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King Panda Feb 2016
where were you when I came out?
seventeen
asleep in a Philadelphia suburb
with that man
you called
boytoy
lover
caccoon
because everyone likes to feel weeks of web
crystallized between their sweaty toes

I was an unremarkable specimen
called yoda because of the hairs
on my ears
a baby with a flawless twenty digits and
hands like a
painter’s
but love was spring
and had to wait for the grass to green
and the retrievers to shed their
winter coats
so their owners could curse
and huff
and sneeze

you
precious
Kurt Cobain fan
and all things hip/hop
with those glasses and that hair
asked to be my sister
but caught unaware
with **** in your shorts because
you never saw me coming
and
how alike we were
and
what if we met
somewhere
someday
and you said
yes
this is my brother
this is the one who I lost
in the spring
A Machele Aug 2012
'07:* girl meets boy, senses shocked—
life as she knew it forever swayed by his rash and carefree decisions
she grows, leaving the world she knew behind
metamorphosing rapidly, shedding the comfort of her caccoon..
sprouting wings where legs once grew

'08: time passes yet their feelings have not come to fruition
another man enters the picture, bringing new hope to love
squashing all ideas of it before it even has a chance to flourish
gone, never to be heard from again; back to the drawing table..
her flight path altered slightly, regaining composition—slowly but surely

'09: her light shines bright now, thru numerous trials and tribulations
enter: a new boy; his style & grace caresses her to the core
his soul intertwines with hers, pouring brightness over the dark times
little does she know the darkest are yet to come..

'10: their obsession grows, littered with dishonesty & mistrust
an obvious love affair; tainted relationships append a broken start..
the girl—confused, lost in remorse—negates the power she knows exists in their love
he fights for her & she pushes him away, hopelessly overwhelmed by her guilt

'11: a new year; old habits—the glow of their love almost completely diminished
hearts broken, new relationships envelop their mistrust; loss, gain, loss gain
guilt finally replaced by regret, she realizes what she knew all along..
slightly shaken, she mends her heart & bandages her bruised ego
—in honor of the child now growing inside of her

'12: a beautiful boy brought into their world; blinded happiness—
a sudden change of heart from the boy, torn apart by his own insecurities and emotions
a bitter & resentful girl, grasping at the wind; no reciprication
finally—a break in the void.. hopeful at last, she is hesitant to be too greedy..
should she fight for him as he did her? or will their destinies choose themselves?

'13:* a twisted plot: boy #1 re-enters the scene; lost, desparate, & reminiscent of the past
tear-streaked and beautiful, the girl—now a mother—makes the decision she knew would never make itself..
squashing all traces of lingering hope in her now-adamant beau, she takes their son & leaves behind the life they knew; it is her turn to be greedy
dreams as fragile as rose-petals are crushed beneath the eyes of the friends she once called family
slate cleared; it is over before it began.. homeward bound—to the family she calls nothing

to be continued
Roseanna H Sep 2010
and just for a little while,
i will be at home again.~~

memories seeping from your breath..
each line that makes up your fingerprint,
familiar.

the coffee stain on your bedside table stares at me
but i am wrapped up in a caccoon.
and just for a little while,
i will be at home again.
Heavy Hearted Aug 2018
And I want to believe you when you tell me that it'll be okay-
And I want you to hold my hand and walk me through that door.
And despite my fears I'll dance for you,
becsuse I just dance the way I feel.

Now catch that shut eye in my room
Sleeping in-
Oh, summer moon,
Starts at night - worthless insight
Lapping lakes like Leerey Loons-
Patience, shadow, hold on tight;
Waiting alone in your caccoon,
Till dawn till dusk; till you fade to light

& every night,
you fade to light.
Inspired by my wonderful lil Ipod
Jaiya Star Aug 2013
Emerge from the caccoon that has held me so long,
Courage, howl at moon, flying soon in high noon sun,
I pull a rune one, its blank and for that i thank.

