Smile,
Touch,
Passion,
This is you.
Im in a boat
I feel the waves underneath
A storm
Its only me
Me but the world is calm
Calm but me
Im furious
Im scared
A nightmare
My eyes closed
I need to escape
Where?
I cant
Im alone
I feel my heart
I feel warmth
Your hug
I open my eyes
To not see you
Tears
Pain
And love
This is me
A nightmare
Will you wake me up?

as the autumn leafes
as endless as the waves
everywhere like the mug
needed as a hug
i hear my teared heart
taken apart
crying quietly as a part
a part of something broken
a lovely road
lost
hidden
i found sense
a romance
but
it shut
two separate paths
sunny and dark
black ad white
appeared
and our happiness
became loneliness
and our smiles
are visible from miles
on the broken faces
the thought lay on our words distorted
helpless
blind
we hold hands from steel
heartless
but soft
as the autumn leafes
as the endless waves
we couldnt pass
together
we reached
another road
and found a different sense
romance

This room dark
stays calm
the walls sleeping on the ground
like forever
no one stepped inside
the paintings are hiding secrets no one will ever know
the old clock is working as if time will ever turn back
the garden once lived a life
now white and sleeping
welcomes you
and the mirror once looked at a face
quietly staring at you
selfishly
approaches your soul
as you slowly break from the hands of time

The cold is hugging me
Talking to me
Singing
Playing with my mind
Im weak
Ready to fall
To join
To become
Again
Always and never
The streets are full with strangers
Street dogs
Crying babies
Busy faces
Exhausted
Sad
Demonic
But one smile
I feel it
Is it mine?
But why?
Im standing
Walking
Running
I am the one that is smiling
Am i happy?
Yes
I feel the rain on my shoulders
The leafes falling
The strangers gone
The world is in harmony
My harmony
The soundless music plays in my ears
Endless invisible dreams my eyes chase
Crave
Imagine
I left the world for one second
Its autumn!

Tell me your reason why?
Will you be remembered?
Were you pure in your life?
Give up
Dont tell me
I cant try
You know im not
I never was
Dont hold my hand
Dont push me inside
These are my devils
And they are high
The building
High as my mistakes
Thoughts
I cant survive
I need to jump
To be remembred
Thats why
Goodbye
My life