I am afraid
Very afraid
There is something inside me
That is controlling me
The people around me,
They are conspiring against me
They whisper behind my back
And watch me from all sides
They are planning traps for me
To change me into one of them.
All I do is watch.
I feel helpless.
And afraid,
Very afraid.
Last night, I felt like everyone I saw were conspiring against me and plotting against me. I was paranoid. I feel like I'm losing my battle.