Listening, mystery mission,
glistening, crystal prism,
schism, wisdom,
White to spectrum, back to galactic light,
Impact the night, in this luminous universe,
watch me tune a verse to Fibonacci,
And spiral out about that viral style shout.
No doubt,
Spiral in, cycle in the tidal spin,
Light will dim then bright again.

The seed first, then the rebirth,
See her first as we nurse,
The sweet love i speak of,
Meet the peak of sky, die, fly high, be free,
And see the sea of we, feed the need of glee,
and do be do be do be FREE.
the rhythm of the poem is somewhat lost in translation to text. try reading it out loud, tune in feel it.
Alyssa Dec 2011
rage circulates through my blood
with love racing behind it
while anguish lies in the back

an iv drips in the back ground
morphine to drown out the emotions
and fill me with a numbness

hospitalized again
for feeling the way i have times before
when my brain and heart want two different things

my body feels light and motionless
the drug is seeping into my soul
and shutting who i am off

the emotional basket case
has ceased and left behind
a caccoon of a normal human being

who feels to only a degree of what i feel
senses a fraction of what i sense
and dreams of things much smaller than i do

guess im back to being one of them
the dead bird Mar 2016
I just feel like
an empty shell*

those were
the only words I could find
when asked
to speak more
about how I've been
feeling

how can I describe
the way I
feel
when I don't even
feel
real?

an empty
egg shell
split in half
and lying in the trash
whose insides
were fried
to be devoured
by the devil

devil
or
lucifer
or
negativity
or
my own mind

all the same
thing
(being?)

the fragile
discarded
snake skin
leftover from it's owner's
moult-
the snake
is nowhere to be found-
just the shed
old skin
of who it used to be

the remnants
of the caccoon
after
the butterfly
takes it's leave

the box
that your Amazon order
arrived in
nothing left inside,
except packing peanuts

I no longer feel
like a human being
though that statement
implies
I've felt like one
before
(I haven't)

talking to others
makes me feel real
when I'm next to you
I pretend
there's something inside
of this empty
vessel

someone tell me-
what makes me
who I am?
as of right now
I feel like
all I am
is
a sack of flesh

a lump of meat
with the ability
to be aware of it's
self
unimportance
bad decisions

no soul
there's nothing inside
I have
never
felt whole

it's not just a
piece
of me
that is missing
it's the
entire
*******
thing
PEARL SMOKE May 2018
Open your Wings
Stretch them wide
You ready ? Prepare to fly.
Your Free butterfly.

No more Living Unhappy.
You felt You Were trapped with me
You couldn’t Move Comfortably
You felt watching your steps was a reason to always be upset.
You felt Boundries were a punishment & i got upset over any little thing.
You wanted everything to go only your way.
Your views and Your Interests were Forced on me.
I had to do it all Or Els the king would Take it offensively.

You set rules I mandatory had to follow with out questioning .

I set rules. you complained & Still Broke each one of them .

Your feelings Had to be cared for.
My feelings always injured and ignored.

In your eyes I was Always incorrect.
My actions somehow manipulated You to feel furious & upset .

I Could never express my pain
You throw a fit saying “here we go again you always want to argue and talk ****”


You felt trapped
You wanted to be loved
In a way where you do what you want and the other obeys controlled to act your preferrable way.
You placed  restrictions
though it could never apply to you
Somehow you always had an exuse .
I never felt like kissing another person like this
It is like I am searching
Searching for your warmth
Searching for the enclave that I can rest my body
I want to caccoon myself in your love
And I pray to God that my love radiates off of me and your skin will absorb it
I am crossing my fingers in hope that I finally found a good one
I want this love to be successful

