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wabisabichii Aug 2020
we often think that
our enemies are those who hate us
loath us
deceive us
cause us pain

but the real antagonists of our lives
are really just ourselves

even as for those
who foolishly say they love themselves
they just can't accept
the hatred deep within

we have unrevealed battles
with ourselves
other people aren't of much importance
embracing ourselves matters more

we're so enthralled with
the affairs of others
that we start defining ourselves
the way we perceive them

we try to free ourselves
from the ideas that we need to be
like them
and yet
our minds become our own prisons

we're our own enemies
we're our own foes
we're our own rivals
and we're also our only hope

the key to our minds are our hearts
and maybe one day
we wouldn't see ourselves
on the opposing side
29th january, year 2018
wabisabichii Aug 2020
you appear in my dreams
and the moment i open my eyes
you're faceless in my mind

do i know you?
that depends
i always forget how the dream ends

you're not forgotten
but why can't i remember?
you're like a dying ember

spark your flame!
show me who you are
tell me of your scars

i still cant remember
my head is aching
my heart is breaking

all you'll be is
faceless
as time passes

i'll never know
who am i to interfere?
to me, you were a man who was once here

faceless
over and over again
til the next dream then
27th january, year 2018
wabisabichii Aug 2020
i remember being under the illusion that
i've fallen for you
and now that i've come to think of it...
why DID i fall for you anyway?

i came to realize that i never really fell for you
if i had, i'm sure i'd remember why

although
you were there during times i never thought you'd stay
and you remained through the days i felt like
i was slowly losing myself

so is that enough for me
to think i had loved you?
or were you just the reason i used
to keep living for myself?

the selfishness never fades
and even so
neither did you
but then again.. is that enough to say i loved you?
wabisabichii Aug 2020
sweet and mellow
she once was
no bitterness within her
at least that's what they thought

as young as the night
as free as she seemed
only one in her lifetime
she had lived what she dreamed

the sun was her scent
the stars were her eyes
the moon was her bloom
she was one of a kind

her touch so warm
it made their hearts melt
her words of white lies
made them feel what they never felt

sweet and mellow
as she always had been
was there loneliness within her?
she hid it well in her skin

and as young as the night
though as free as she seemed
only once in her lifetime
had she lived what she dreamed
wabisabichii Jul 2019
You can't escape hurts
And hang ups
And pain

But what would life be
Without a little rain?

You can try to hide it
To suppress
And ignore

Yet deep down inside
It will always be sore

No you can't forget
Can't pin out
What is wrong

Whatever is stopping you
From moving on

But alas in the end
You'll look forward
You'll be fine

Without having to ever worry
Or to remember what had gone by.
wabisabichii Jun 2019
Once upon a time,
You and I existed.
But in a blink of an eye,
It seems like we had missed it.

It was a fairytale,
One we both had longed for.
A kind of love that never failed,
One kind of love we both adored.

Pages went by
And the story went on.
We never stopped to wonder why,
"How is nothing going wrong?"

We had lived that vivid dream,
Full of wonders and of bliss.
Yet one thing for sure it seems,
Happy endings don't exist.

I hate to say we ended
In a way we can't forget.
And as chapters leave us wounded,
We should go on and never fret.
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