My heart is a snowflake in your palm
Beautiful yet fading away
With the trees whispering in my ear
Winter doesn't last forever

My heart is a snowflake in your palm
Sinking into your skin
The coldness a memory of pain
Though soothing like the warm sun

My heart is a snowflake in your palm
Beautiful yet fading away
Evaporated into the wind with a whisper
Winter doesn't last forever

The smile on his face
Seem to light up the room
Yet tears are all falling
That smile beneath the framed glass

Every drop
Of tear
Of pain
Is saying 'I miss you'

Gone too soon
Is there ever really a time
Only when that hand stretched out
You hold it and know it's time

Home
Is where he is
Right now
And forever

You appear
When the first
Teardrop of heaven
Falls to the earth

Others long for warmth
Of the sun rise
Yet I find myself
Falling deeper into storms

Your form
Brought about by
Waters of the earth
Where love is created

I see you
In the midst
Of thunderstorms and hail
And I start to pray

Towards heaven I raise
To give me one more
Day of rain
Day of you

I cry for one more drop
As you fade
Into the dew
Of the morning

Let it rain
Let you stay
Let fade
Let me rain

Being numb.
It is possible after all.
To feel numb.

After all those years, tears dry up and though fear still remains.
Not all of it anymore.
There's just stillness. Numbness.

You try to care. Meaningless.
Whatever happened?
I wanted to know too.

Maybe.
It has already reached an end.
Years ago.

We're just trying too hard.
To hold on.
To pretend.

When nothing's there.
Anymore.
To hold.

The strings of your music
Entangled with the vines of my heart
As the moon shines bright tonight
I wished for rain to make tears in my eyes

The waves sing a song
The wind whispers a secret
Even the birds could cry
Why cannot I?

Droplets of salty water
Are they not the same
As the sea water that sheds in my face
A million more tears for you

Your footsteps dance on the strings of music
Entangling with the vines of my heart
Upon the bright moon tonight
I wished for real tears to cry

The footsteps kept replaying in my ear
As my heart starts to beat rapidly
Tears form out of fear
Afraid to be left behind again

Yet what is done is done
Those footsteps would not come back
They will always be a memory of leaving
A painful and agonizing experience

But in a moment where I am lost
I try to find his face
And maybe I can see him coming back to me
Those footsteps were not leaving but coming home

Time passes by still I am in the past
Lingering to find the lost
Yet the footsteps start to fade away
And his face starts to blur

Where will I find them
I don’t want them to leave
Like the footsteps that left
Don’t let its sound leave me too

Till finally I saw your face
And heard your footsteps
Yet as I stood in front of you
Like the wind, I was only passed by

And as I look at your shadow leaving
With the same footsteps leaving once again
Amidst it all I found calmness
And felt my hand waving goodbye

The shadow, the footsteps and his face
They always leave me
But this time they finally bid farewell
And I did so too

Two strings of souls intertwined
Without being permitted by the mind
Destiny works its way
Making no chance to sway

Star crossed lives
Glancing in each other’s eyes
Knowing without knowing
Both hearts were aching

Her smile
Her laugh
Both seem of truth
Yet hide so many lies

For that one smile
Two strings of souls intertwined
Pain has shared its way
Without even giving a welcome

A light that sparked
A light that never started
Both held on to the same line
Without knowing how to let go

When the tide had already washed away
The light that long was faded

The big star sparkles in the sky
Between night and day
There I found you
Butterflies in your lips

If the sun rose at night
And stars fall down each day
This love you call
Would it be for another?

If the moon woke at day
And clouds sparkled
Will time allow to be still
And let me keep you in heart

Beyond the next star
These lines could cross the same sea
Yet would our hands touch the same palms
And recognize the stars of yesterday

Someday strangers will pass by
This jungle of nothingness
And find you standing still
With arms wide open

Someday strangers will pass by
This sea of emptiness
And find me floating still
With arms wide open

Someday strangers will pass by
This city of the sky
You and I standing still
Just like strangers passing by

There is silence in our eyes

I see you in the darkness

Of your fading light

Make me believe

That fairies tell tales

Of magic and love

That conquers the world

Yet when time fades

And the earth breaks

Beneath our feet

Remember

I once told a fairy

to tell a tale

Of your heart

Even if

It is not paired

With mine.