2 years later . . . it was all a joke
I never loved him.
He loved to sit in his depression while he thought I was just a poor foreign girl- child.
**** THAT
sage short Jun 2015
With my hands folded and my mascara smeared onto my cheek,
I wait
I spend sleepless nights waiting for you;
Waiting for you to come to me with a smile on your face and a blanket in your arms, saying you are going to stay
But the blanket is filled with betrayel and sadness
Sadness that will morph around my caccoon of skin, and engrave into my bones like a tattoo
And I will still love you
I will want you to love me back, but the only love I get from you is flashbacks on things that were never real
And I miss it
I miss the times when I could hold your hand and the image of your smile in my brain forever
But that smile was sinester and I fell for the devil
I don't believe in the devil, so I tried to get rid of you
But you were my first love, and you are inside the lining of my heart for God knows how long
And that's really ironic, because god has showed me things that make me know he's not really showing me things, and that he is just as fake as your love
And I am okay with this
Because I will be okay
Even when my heart beats, with what never was
Check I'll leave ya body in ****** tears cuz of what they heard in they ears I pass pressure to my peers steer
The game into another directions suckas takin' shots only to get a rejections flash light I'm.under the universes protections
I'll strike ya subconscious in fear
Worse than the combinations of seven porches
That mad fear add the numbers my dear you ain't no killer more of a queer
I see why ya rhymes shakin' cuz I'm bakin'
Once I turn up the degrees the pedigrees make em fall to they knees ain't no sympathy
To emcees talkin' like they Mr Big Bad wolf
Open ya head sun roof no tactics or spoofs
But a rappin' magician fools turned up missin' cookin' rhymes outta my kitchen missions is lynchin' and for ya hissin'
Like air out of tires cuz ya life finna transpire through the spiritual fire knuckles tapped with barbed wire and my desire
To the hold game up n see how a killer comes up ? Makin' abrupts known for dynasty clutch heir to King Tut
Stay undercover like mobs in NY so Why Try
With them elementary lines I'll beat your Everytime you step across the gun line
Got ya silenced as a mime took two weeks of ya time
To come up with them subpar lines? I'll write verses that shakes the resting corpses
I'm an alien caccoon birth but no butterfly effect on me see me in five d
Dimension I'm playful as Myxlplix but powerful player of the Matrix my tactics
Made for the art of war paint scriptures like Van Gogh see me dough never mold so ya better ease before you get holes in ya bubblygoose stinkin' like cheddar cheese and you'll be come one with bridged encrypted cemetery
Unmarked for legacy tenacious with the D
Asked ya mother she's calls me greatest ever?
Boxing her cootie cat with my woody bat imagine that?
She reachin' to infinite and beyond cuz way my strokes hung
Got ya corticals flenchin' with tension loosen from a strengthen my minds more corrupted than Westernized Christians
Smackin' up critics with my verbal christening
haven May 2017
numb
no mad rage
no flood of tears
just the beat of my heart and the hum of an empty mind.
glossy hazes melts over my blue eyes
autopilot
up the stairs
straight ahead
walk in and turn around
lock the door.
step infront of the dreaded reflection
what do you see?
i see a girl who is chipped and scratched on the inside
a bruised heart
dark circles
rumpled hair
open hands soon to wrap around the sharp pain killer
untouched thighs
white and smooth
deserved
rake number one.
nothing
the numb is terrifying
dulled senses
deserved
rake number two.
deeper
no pain
just empty heart and dry eyes
deserved
a hook in the pure skin
deeper deeper
cut away my sins
my regrets
my failures
they're in there somewhere
im okay
I'm okay
I'm okay
I scream at myself
I'm fine
I'm fine
I did it
tears are here now
red river down ****** thighs
sourced from a ****** caccoon on my light hip
I cannot bear the reflection
This is just a drug
like any other
take it out on me
before I burst and take it out on anyone else
My lie.
the pool on the floor contains all my wrong doings.
another day
another slice of relief
wipe the tears, let it run
put a bandaid over the wound of my soul, not just my body.
I'm okay
I'm fine
I did it
Repeat
Walk away
I'll be back soon,
My sharp little painkiller.
E
Check the ****** fatigue that bleeds through
A rotten corpse of course I break the source
**** the stolen mics alright I cash in on my iron sight
Eight hundred yard target split up ya cartilage
Never see me with empty cartridges this is
Porridge for my bullets hot shells leave em swell
All ya thoughts failed sip the holy Grail from
chillin' in the devils garden sparrin' of my skills
Studied Alan Watts master-ology born in the half astrology
Circle my twin is a pisces opposites attract abstract
A physical attack  
So go ahead black the gods is back mack
Truck a track til its flat airring out
Over the airwaves I'm causing mental burnouts stop chasin' clouts
My darts aimming on point like Warren Moon
Unravelled from the space placed tomb
In the womb 9 months curled up as a caccoon
Saw my pathway that could display on Broadway
No biz like show biz see me the wise kid
Catching a glimpse of a spiritual sigh high
As a skyscraper inhale the vapors
Caped crusader I'm sinister as Vader
Check your temperature degrees
You dehydrating lack of oxidation
Drink and breath oxygen to hydrogen
Back again attack the shows like Rin Tin Tin
Living the perdition
Ultimate sin cash ruling between the dueling
White to dark lights clashing sparks from the dopest ink writes
My paper catches delight even darkness frights
Can't deny the skills of perfection far from benight
Treat my pen independent stuck to a paper sentence
Its like jail time written haters still hittin' and shittin'
mad cuz I'm strengthening curve the lengthening
To the heights of china great walls guns brawls
Equates to ya downfall standing tall no close calls?
Humpty Dumpty they tried to turn me into
But this shell hard to crack dipped in black skin
Sage to sin reliving my past with the kins spins
A jazz ragtime tunes i turn ****** tunes
Stay huntin like Daniel Boone wrapped Ina caccoon
Couldn't break the butterfly effect whos next?
We got checks to flex and pecs with bullets to inject
Though I may come off picky number one like Ricky
Bobby if ya not first ya last tryna miss the cask
Keep the Jason mask for the simple task
Eight heads in a dufflebags along with toetags
For emcees i had to bag dont mean to brag
From guns that don't jet lag still leaning on a stag
Hate **** maxed out Benz's to jags price rags
dont mean nothing well feelin' like sonnys cartel
Cuz my clan spark gats well make melons swell
Attitude rude like the Dutch in a kind mood
I'm in the groove water filling up empty cracks
From my flow penetrating mother nature's vessels


