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Thorns Nov 2018
I'm

    Falling

For
            
    Him

All
              
     Over

Again
All over again...
Thorns Nov 2018
Life

I live in palace of joy and happiness
Inside and out thriving with life
The lion and the lamb are at peace
The children play in the serpents den
Not a care nor a worry is in the air
Life is joyful, loving, and peaceful

In Between

I live in a cottage with just enough food
I am alone and depressed
But I appreciate the wonders of the world
Death is peaceful life is harder
Life in between is empty, depressing, and wishful

Death

Heaven is all the best things you could imagine
Full of light and gleaming gold
Filled with beautiful landscapes
Hell is all the very worst things you could imagine
You trudge through tiring sand of lies, with a black sky above you
An endless horizon of you darkest nightmares and greatest fears

Where does your soul lie?
Life, Death, or In Between
If you have a soul...
I'm In Between slipping away to death...
Thorns Nov 2018
My shadow is the only thing that is with me
My shadow is like the past behind me
My shadow is comforting knowing that something just like me is near
Something that has been through what I have
She's my shadow
Thorns Nov 2018
Why does life ****
Why'a boys so ******
Hey, how come I got no friends
Oh, yeah that's right 'cause people hate me
He doesn't give a ****
So neither do I
But I know that's not true 'cause I'll love him till I die
Trapped in this nightmare
Gotta wake up
Can't live life like this
No I can't no more
I'm trying something new.
Thorns Oct 2018
The lights dimmed

The music slowed

Everyone but me and him had a partner

he stood feet from me standing, watching me as I looked depressingly on the

dancing lover and their dates
-
I just sat on the floor my long white dress a mess

My lip stick long gone

My long hair lying frail on my shoulders
-
Then he looked at me and I looked back

He looked as though he was about to say something

Then he stopped himself

I nearly said something but I stopped myself
-
So we sat and watched the dance
The slow dance
You don't need to say it out loud when your in love...
Thorns Oct 2018
Him
It was him
It was him all along
He loved so he let me go
He didn't want to rub it in that I couldn't have him
I love him so I let him go
But now I realize it was him all along
I'll love him like always
Why do I love him
It's like that all over again with me and him
I was the mistake
We loved each other so we let one and other go
I can't believe how big of an idiot I was (and still am). I hate myself.
Thorns Oct 2018
Thinking of thoughts inside my head
living good and but sometimes sad
Thinking helps, like running it through your mind that it will be okay
Just think
It can help
Think of the laughter that was once in the air
Or happiness that you shared
Just think
It'll be alright
Think
While living in a depression think positive. Or at least try.

I wrote this long ago. When I was... Okay.
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