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Tiger Striped Jan 2019
I dreamt of two trains running parallel.
They could see each other, hear each other, feel each other, but they could never get any closer or farther apart.
The tracks stretched on for miles and miles and miles with no change in direction in sight.
The trains run together side by side - together, yet lonely.
The trains can only hope that someday, the tracks might bring them closer together.
Tiger Striped Jan 2019
For years I dreamed in black and white
then you appeared
flaming red
burning quickly and furiously

I couldn't take my eyes off of you
you were the only color I knew.

But fire was foreign to me
its warmth so intense
I should have known better
than to stick my hand in.

You should have told me.

The feeling of your fire on my hands
the sight of my burned skin
brought tears to my eyes
and I begged for my shades of black and white

but colors are sights we cannot unsee
feelings we cannot forget
words we cannot keep quiet.

I learned not to look too long at you
for the spots in my vision that followed
I learned not to mistake hellfire
for heaven's white lights
I have discovered other colors since
none of which have yet blinded me
quite like you.

My skin has healed from your fire
my nerves are far less sensitive.
The rain washed away
my last sentiments for you
and in its wake
a rainbow waits.
Tiger Striped Jan 2019
I have scorned vulnerability
yet it was with heavy heart
and guilty conscience
that I learned
it is much easier
to laugh at tears
than to wipe them away
Tiger Striped Jan 2019
I walked for miles to get here
suffered blisters and beating sun
a torn piece of notebook paper crumpled in my hand
I waited at your doorstep
hesitation always by my side
reading the words on the paper over and over again.
I waited on you
was I a fool, blindly hoping?
Or were you cruel, crushing trust?
The truth is probably somewhere in between.
I didn't doubt your good intentions
until I pounded on your door
with shaking hands
waited
waited
no response.
It was later I learned
you'd moved across the city -
a more determined woman
would square her shoulders
pick up her paper
and walk the distance.
But I am not she
I am just a girl
my feet ache
the sun has burned my skin
and after all I have given you
I should not be chasing you.
Tiger Striped Jan 2019
We dream in the dark
too close to our hearts
to be hidden from view
to be scattered askew
like the raindrops that fall
through windows, down walls
aside bleak shooting stars
that land somewhere too far
away from our hearts,
as we dream in the dark.

We dream in the dark,
finding it hard to see
what's in front of ourselves
equally cluelessly.
It's funny how different
we see things in this light -
I'm dreaming at midday,
you're dreaming at night.
I stood next to you
as we walked down the street
you watched people pass by
and I watched our feet.
I thought you might hear
the thoughts my mind screamed
I forgot you weren't listening
I forgot that we dreamed.
I forgot, since the start
we have dreamed in the dark.

We dream in the dark,
we dream and we paint
now in this state of mind
I might lose track of fate
I don't see the sun rising
for the colors and strokes
I don't hear the clock ticking
for the words that you spoke.
But still, time will exist
as well as will fate
regardless of us
and our ignorant state.
I can sleep days away
I can close my mind's eye
and it won't change a thing
it won't buy any time.
So I hide the same thoughts
in the back of my mind
for a stormier day
for a much colder night
hide the dangerous art
that I dream in the dark.
Tiger Striped Jan 2019
The Moon crept into the sky
softly shone on the streets at night
peering over the horizon
waiting on the Sun.
She soaked in his light
felt his warmth from thousands of miles; 
reverently she reflected his rays.

Her glow was gentle
she waited at dawn and dusk
as he rose on the horizon
she ducked away.

There were other stars in the galaxy
but gravity kept her in orbit
her light was a whisper
his was a crowd cheering
she dared not inch closer
she knew she would burst into flame.

Each day they watched the same earth
she danced around it, hoping to catch his gaze
he kept his distance
as well he should.

Sometimes she watched shooting stars
and wished that she might join them
but falling is dangerous
and there was nowhere for her to land.
Tiger Striped Jan 2019
Last night I dreamed
you were next to me
curiously close
I could hear you think:
how did you tell me things
that I never knew?
Are those really your feelings
or my concept of you?
There's a fragment of you
in the back of my mind
but I'm lost as to
whether it's yours or mine.
Last night I dreamed
little things that you said
but in waking hours
it's all in my head.
Little things that you said
that I want to be real
buried somewhere beneath
things I try not to feel-
now I'm left to decipher
what fate has to say
for I found, while I dreamed,
that you lay awake.
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