I'm the one that had to fall because you played the cold guy  after all
You gazed at me with your hazel eyes
if only I had heard the cries
Your outward smile, your artistic tact
Why didn't I see the  shell had cracked?
Your truth began to slowly seep  in
It winked at me with such a big grin
You thought I could see with my third eye
but I only saw your shattered self and I sighed
The energy you began to emit
Made my heart sink and  just want to quit
I can no longer skate on this glass path
I can only fall hard as the feelings of wrath
Overcome my heart and my sensitive skin
Oh lord why can't I ever win?

You robbed me of my foolish dream
For underneath you weren't what it seemed
You stole my heart and would not give it back
And you had no intention to seal my heart's crack
You used me up when you had nothing
And emptied me out and left me loathing
Your shattered brain and genius mind
Were too far gone and left me blind
I could not see your void of self
I only cared  for your heart and health
You took from me so I could not bear
My fractured love and my eyes of tears.

Now those tears have turned to stone
My blood my veins my every bone
How dare you disappear one day
And leave me here with more to say
You took from me all you could
My gut  my soul as hard as wood
I gave to you my trust and love
You ****** my lust from far above
But I see you lost yourself  below
It cracked and shattered and you'll never know
The pieces left I had to sew
If I shall  see you again one day
I'll take my thread and start to pray
That you will mend and become whole
And I won't tell  a single soul.

Electric thoughts, wavelength blues
Your mind's creations are possible clues
You signaled thoughts right through time
And then I knew you were almost mine
Cold brew jitters keep me awake
I'm wary that my soul you'll take
You'll strip me cold and leave me naked
And rob me of all that's sacred
Mascara runs down my face
I knew I was in the wrong place
My tears you ignored- no, you did not fret because your brain was sopping wet
I tried to message you right back
But all in vain  - it just went black
Your mind I did not understand
But it didn't matter when you took my hand
But now you've gone and disappeared
And left me here with all I feared
Voltage  thoughts all are blocked
And now your twitter I see is locked
I almost fell in love with you
But danger signs around me grew
I wish you currents of  electricity
And all you are and want to be