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Thorns Nov 2018
I take hold of the black cord I wear around my neck

I never take it off, for when I need it I know it will be there

Either one of my hands has a grip on it

And I pull tight and hold my breath

Soon I won't even have to breath

Then I black out slowly...

I'm fading into black

Into the darkness

I'm falling

I want to see him smile though that means I have to leave...
If I don't write anything soon, then I'm long gone. Goodbye...
Thorns Nov 2018
I'm depressed sometimes suicidal
     It's okay, I'm okay (no I'm not)
No effing pill could fix this
     Pills **** anyway, don't want that ****
I'm sorry this is bad, don't be a hater just let me be depressed
     And maybe if you had a heart you would end my suffering
Depressed...
Thorns Nov 2018
hi
Don't you hate it when you simply say "hi." and get the rudest reply

Or when you say hi to a friend and they act like they didn't hear you

How about when you say hi to a random person and either get

hi back or a "Who the hell are you?!"

Hey, I just wanted to say hi

Why be rude

Why be a ****

hi
hi...
  Nov 2018 Thorns
Frosted Flowers
She was a beautiful girl
radiant and bright
A freshwater pearl
glowing with inner light

The world tried to beat her down
Submit to the gloom and despair
in jealousy and hatred she drowned

Her glow masked by the water
murky and dark
She fought hard against the saltwater

I saw her dying
slow and tortuous
And sent a knife flying
in mercy

I buried her in a coffin
filled with roses, tulips, lilies and
other flowers whose names
I have long forgotten

I placed her coffin in my heart
the only warmth left in my body
With every beat
my heart aches

I think of the girl
who was too good for the world
Thorns Nov 2018
Don't we all want good to come

Don't we all want it to go  great

Don't we all bend till we break

Don't we all want a future for us and the world

One that doesn't involve violence or repent

Don't we all want to live in peace

And not to fear what's outside

To feel safe

To feel loved

And cared for

Remember when you wish for something keep in mind that

Don't we all want these things

Don't we all
Don't we all...
Thorns Nov 2018
We finally agree on something

Letting go

I was hanging on to every second

But he was forgetting and moving on like it didn't hurt

We both know what it did to eachother

So we let go
Let it go...
Thorns Nov 2018
Please tell me why, my boyfriends is behind bars

     And I'm sleeping in my friends car

And your gone

     Can we forget about the things I said when I was...

I didn't mean to call you that

     Please tell me why, I came through the window last night

And your gone

-For Skylar who read every word I wrote
And let me write this for her
-For Skylar who read every word I wrote
And let me write this for her
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