All known savage lavish havoc forcing gavage
Stomachs ya food for thought most love to be caught up
Under the worlds display i delay spray AKs
If you try to walk hard this way changing days
Mother nature has to obey what a creator says
Still sippin' tangeray blunt to my mouths singin' Olè
They don't want no doomsday either way
I'll still pave a way industry heirloom bloom
Gossipers into a room sudden Kabooms
Grenade rock smokin off the clocks of Glocks
It dont stop sick with our war paths no laughs
Cant dodge the draft invitation too deaths blood craft cremations
Ashes to dust put no trust let the oxygen rust
From the steels ya body feels keep a head shield
For fools aimmin' at my crown it goes down
Hallow point joints let the lyrics annoint
Could even make Tut jump out of the tombs
Timbaland boots matching the Lexus coupe
I'm from Texas where killaz stay forever reckless
30 inch plus necklaces from million dollar chexes
Roll me with the ravioli feelin' like Stoney
Jackson get mad bed action chicks in satisfaction
Lavish lifestyles i pile with much fatal attractions
****** up times we living in still passing sins
Seven broke ties with heaven since I was seven
Hells must have been following me
Since I was a baby
Deadly ready crater the michete daily
In my minds thoughts slashed cashed
Since I brought into the material life
It left me with nothing but strife knives
Thrown at my back where the leechers at?
Smile in ya face with no grins test the winds
Activate my heating temperature
My souls was pure alkaline cure baby lured
Out the darkness into the light too bright
Im fighting just to breathe receive believe
In something well I only believe in self
My true wealth no love to the religions
Hitting spread my wisdom thy kingdom come
Thy will be done tryna restore the sun
Ancient kemet mash the gas for skys limit
Mind's chilling on top of the moons crescent
Felt the essence elegance gleaming a trance
Stars flashing guitar strings sings stings
Deep into the souls so you'll loose control
**** laced enhance my taste conscious chase
Without using my feet greet the spiritual fleet
Til my bodies obsolete let my enemies seek


