"descision" poems
When the first words out of his mouth was
"Sup *****
I knew a certain few things
1. He was not getting laid tonight.
2. None of us in this room know why he's the party leader,
All glancing at each other in awe
nodding like a hive mind chanting
yes, this man is in fact an *******
no, i don't know how he rose to power
yes, he did just call us *****
3. I could think of a million one liners that would earn me way more respect up front than that.
I don't know what I was expecting
walking into this basement
Maybe some small fame
The same small fame I get from getting on a stage for slam poetry
or being cast in a reality T.v. show
Or singing kareoke at my local bar.
Maybe for the free pizza
We've all been there.
And yes, maybe it was for the revenge.
the campaign slogan you stamped
recruitment posters with.
Join the evil league of evil!
Launch revenge against the modern heroes of today!
But when I sit down in this small fold up metal lawn chair,
in what is presumably his moms basement
Behind a projecter (also probablly his moms)
Next to captain nose bleed
And princess ********
I already don't have a whole lot of faith in his agenda
So when his opening line
Was "Sup *****
Like that is some sort of impressive villanous monolouge peared down into one and a half words.
I lost any ounce of faith I had in this cult.
And decided to Usurp this "Party Leader".
Now you might be asking:
Why?
Why would you want to be the head of the evil league of evil?
Founded in this pre pubescent boys moms basement
Whos only followers so far seem to be captain nosebleed,
and princess ********
Well
clearly
You don't understand.
Captain nosebleed is already under the thumb of princess ********
I mean lets be real without princess ********
We're three dudes in a basement
Pretending to be super villans.
And you've been known to be pretty charming.
But in your friends evil lair.
Sorry
Moms basement.
You start to evaluate your situation
Gotta make a descision.
Are you fighting for Revenge,
or the small fame?
Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC
When i stand in
front of a mirror,
i see my reflection
"bruised" and "battered",
the injuries not being
seen by mortal eye
so here's a conversation
with me
THE REAL ME: 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘
I curse it for being so naive,
i reprimand it for not
saying the right things
to me that time,
for not showing me this
picture of myself during that
period , when the devil possessed me..
THE MIRROR ME:𝖆𝖗𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘
I indeed told you that,
you were not doing the right thing
THE REAL ME: 𝖗𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖘
i suppressed those weak,
feeble voices that arose within me,
bringing down my elation..
but then , i had wanted that
high epitomising feeling more than
this bleak pin poking statement..
THE REAL ME: 𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖘
why were you not too powerful
to overpower my descision??
THE MIRROR ME:𝖉𝖊𝖋𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘
When you yourself were too
weak to hold you own love,
how do you expect me to
be powerful??
after all i reside within you..
THE REAL ME HAS NOTHING TO SAY
, BUT STARE AT ITS OWN REFLECTION...
Oct 27, 2021
Oct 27, 2021 at 11:47 AM UTC
I will Stay guarded until they Prove it.
This is truth with a Consequence rather you can Live with it or not The concequence is Lonliness... No More Pain, as Long as You have your gaurd up You will always see through The Fraude but let yourself be aware of who is fraud and who is not. If the type of Love most people think is Love wares you down, Than When you know or Feel with a Passion that the True Love has entered your presence/Heart how do you not Let your Pains of the past not dictate your over all descision to be truly happy and truly in Love "If The Feelings we Have for TRUE Love really exist anymore?"
Nov 10, 2011
Nov 10, 2011 at 7:39 PM UTC
Imagination
Your life has no meaning without it
It's that thing that follows you everywhere
That place you escape to when your real life is tragic
That friend that tells you everything is possible
Your life is a bare canvas that's waiting to be painted
The idea that turns old, broken houses into mansions
It's the picture that explodes on your paper
The words that exit your pen
Your view of the world
What you see when you look at something and want to make it better
Imagination
Your descision: to hide it, or let it soar
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 4:48 PM UTC
after thinking about this, I think I should turn back
give me a second to think
(the night is a painting of stars)
the thunder echoes with her voice
the very thing I've been avoiding this entire time
O' how she backons me
how she calls me by my name
how she smiles and laughs
how could a night end up like this (for me)
can't this wait another year or two?
it's not that I don't care about you
I just need some time to think this whole thing through
it's fine, I'll just wait another minutre
it's not as if this night is going anywhere
(the thunder is a dream, the rain winks with her movement as I...
