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Jan 2022 · 109
Heartache
Karissa Jan 2022
You can’t touch it
Like the gummy pink scar
You nervously run your fingers over.

You can’t heal it
With a kiss from mom
Or a few stitches at the hospital.

You can’t ignore it
Like a tumor
Slowly infesting your body.

You can only try to hide it
Like a hickey
From a crummy one-night stand.

And it never goes away -
It never goes away -
It never goes away -

It will never go away.
I haven't posted on here in about five years, but need a writing outlet. Happy to be back :)
Nov 2016 · 324
Our Community
Karissa Nov 2016
Fellow poets,
We cannot be merely strangers, for we share more than a passing glance
We share our lives here

Our true lives

Our deepest parts of ourselves

We know each other better than we know ourselves

It's your poems that inspire me, and my poems that inspire you.

I wish I knew more of you, for if we spoke, I'm sure we'd be the greatest of friends.

This site is called "Hello Poetry", so let's put that name to good use.

Let's say hello, unite, and become stronger than our fears.

Hello
I'm here.
What's your name?
Nov 2016 · 312
Anonymous Apologies
Karissa Nov 2016
Please forgive me, baby.
Nov 2016 · 1.3k
Miss Red Petticoat
Karissa Nov 2016
Hello
Miss Red Petticoat

How I wish I knew your name
I see a spark within your eyes that says "I can't be tamed"

You caught my eye and now I know that I'm in deep deep trouble
Your teasing glances, though so sweet, will turn my joy to ruble

I cannot have you as my own, my parents wouldn't allow it
And anyways, I feel something for you, but I'm too afraid to show it

So please, beautiful, let your presence in my mind be called history
Because, as much as I want to know, your name must remain a mystery
Oct 2015 · 357
Homeless
Karissa Oct 2015
I want to go home.

No not that type of home.
Not the type with a roof
And four walls, maybe more if you're lucky.

Ding ****
I go from door to door searching for the right home

How many doorbells does it take to find the right door?

A few of them invite me inside.
"Make yourself at home" they say
But how can they tell me to do that if I don't even know what home feels like?

But no.

I once knew what home felt like.

Home was his open arms
His warm body
His sparkling eyes
His unforgettable smile

Home felt happy.

But then I couldn't afford to pay the price to keep him as mine.

So they foreclosed on my home and snatched him away.

Now I wonder if I'll ever find a new home.
Aug 2015 · 1.6k
Self hate
Karissa Aug 2015
One day I found myself
calling my reflection
names I wouldn't even
call my worst enemy
Jul 2015 · 371
Summer (acrostic)
Karissa Jul 2015
Spontaneous dancing
Up all night
Making memories
Messy rooms
Everyday Adventures
Road trips
Jun 2015 · 256
Untitled
Karissa Jun 2015
After you left,
I fell ******* the
sharp edges
of my own
shattered heart.

And as I poured out the remains of my soul
for you,
You bleached me from
your memory.
Karissa Jun 2015
My soul brims on the verge of tears,
As I now face my biggest fear.

A number that I strongly hate
Its double digits dominate.

Paper: Shavings from a tree
How then could it conquer me?

I clench my fists with sweet revenge.
My grade, I promise to avenge.

For nothing gives me more remorse
than tests in my English 1 course.

This result truly hurts my brain.
Ninety and six. Oh! Such a pain!
The rantings of a perfectionist
Jun 2015 · 245
Untitled (20w)
Karissa Jun 2015
Go collect white feathers,
and tie them up with strings.

I'll be your guardian angel
if you'd only make me wings.
May 2015 · 792
Mirror (spoken word)
Karissa May 2015
I saw her yesterday
and I knew
I knew her bloodshot eyes
her scarred body
and her mangled hair
just as if they were my own

I felt the pain
endured that day
because she was different
and alone.

I wanted to shout to her
"I'm an outcast too!
You're not abandoned anymore!"
But when I looked through her glassy eyes
straight into her dejected soul
I knew she couldn't
wouldn't
hear me.

So with the same broken look,
we parted ways
Yesterday.

I woke up today and saw her again
but instead of the frail bones
and ashy skin I knew so well,
she looked different.

Today she had washed her wounds
and braided her hair.
She walked with confidence.

I held my breath

unsure if I saw clearly.
She had been hopeless for so long,

But as I let out my breath
and smiled
for the first time in years,

she mirrored me.
And then I knew I was going to be okay.
**Today.
Apr 2015 · 650
Parents
Karissa Apr 2015
You’ve tried to teach me what’s right to believe

And I appreciate that. Really.

But the way you’re going about it…
I feel annoyed to call you “family”

Your heart is in the right place.
But your patience,
Your kindness,
Your understanding,
Where are they?

I feel as if,
Though I may have strong morals,
That the only things you have taught me

Are how to be
Impatient
Ignorant
Forgetful
Hurt.

You could have taught me better
Before I fell off the deep end.

Thanks.

I’ll remember your parenting always,
As guidelines for how not to raise children.

Or help people.
Or save lives.
Apr 2015 · 689
Test (work in progress)
Karissa Apr 2015
Sit
Down
Now

And take this test

The
Title
Is
“Life”

I guarantee you will be stressed.

God
Hands
It
Out

To all of his dear students.

Each
Test
Is
Different

Determined by your weakness.
Apr 2015 · 485
To God
Karissa Apr 2015
Dear God,
I just wanted to say
Thank you for giving me this day

The insults.
They hurt.

My tears water the dirt.

I've often wondered where you are,
But now I'm sure it can't be far.

For if you were I would be dead,
due to the mental scars inside my head.

A Father often tests his children
To humble them once again.

Because He loves them.

And it makes them stronger.
A prayer I just winged. I'm thanking God he knows how to help me.
Apr 2015 · 334
Somebody Tell Me
Karissa Apr 2015
Why
is
being
different
always
a
bad
thing?
Apr 2015 · 5.6k
Blueberry Pie
Karissa Apr 2015
I'm not allowed to have my best pie
And for that, I think I shall cry.

For pumpkin is nice, and I do enjoy cherry,
But none will suffice for that scrumptious blueberry

Each cute berry makes a small pop
And as for whipped cream, please give me a lop

For lemon is nice but I simply can't wary
From delicious, and tasty, and precious blueberry.
Apr 2015 · 305
Tonight
Karissa Apr 2015
Crying now, in the dark with my thoughts
I think I would much rather be,

Locked in a cage with a ravenous beast,
Than stuck with the girl I call "me"
Apr 2015 · 2.7k
Obscurity
Karissa Apr 2015
The stars have all turned to dust
Trampled by their affiliations
A gaping hole swallows the light

Another crucifixion.

Each day, a constellation falls
Again into her dolor
And no one tries to help her out

Another mindless toiler.

Fate destroyed her life's foundation
She is a ship adrift at sea
Her cornerstone was cast away

Another lost divinity.

— The End —