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Thorns Nov 2018
I wish things were different

I wish we all had our happily ever afters

I wish he'd kiss me again

I wish I never said goodbye to him

I wish I knew if I still had a place in his heart

I wish he knew that all I ever wanted was for him to love me back

I never changed for him or for anyone

I accepted him flaws and all

I just want that in return

I wish...
I want nor wish for anything else but this...
Thorns Nov 2018
To feel as though you'll never wake up
    
     Your being chased
          
          You lose the race

               He holds you tight then disappears
              
That's truly a nightmare
Nightmare...
Thorns Nov 2018
PLAY THE MUSIC LOUDER

     BLOCK OUT THIS EVIL WORLD

ALL I WANT TO HEAR IS THE SWEET SOUND OF THIS IS GOSPEL

     PLEASE TURN IT UP

PLEASE END MY SUFFERING

     LOUDER PLEASE

LOUDER
LOUDER
Thorns Nov 2018
Bad
Laughing at a funeral

Kissing him goodbye

Letting him break both our hearts

All bad things

Seeing your mom's husband kiss a gay dude

Bad

Maybe if I pinch myself hard enough

I might wake up from this bad dream

This bad dream

Bad
Bad...
Thorns Nov 2018
He walks around breaking hearts
  
   They say he's bad news

But they don't know the real him

   They all denied it

Said I was a liar

   But I don't care

He's the only one who knows me

   The tables turned and I broke both our hearts

Both our hearts

   We're both broken, breaking hearts
Breaking Hearts...
Thorns Nov 2018
He left and missed

   Changed me

Now I'm finally free

   Deleted every trace of him

He is finally gone

   Gone for life

"You made my heart break

    And that made who I am"

He's missing out bad

    So sad too bad

Missing out, that sick *******
For Andra
Thorns Nov 2018
When he looks at me like that it's torture
It's that kind of look like you can never be with me
Torture
It's my own personal hell
I'm left there suffering
He loves it when I'm hurt
It amuses that sick *******
He loved me once and dealt with this too
But not as bad
This is torture
Please end my suffering
End his sick happiness
Torture
Torture...
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