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SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
Why should I apologize for the monster i've become?
They never apologized for making me this way.
This is me.
SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
They'll check your wrists,
But not your thighs.

They'll hear your laughs,
But not your cries.

Smile much, laugh loud, make jokes and lies,
And they won't see the depression in your eyes.

Just keep calm and starve yourself,
You need to be pretty, forget about your health.

Go look in the mirror on the wall,
We need to be skinny, thin, and tall.

Another cut upon your thigh,
One step closer to goodbye.
Is it bad that i tell and i do these things to myself literally every day?........... :(
SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
My heart is beating
My heart is pleading
To be saved
It's going bad
It's going mad
It needs help now
Before it stops making a sound
It's yelling and yelling
It's swelling and swelling
But when it screams,
No one ever hears
They are just standing there
They just stare
It's breaking and breaking
Everything's shaking
I feel a sharp pain
Something that feels like a chain
Suffocating me
It rips through my soul
It's making holes
Then it gets to my heart
And tears it apart
Then it crumbles
And tumbles
Down a dark hole
I lose myself
And I am forced to live in the shadow
Of someone else.
SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
Maybe they're onto something.
Maybe they know.
That there's something to me
That's not worth knowing.
And it's better off
If i'm alone.
Maybe they're doing everyone else a favor.
It's best to stay away.
There's nothing but heartbreak here.
my mood
SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
Toby: I really don't understand how a lot of you are still single. Because you're all attractive and have good taste in music. What more do people want?

Masky: Sanity.

Toby: People are so demanding.
this is a mood lol raise your hands if this is a mood! *Raises hand*
SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
You'd become a proxy.
You wouldn't run away from Slendy.
You'd give Red a hug without regret.
You'd tell Jeff he's beautiful.
You'd cheer Sally up if she's crying.
You'd give Masky your cheesecake.
You'd play video games with BEN.
You love Toby's tics and twitches.
You'd be Jane's friend.
You'd dance with Hoodie.
You'd laugh with Laughing Jack.
You'd smile with Smile.Dog
You'd invite Eyeless Jack to dinner.
I personally would do all of these. Especially the Jeff The Killer one.
SophiaAtlas Nov 2019
It's hard to be loved,
The horns aren't fake.
My mommy called me a monster,
I'm a mistake.
But Slenderman shows his love,
Jeff shows his care,
Eyeless Jack shows his strength,
While Zalgo wants me to spare.
Lazari is Zalgo's daughter. She's only twelve years old. she's half demon, half human. her mom would chain her in the basement and whipped her on the back with a whip to try and get the demon out of her. on Lazari's 12th birthday, her mom took her by the hand into the woods. Lazari's mom then hung herself in front of Lazari. Slenderman came along and took Lazari as his own. Lazari now lives in the Slenderman mansion with the proxies.
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