And now
Im far from home
Im not sure where to go
I never wanted to hurt you
but you wanted to hurt me
and then you left me in the cold

So here's what it feels like to be lonely
And now im not afraid that I will be okay

You

I'd say I am the man who believes in Hope
The person who is willing to carry these burdens,
hurt, pain, and sadness. But lately, I start to lose hope everyday
a little
by little
I try to feel alive, happy, but sometimes I become a little sappy.
I'm too tired to try,
tell me the reason why?
I'm hanging on with my last ounce of strength
Won't someone come for help?
I cry a little louder for them to hear
But it feels like they have no ears
I do vices one cannot bear
But will my love give me a little bit of fresh air?
I try to live and love everyday
But now I think all my efforts are now grey

The nights draw closer
The days grow shorter
Everyday I try to feel fulfilled
It's that feeling of getting thrilled

Yet deep down something is missing
To the point I'm crying,
Crying myself to sleep
and its everyday I weep

You've kept me in chains
But now I have to let go
of these constraints
Goodbye my love
One day, you'll see me rise above

They say learn to let go
Let go with love and kindess
But wouldn't that entrap you with blindness
Others say hate to let go
But wouldn't that hurt you more
Won't that break you to the core

For me love the memories
But never hate consume you
For this is all treasuries
Treasuries to store in your heart
For this is loves art
The beauty of love

Always love what you had
Always love the little things
For those little moments and memories
These are what makes love special
This is the beauty of love

It's been a month
A month of being in isolation
Tell me did you delete our
memories with hesitation
I feel so used
As if you made me confuse

But that's okay
because one day
I'll have my way,
Good bye my Love
one day ill find my true love.

I used to think of you
how you light up the room
every step of the way you bloom
You are terrifying when you crack your knucles
but are the prettiest and sweetest when you chuckle?
but as time passed by
who wouldve knew
that we would be together that night
love is tested
love is questioned
and with that became a result of depression

you told me you loved me
but we grew apart
i felt like my heart was pierced with a dart
I felt a sudden burn higher than degree?
now that we are apart
I hope you smile
smile with a big smile
go on without me
because i guarantee
you are worth more than what i can give

baby, lovers apart but lovers at heart
i hope you have a brand new start

Laugh
Laugh like you've never laughed before
As days pass by you are closer to the door
Laugh as if you've found your love
Laugh because you've moved on

By this time I want you to laugh
Because your chuckles and smiles
Are what gives me the extra mile
But I know I won't be there to see you anymore
Just remember I love you more, more and more.

Laugh laugh laugh.