Perpetrators only debate a hater creator
No editors my editions rocks the bellas
To fellas check the cold stanza Stella
Appearance performance off the charts
wicked darts set a apart the real see it spark
Off hate chip your fate mate sweet 16 Nate
Clips regulate any checker ultimate wrecker
carefully watch me chicken peckers get cha
Can't clean me out re visioned my route
Became a wisdom lover mack stacks
The mind to a divine high alpine signed
My self to my own buried will avoid kills
Freestyle drills caught the ink spills fills
My papers with illustrioustry art scenery
No gallery on the Galaxy off the milky silky
Way a thousand suns to moon to bloom
Out the dark matter caccoon doom
Felt once the heart senses death belt
Worn off the tears of mother nature fraichuer
Coolin off the boiling free floating hostility
Learned agility from meditating quietly
Third eye searchin' sticking like a sea urchin
Birthed in a watery daze gazed by plays
Universal characters I'm telling ya
Rebel up buck the jewels and the truck
I'm dancing in fire fully clothed bowed
By the arrows kin to the lost legacy Pharoahs
It could all be so simple puncture dimples
I'm tryna take us back to the days of the hidden temple
Call me Tony love saprano murderin' holes
Pendejos I cop those girls with the open toes
Thats the way the games flows portals
Slow ya roll gangsta rock got ya head knock
The hardest since Shaft baby this ain't a draft
Im feelin' myself since I got a clean bill of health
Resonate from rhymes I create paper crates
Stacking higher than the Empire State building
Auto yielding my pens spilling inks feelin'
Between the white sheets turns out to freak
Hypes my speech contract breech impeach
Cuz im too real to a be a leech big like Meech
Mafiaso slow blow cigars cocoa chop snows
breaths life into my mental brighten opticals
Says me says no to my critics gimmicks
Love to mimic gun play protege singin' Olè
split ya toupee cooked fish fillets cuz ***** pays
Attention to the legs whistlin' hot chicken
Seasoned hips is twitching baby girl glistening
Like water to a suns reflection collections
Of my poetry sitting on a higher degree PhD
Street graduate no matter how hard it gets
Snipe out the snake pits see me strike out corporates


Since i was a Gambino fiend for green notes
Backs rebels shekels hard to get heckled
Dot the flows leave the industry speckled
Jester to a Chester Cheetos  bold as Doritos
See me move easily suckas turning greasy
Call me Mike Beasty mics I heat to a gritty
City to city we getting good and plenty Henny
Sippin' no penny tippin' got plots to be rippin'
Jack moves improve on a mellow mood
Temptations lusting patience hesitance
Suckas wanna devils dance ****** romance
Body ****** this ain't for the perks catch a murk
Disappear like morning fog mist double hiss
Penetrate the bliss hate to kiss a risk brisk
My task once I learn how utilize Michael's mask
Point 0you sittin' at zero you an undercover 5-0
Cant play a street general learned the minerals
Mean as Patton not from the island of Staten
But these bullets will leave a permanent tatting
Like whats happening? Life recapturing spins
Thats what ya get for tryna make false moves
Needle to the groove spins my nouns smooth
Tryna reclaim the black moon bloom n ya doomed
Lyrics a caccoon
Spread the butterfly effect see my tapes wreck
On the turntable set ready set Barry injects
In ya earlobes around the globes of the abodes
postal Toads sitting like gloats on the roads
Never gloat greatness im just tryna manifest the best
"This goes to the folks rioting in the Twin Cities St Paul Minneapolis 2020
Double vision precision
Ancestors of sun moon wind stars are listenin'
So get a sheet for ya mental and start stencling"

"Too much pain we had enough now's it's time to get tough"

"I still remember the Fred days the revolution won't be televised"

