. The middle-class passengers witness low life. The car windows frame low life all day in pictures. Two Italian cellar delicatessens sell red and green peppers. The Florida bananas furnish a burst of yellow. The lettuce and the cabbage give a green. Boys play marbles in the cinders. The boys' hands need washing. The boys are glad; they fight among each other. A plank bridge leaps the Lehigh Valley railroad. Then acres of steel rails, freight cars, smoke, And then ... the blue lake shore ...Erie with Norse blue eyes ... and the white sun.
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Slants at Buffalo, New York
ON Forty First Street near Eighth Avenue a frame house wobbles. If houses went on crutches this house would be one of the cripples. A sign on the house: Church of the Living God And Rescue Home for Orphan Children. From a Greek coffee house Across the street A cabalistic jargon Jabbers back. And men at tables Spill Peloponnesian syllables And speak of shovels for street work. And the new embankments of the Erie Railroad At Painted Post, Horse's Head, Salamanca.
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Neighbors
 alarm clock set for early morning wails and peels without fair warning rub my eyes in an effort to see surprised to wake up in the state of VT what is this, where did it go whats a po’ boy doing far from buff’lo where be the park, the lake and da’ strip where are the people with the stiff upper lip why leave the breeze, the squalls, the kimmelweck the taverns where gran’pa drank anisette that sycamore growin’ on Franklin street the angst that consumed a community beat the grimy grey skies to summers impossibly what happened to lead me to the state of VT? {not right to accuse others of conceit why play handball with self deceit? far better to accept the things that be and apply my emotions, stoically} for one place is much like the other careers are for greenbacks, that’s why the bother of numbers and lawyers, of panels of priests up north, out west, down south and back east I am dissolved in a prelude that leads to eternity with so many points available, might as well be VT
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Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 10:02 AM UTC
Lake Erie Blues
Its something about that crack   of the morning  solitude   Becoming one alongside the  energy   conveyed upon every full, comforting gust of  wind   with every frigid grain of sand collected   in the burrows between your  toes   How the proverbial crash and sizzle out of an alkaline  wave   can intimately caress ones depth of recollection   so swift and flirtatious,  passionate.   Reflecting the honest  actuality   Honorable substandard grotesque indifferent   Reminding us that we can  procure   tranquility within pandemonium   perfection in chaos and inadequacy    an erie absence of inorganic resonance   in an alone, but not lonely repose, comfort   pending that crack   of the morning solitude.
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Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 12:46 PM UTC
That Something.
A young boy, 7, and his sister, 10 Drowned today...so sad At a time when young folks memories should be the best they ever had On a sunny summers day Swimming out to far from shore They are the newest of the lost So far this summer, there's been 4 The lake is known as Erie Known for not giving up it's dead It's a small lake but decieving It's a lake that sailors dread An older sister was their lifeline No lifeguards on this beach One was dead while in the water The other, almost out of reach No graduation for these children Weddings none, and children too In Erie's depths their lifeforce lingers The lake don't care a lick for you the sand bar goes out quite a distance Dropping off, it's cold and dark The current there will **** you under Like a shark attack without a mark The next day the beach is open Still no lifegurard on the shore What will it take to have them down there You have to ask, how many more? Two souls were lost in Erie A young boy 7, his sister , 10 A family torn asunder This must not happen, not again
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 5:29 PM UTC
Two Lost Souls
Demons Lurk In The Crevasses, In This Temple, My Body, I Lay In My Bed, Wondering, Am I Ready To Get Up And Start A New Day? The Red Mechanical Orbs Of Satin, Flicker In The Thick Erie Mist, "Leave Me Be," I Scream Into The Fog, "Go Away!", A Small Chuckle, Loud As Thunder, Seeps Into My Ears, That Empty Feeling Just Below My Sternum, Is Becoming Even More Vacant, Leave Me Be Demons, I Can Feel Your Cold Fingers Groping My Skin, I Feel Your Stoney Eyes Burrowing Into My Soul, Leave Me Be Demons, I Know Why You Are Here And I Don't Like It, I Know You Are Here, Because This Is The Feeling Of A Broken Heart...
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 12:38 PM UTC
Leave Me Be Demons
God fire Melting Gleam pink milky pall Across the lake. Cool hot arc Sink anchor for my eyes; Some otherwhere around the globe Burn blinding bright And further on Or back Orange ember rising Gild morning star-filled sky. Source and center – Orbit of our baking sphere Gravity suspended spin Night round Touch every edge of Earth. July 21, 2011
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Sep 24, 2011
Sep 24, 2011 at 9:33 PM UTC
Lake Erie sunset
Short nights. We toured the sands of lake Erie. Wet feet, The flashlight beam breaking on rocks and waves and empty beer cans. You laughed at me and we talked about finding a bear or Maybe, in a few years, living together. There was heat. I was swinging and the trees were touching my feet, Bending boughs before us and the cops came So we piled in your car and you Were called to “drive faster.” Speeding up to catch the sharp exhale I Let spread across your neck, Trickling slowly off your collarbone. We brought a camera. And, negatives spoke volumes when we reviewed our faces; You were looking at your feet and my Eyes were on your lips.
