Words spew from your mouth,
Slowly filling the air,
But my ears has stop listening.
You said those words once.
Don't you remember?
It was 6 months, 2 days and 14 hours ago!
How can you forget?
I've heard those same words before,
Except this time,
They came from her mouth.

Lay here my darling,
Let me take care of you.
Cooking and feeding you,
With food, lovely edibles and my love.
I want to spend my days treasuring you.
Making sure everything is okay,
And our love growing.
Don't leave me love
I won't be able to live long without you,
You are my rock,
Please?

Snow days where I lay in your arms
Slowly breathing in your scent,
Our breaths link, synchronize together
Blankets wrap around our bodies tight
I close my arms around you, never letting go.

Sorrow fill my veins
A lump in my throat
I cannot speak
Stagnant in my walk
I cannot move
Why did you leave?
The raw turmoil of your long absence
Has left me weak
Come back to me
Im lost without you
Wandering soul cannot find solace
Please, come back to me

The hungry scarlett
Searching for love
So much friends and family
But you still search
The wrong arms can feel
Right with this person
Sooner rather than later
You wont know yourseld
Who are you?
Where did you go?
So hungry to fill that emptiness inside
You'll lose the fight
Before it even started
He doesnt love
He never will

You slap my thighs three times.
Clap!
Clap!
Clap!
Pain erodes in my thighs,
Stinging moves and up down my legs.
Anger builds in my chest,
Rage spews from my mouth.
Pain.
You evoke pain into me.
***.
Pain.
Most men like to evoke pain into their partners for ****** stimulation.
Slapping
Hitting
Spanking
Those are all painful.
I dnt think you realize the abusive monster resting dorment under the facade you show.
A powerful being, strength of two men.
Your arms take control of my little figure.
Slap!
Slap!
More pain, more stinging.
I lay in bed wondering what will it take for me to get up and walk away.
A bruise lip or busted forhead?
Eventually that monster is going to get hungry
And these little appetizer hits isnt going to be enough.