Check it this is a ****** Record


Look how many blacks died from white lies eyes
Behold of the media and justice ties  sold baked pies
To the innocent wise but they don't see the disguise
Pictures of ****** still praised .no longer phases
Twelve guage engage let the bullets become rage
Grave instincts sink deeper than the heart of a ****** link
See the lost souls in a clink my mind couldnt blink
Feel the pain of the twin cities going crazy too many babies
Of the revolutionary discovery rippin thru enemies
Easily see I'm just a member of nat Turner's family
So don't be mad at me if my blacks killing thee
System Babylon been long overdone
Overruled my hidden jewels knowledge mules
Subject to break rules now they want us cool
But ya can't cuz the heats too hot to trot never forgot
The past of americas bloodshed thoughts is read
In the back of the subconscious heads unsung
Heros really hung only the dumb hum the song
Of the same tune stay hunting like Daniel Boone
Hearts a pain caccoon can't fly away happiness
Strains all over the earths Cain since my birth works
Of the living riots a titles of the graves spinning
In the casket I unmask it simply task it
Far from counterfeit yo America you finna pay ya licks
In the form of guns bats sticks to bricks click
One shot ya dead body rot the feds sleeping beds
So what I miss the ***** dug out ***** out
We using them for.the falls of the Roman coliseums
See my rhymes in heavens museum
Spiritual phelgm
Can't breath among the masses shattered glasses
Truth is blind along with justice only way they serve us
Is with bullets now I return the favor with bullets
Now they Mad cuz we pulled it good cop bad cop
They all the same cuz they game never gone change





Now ya tell me what's missing? Slugs is hissin'
Still ******* and pitching licks off the Lincoln dissin'
Off my haters no brush keep it on the hush blush
Once I see a ****** plan high powered weapons
Form a black clan under stand I'm like the black Taliban
Osama to Obama brothers sisters to lil mamas drama
Still chasing reality and fantasy still driving Ms Daisy
Media must be in Mercedes fearmonger scabies
Waiting for the racist men to ladies see black Hades
All day all night they mad cuz I write the real fights
No longer sitting on hungers of stress finess
The best **** prayers for the bless I say strap ya best
Gat the hearts of the police death increase release
The brakes they tried to pump can't stop the pump
From dumping always into something
Forever ******* topics focus on the unseen optics
Eagles scoping over the main view blew the fuse
Let the Tommy cruise mission impossible
Possible now they feeling the hubbles of troubles
Impact deeps stay hunting with my panther peeps
Day three destructive as the tornado alley rallies
Gone never stop til the day we drop see the crops
Hearts of stones cuz the cold world is owned phoned
By hells calling no stalling human brawling crawling
Instinct they try to hide the racism inside but can't glide
Away from the conscious gains simple and plain
Still wiping tears of sweat off my membrame
Memories of slave whips Jesus save ships we worship
Every Sunday put the word away used Malcolm's AK
At the mountain still tripping off MLK speech replays
Same day different pangs cuz the worlds never gone change
Yo listen here,
All eyes glued to the atmosphere,
Mf doom is the spear,
Sharpen up ya ears,
Yeah the names is in all caps, perhaps,
Newbees need to get slapped,
Jack the ripper,
New age strippers,
Aint got the hustle figures,
Might be a *****, or a *****,
Confused,
Just a new form a *****,
Cant even watch the news,
Blew out the fuze,
No longer need the light,
Cuz god, gave me the sight,
Walk through the valley,
Avoid rauchy sally,
Killer hidden, workouts like Ballys,
Fire trash can alleys,
Rap til i cant no more,
My visions circlin' some more,
Too many beers,
Cant tell if it's, liquor or tears,
Wipe the blood, off my ears,
Caught a revelation,
Felt like i was in levitation,
Though, i was laying down facin,
My head towards the ceilin,
The emotions reeld in,
Now the pressure buildin,
Hit the herbs, got me healin,
Naw, only made it worse, a footstep away from the hearse,
Yo minus that verse,
Its just the beer, quenchin my thrist,
Life backwards, in reverse,
Replays of the ol days,
New year, unlocked a new fear,
Almost at the, top of the tier,
MF doom the lyrical monsoon,
Launch a butterfly effect,
Without the caccoon,
And soon, youll see the name,
That blooms,
Sitting like arnold, with glass display at, the top of the room,
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Earlier seeking somewhere
I could breath
in secret
An opportunity presented itself
and
Covering my tracks and slipping
Through the cracks.............    
............
stealthily .............
took my leave
Sure footidly i ran and scampered
The whole while feeling  a silly anxious childlike urgency like a
Toddler running from daddy
Cause i know he's gonnnnnnnna
TICKLE  ....MEEEEEEE....
Now no time for tomfoolery
This is dead friends peak
As i slowyly lay back on the bare rock its a little
Unnerving
The jutting stone cradles you so perfectly yet
Youre legs dangle 4500 feet above town
Its so far down you cant see it but theres
a coin operated telescope
Where
bets and braggers pay when they finally get
Here all they can say is nope
Needless to say im the only one
That ive ever seen sit here
Just some rocks and a huge fern
A perfect secluded solitude
A wam breeze bringing the smell  
Of sunday food
I lean ever so slightly
To view the carnival lights below me
And i slide .  .        .           .
Fortunately my palms sweaty it stops me
Although slapping the rock that hard
I swear it moved
And my heart murmured
I was a little concerned it wouldn't
Start back up again
I swallowed and took a breath
Both actually hurt.
I closed my eyes and re-positioned
I could smell dirt
Collected my nerves ,
Relax i said
Youre even more alive
Now
But lets never do that again!
Smiling on the outside !

