If you love me.
call me!
I'm not trying to play games.
I know your far away.
But I can't be played!
I'm going all in.
It's the last attempt.
So if you love me call
Don't play no games!

Although I met you long ago it seems like we just met. I remember it like it was yesterday. It's a day I'll never forget. But now your here back in my life and it seems just like a dream. But the one thing I always remembered about you were your eyes. They still have that gleam. So now it seems like time stood still so we could meet again. And now this feels just like the beginning of a love that will not end. So I often wonder about this feeling of love that I feel for you. And I often crave for that beautiful feeling of your love that feels so true. But there are days when reality hits and I realize that your not mine. And that maybe the love you had for me has suddenly run out of time. Because some days its not enough time it seems. For us to laugh  and joke and share our dreams. And there's not enough time for us to be. Just a man and a woman. Just you. Just me. And there's not enough time for us to kiss. Or for me to tell you things like this. So if I could. I'd find a way to stop all the clocks on earth today. And then maybe even that won't do. Because I need an eternity for loving you. But if I could love you just for today I think may be then I would be ok. And then when you kiss me I'll know it's right. Because our rekindled love will last all night. R. Mendoza

Blue eyes that stare back
With pain and with hate
Pain I know well
Because mine are the same

I have made mistakes
But everyone does
All I can promise
Is I will always love

You

Whether or not
This feeling is returned
Is all up to you
That's one thing I've learned

So I'll give you some space
And plenty of time
But at the end of the day
The decision's not mine

Don't wait too long
We all change with time
And once more I'll say
The decision's not mine

So think long and hard
What it is that you want
I won't wait forever
At some point I'll stop

Waiting

Why do they care?
Why does it matter?
Why can't we be friends?
Why does it matter?
Because we where lovers?
Why is it so hard to believe?
Why can't we just be?
Why can't you under stand ?
Why should it not be that easy?
Because we have kids?
Why should we let it come between our family?

so confused.
Stuck between two.
What to do?
Breath.
It's not about you.
Take some time.
Meanwhile get on your grind.
Keep an open mind.
Can do anything you want to do.
Take care of you.
In time you willnt be as confused.
Just take some time.
Keep an open mind

I'm getting lost in this game you play.
Acting like nothing has changed.
I have came along way.
From the old days.
But this game you play
Has my flame ablaze
One I thought I hide away.
I'm getting lost in this game you play.