I am just immensely tired
drained and exhausted
I can hardly pull myself around
let alone pull myself together

What is love?
Love is when im shaking because of an unknown
coldness that never leaves, when my bones are rattling at the
thought of your hands on them, when I cant seem to catch my
breath when you're around. You have unintentionally turned
my entire world upside down and every twist we go through is
a knife pushed deeper inside, Baby don't hurt me.
What is love? I cant seem to grasp the concept, can you teach
me? I'm a quick learner. And don't even touch me with your veins
running with adrenaline, and anger and you spin your story and
I fall for your every word. Don't hurt me.
This is your last chance. I think. But you're back,
full speed with a smile like ice and hands colder
and I respect your decision to leave me because who could love a mess but I picked up my own **** pieces, and you walked away.
No more.

you left one night
fingerprints on my
bones and eyelashes
flaked on my bed sheets
come home soon

Ragged breathing and liquid eyes you kissed me and I created
a thunderstorm and you gave me an umbrella.
You carried my thoughts gently and pulled back my hair and touched me with
delicate fingers that I wanted to hold forever.
"please don't ever let me go" I recited repeatedly in my head.
and you listened, heard me loud and clear with our limbs entwined.
I wanted to stay embraced like this for as long as possible
but nothing lasts forever and I am a fool and you are bright
and a whole world away.
why couldn't we stay, in that little piece of peace.
with sheets of hair and skin sun-kissed and heated and to feel
another persons body around yours, to feel their every move and
twitch and to hear their heart beat through their caged insides
gives so much comfort and release
and in that moment I knew
id given too much.