Opening my eyes some how everything looked color enhanced and
Extra wonderfull
Watching the cumulus slowly churn
Above me
Like smouldering smoke
Took me to a better time for a short while
I felt free
I sat peacefully for a bit
In a sorta happy state of quandry
As the shapes in flux ever changing
The thought never occurred to me
It ..............
Was assuming disguises in effort to stall me
Although hinging on the menacing side
Being so far from me somehow seemed charming
A needed respite from the mundane
Now the nimbus turning charcoal grey
On this Melancholy Sunday  afternoon
As the autumn shy line consumes
Precious daylight
a dreary darkness
Like an empty heaviness a low
Pressure depression moves in
And overshadowed me
Within me i feel it
The impending doom
Looming above
has touched down
Groping blindly
Lurking around trying to find me
Gripped in fear and although slow
Im moving
Barely
a chilling breeze berefts the leaves from the trees
There icy rustling
Sounds like wind chimes made from bones
Strips me to my soul
Im all but naked and alone
The winds so cold
Pushing past as i exhale
Even the air i breath frozen in fear
From the ghastly thing behind
Looks like a spectere before me

And now im paralized i hear the funeral knell
Ringing for me
the same wind that hit my back now burns my face.
And i know now my time has come
It can smell me
Metaphorically im spinning a caccoon
And in it
Ruminanting within gloomy memories
Impatiently im waiting for in a short while even my soul will leave me
Why would it not everything that
Hasnt been taken has got up and left me
At this point i would be amazed if it didnt
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......what im trying to say is this
Take my words exactly as they have been contemplated,
And weighted like stone chosen precisely , arranged ,braided ,
And conveyed in syntax and perfect timing
So when i say time apart from you is hard for me
I know youve only been gone a couple hours shopping
Look at me the house is a mess and im a wreck
Do you see what i mean
I couldnt find the vaccum so i thought id eat
Tried to make a sandwich  all the knifes are *****  left it started cleaning the room
Thought i heard my phone ring .maybey it was you .couldnt find that either then. I found the vacuum thought it wasnt working took it apart ....lost one of those little important pieces down the toilet ....... .......dont ask.... ..please       ......and then ....realized it wasnt pluged in.    ....
And thats when the toilet got broke......and coincidentaly
Where all the wated came from.i forgot that i lost the phone .then i wanted to know if you would pick up some.....  . .... . .  .  ........... .... ...... ......
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