Know!
I Know!
can't this wait another month or so?
I'm tired and I've got places to go
back and forwards (she moves) Time moves slowly
I'm sorry how this ended up
and fly....
fly right away
fly to the endlessness I have already known
fly right away
just fly...
I'm Last!
can't this just wait another hour, one's already past
just pour me another glass of water
this is not the time for games
just get your mind into it and sell it all
O' and how the silence pours down
how could I forsake you?
this is my descision
you are the one who matters
but how she comes down from the clouds, a mystical goddess in the wind
why did I ever throw myself into this position?
and **** it can't this wait another minute? Come on!
time is short and the night is long
nothing makes sense(you move back and forth)
I am born twice in a matter of twelve hours
once in the morning, once at night
breathe in
breathe out
the sound, the sound
oh God
not the sound
tick
tick
tick tick tick to the tock I'm the trick of the trade she's the rhyme of the clock
tick tick tick tock she likes it why can't I just like this
this could have been stopped
tick tick tick tock
I'm beyond afraid
tick tick tick tock no
tock anymore
in my breathe I hit the floor
can't this wait another second....please...
O how I love the taste of the floor..
(I knew I would be the one to forsake you)
Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 5:39 PM UTC
I can't imagine
The descision you face.
Choosing between two families.
Two sets of friends.
Two schools.
Something you love,
And someone.
I may try to understand
but I will never really know.
And in the end,
the choice is yours alone.
Four simple words, can change your life forever.
I want to stay
or
I want to go.
But tell me darling,
where are you truly happy?
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 5:29 PM UTC
I won't wake you up anymore,
Keep my feet from gracing your bedroom floor,
So lock your door just In case, the loneliness of this place grows to get the best of me
You stand eye to eye with me
such symerty should not be ignored
I speak only facts not fiction
We can't deny the attraction of the situation
Maybe I came on the wrong day,
But I hope you still have more to say, I'm not the kinda guy that gives up so easily, for you were the kindest face I've seen in this far away and lonely place, or any place for that matter
And with precision, you contemplate a descision, as I wonder if your angles will add up to anything more then a vision, from a bad dream yeah you know the kind, it never makes you fail to wake up and scream, unable to tell if my dream of my hands upon your skin actually happened or not last night
Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 11:46 AM UTC
Alcohol
Cigarettes
Drugs
I could do these things 24/7
I do them a lot
But no
My worst descision
My worst addiction
Is you
Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 8:26 PM UTC
one moment away,
from oblivion.
one hopeful moment
caught between thought
and action
one moment, one heart beat
one movement,
oblivion, or hope
his choice...his moment
we wait, with breath held.
one moment, a lifetime
one moment, an eternity
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 6:57 AM UTC
I spent seven years in purgatory
Not between heaven
Waiting for hell
Felt like sand and fire
Like I was dripping down
Cooking the Unsubmerged parts
Up above the hourglass
Pitter patter
trickling below my feet.
In a heatwave.
who showed god
The magnifying glass
He burns ants with?
**** that guy.
I am an ant in purgatory
It feels like I can carry so much weight
I am small
capable of so much
look around.
Everywhere around me
People built normally
can do more
It takes a mad scientist
His imagination of the shrink ray
The switch on the side
Something out of a sci-fi movie
Just to make me grow
It takes somebody with an imagination
Just to think i'm impressive
who gave god the Shrink ray?
bless them.
I thrive on the creators
The thinkers
Bath in their passion
Crave their attention
I need to hear their words
See their art
Live their stories through mediums
This abundance of descision
Where they hold hands with a paint chip god
Fingernails of mustard, line and savage
Seductress tendrils
Spilling splattering across canvas
Or music sheets
a stage
Computer screen
Purgatory.
Who gave god the paint brush?
It was me.
Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 6:02 AM UTC