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Sep 10, 2012
Sep 10, 2012 at 2:32 AM UTC
Ode to Michigan
I wrote this five times over because it wouldn't come out quite right. Because I’m tired, and there’s nothing I can hear but the silent chatter of my mind on repeat, screaming at me to be better than I am (better than I can be). In January, we slept in the same bed and I dreamed of kissing you, of taking your hand in mine and pulling you close and never letting go. I followed you around like a lost puppy as you talked about nothing but home. In February, I was told to wait and left to wonder and doubt and dream. My thoughts swirled until I convinced myself that there was nothing between us but my arms reaching out for you as you turned away (not out of spite, but because you didn’t know). Felicity, you call me Serenity but I am by far the best at convincing myself that I am unloved, and by far the worst at thinking that I’m worth loving. Felicity, you have been extraordinary from the day I met you, a cacophony of color and beauty that shocked me and entranced me. You are all that I want curled around me at night; you are beautiful and wonderful and mine. Felicity, most times I am not quite there. I am in the past or the future or the could-have-beens. I am not always whole. I am not whole. It’s hard, for me, to give the entirety of myself when I have trouble finding it, when it’s rotten and breaking and lonely and hiding. I’m afraid of the dark and blue cheese. I don’t like hypocrites or the way I act when I feel like I can’t breathe. My mouth is bitter from too much coffee, my mind is buzzing from too much worry, my hands are empty because I can hold nothing without it slipping away from me in the end (it was never there in the first place). But you- you are a certainty, and I don’t know if I want to cry but I do know that I want to hold you forever and kiss you a hundred times until you know that you’re worth more than should be possible. In January, the ball dropped over Erie Bay and I looked past the stumbling drunkards to see you, cheeks pink with cold, and wondered what it would be like to be brave. Now it’s November, and I backspace the ending words to each goodnight text and think about the very same thing. There's sugar in the edges of your fabric, darling, chalk dust kicked up along the road, and I am better when you smile; I am home.
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Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 12:40 AM UTC
Dear Felicity
I wrote this five times over because it wouldn't come out quite right. Because I’m tired, and there’s nothing I can hear but the silent chatter of my mind on repeat, screaming at me to be better than I am (better than I can be). In January, we slept in the same bed and I dreamed of kissing you, of taking your hand in mine and pulling you close and never letting go. I followed you around like a lost puppy as you talked about nothing but home. In February, I was told to wait and left to wonder and doubt and dream. My thoughts swirled until I convinced myself that there was nothing between us but my arms reaching out for you as you turned away (not out of spite, but because you didn’t know). Felicity, you call me Serenity but I am by far the best at convincing myself that I am unloved, and by far the worst at thinking that I’m worth loving. Felicity, you have been extraordinary from the day I met you, a cacophony of color and beauty that shocked me and entranced me. You are all that I want curled around me at night; you are beautiful and wonderful and mine. Felicity, most times I am not quite there. I am in the past or the future or the could-have-beens. I am not always whole. I am not whole. It’s hard, for me, to give the entirety of myself when I have trouble finding it, when it’s rotten and breaking and lonely and hiding. I’m afraid of the dark and blue cheese. I don’t like hypocrites or the way I act when I feel like I can’t breathe. My mouth is bitter from too much coffee, my mind is buzzing from too much worry, my hands are empty because I can hold nothing without it slipping away from me in the end (it was never there in the first place). But you- you are a certainty, and I don’t know if I want to cry but I do know that I want to hold you forever and kiss you a hundred times until you know that you’re worth more than should be possible. In January, the ball dropped over Erie Bay and I looked past the stumbling drunkards to see you, cheeks pink with cold, and wondered what it would be like to be brave. Now it’s November, and I backspace the ending words to each goodnight text and think about the very same thing. There's sugar in the edges of your fabric, darling, chalk dust kicked up along the road, and I am better when you smile; I am home.
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A year later The smell of black coffee Will still remind me Of a sad morning Spent at Lake Erie Hiding silent Beneath blankets and books And sitting across from a girl I never quite Got done loving Embracing for the first time Our ultimate future And disdaining for the first time Our previously unshakable present We sipped idly at our coffee And dared not look up From the pages of the fictional Forever That we had created- Trying unsuccessfully To worm that ephemeral truth Out of our minds
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Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC
Black Coffee
Miss erie she ******* loves me I hear her calls, her face is all I see Miss erie she ******* loves me She's my wonderwall when happiness betrays me miss erie she ******* loves me my colorful heaven in hell for eternity miss erie she ******* loves me In her arms I call home my sanctuary Like a butterfly she came to take my soul, like a candle beneath my thread waiting for my fall, Her smile's like a cancer devouring my all,yet she is the only one around when ever I make the call
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 7:45 AM UTC
Miss Erie
Memories Perfectly Printed In The Pages, Of A Locked--Leather Backed Book, I've Repayed My Erie Wages, And Yet My Pride Is Took, Misery Formed In Many Different Stages, Mirrors Reflect A Conversation Piece--The Hook, Feared Creatures Locked In Steel Cages, Sadly They Thought I Was A Crook, Help Written In The Margins--Doleful--Enraged, Bitter Words Spat In My Face--Look, Actions And Emotions Staged, A Mind Mastering Melancholy And Is Shook, Names And Places Engraved, The Platter Of Humane Treatment--Perfectly Cooked, At The Last Paragraph In This Phasing, Locked Book, The Words To Be Continued, Reflect In The Green Eyes, Of A Caged Being
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Nov 26, 2012
Nov 26, 2012 at 8:44 AM UTC
Locked Leather Backed Book