The sun sets in the horizon of his eyes
We met at a time of war and love
Though these empty hearts were filled with lies
He and I rose above
Where our hearts alike
Free beings flee like doves
Our souls forever intertwined
In another world
He is always mine

The ripples in the water
Your hand dips into it
I look beside me
You're not there

I welcome nightmares
Like the sunlight in day
There I see your face
Losing light in your eyes

Tomorrow is a dreadful friend
Each time he takes away
Something of you
Something of memory

Your smell
Your smile
Your touch
Your love

I don't want to forget
Let the rain fall
Let the skies darken
Just don't make me forget

Let the water ripple in my heart
Let your hand dip into its depths again
Just don't make me forget
Just don't make me forget

You stand under the moonlit sky
Waiting
Waiting

The stars fade
Waiting
Waiting

The dawn broke
Waiting
Waiting

Waiting
Still waiting
Just waiting

Travellers winding on a starry road
Where to go, where to go
She eyes the moonshine sparkling
Through each corners of the holes
Of the world where darkness consumed
Every little tear
Every little heartbeat
She looks onto him
With starry eyes that fade to light
Searching for a sunlit sky
Why do the stars lie beneath our feet
He asked
She held his hand into the dark and said
Maybe because we are not meant
To gaze above the stars and dream
But put our dreams in the sky and let it shine

The eyes of the sun arise
Yet every heart is still unopened
The ocean filled with water of lies

My sight gaze upon their smile
So pure, so whole, so heartfelt
Yet their metamorphosis is what hinders them from the light

Rivers of blood shadow the essence
Blade on blade
The sounding cry have reached the heavens

A sleeping lotus in my hand
Raindrops fall begging it to bloom
Yet still its petals hide away around the grandness

My peace I have sowed within the lands
Only waiting is left to withstand the parasites
And maybe one day they will understand

I stand on the temple above
With my hand close to heart
Hoping every creature would again learn to love

We used to be dreamers
Like how the moon chased the sun
And all he got were the glisten lights
Of little stars that tried too hard

We used to be dreamers
Like waves pursuing each chance
To reach the hands of the shores
Yet never seem enough to

We used to be dreamers
That painted the sky red
With the burning passion
That blazed stronger than the sun

We used to be dreamers
Where we could paint with fire
And sing with the wind
Like wandering souls travelling by

We used to be dreamers
That sought the stars in each other's eyes
Where no one can surpass us
But who are we now?

The sudden cold of the wind
Flashbacks of bittersweet wounds
Seem to make even the stars cry

The numbness of one heart
Becoming an illness oneself
It hurts more than death

It started to fade
Forgotten and started erasing
And began to reach

Yet the endless sea
Seems to deceive more than the eye
Flooding every memory away

The sudden cold of the wind
Flashbacks of bittersweet wounds
Seem to make even the stars cry

Wait for me
Behind the trees
Of Winter's end
In the meadows
Of Summer's wake
Find me
Beneath the water
Where maids sing
A song of desire
Luring deeper in
The mystery
Of your love
Where there is
A kingdom
Of gold
I remember
To find the door
Through the meadows
Behind the trees
There you will be

I trace the butterflies
Flying inside your eyes
With the tip of my fingers
I start to remember

Once upon a time
In a faraway land
There lived a girl
Who danced with the butterflies

My hand starts to trace down
With the bunnies that hop
On the bridge of your nose
Like the ***** of a meadow

Mermaids swim gracefully
In the rivers of your lips
Waving back at me
With smiles sparkling like the stars

Drops of rain starts to fall
Where the butterflies fly
There I remember
The girl looking back at me

There are souls
Out in the open
Trying to reach
A point of light
Into the rays of the sun
Amidst the heavens
Pulling and pulling
Towards the grounded earth
Where they feel alive
Warmth spread like wings
Of an eagle soaring
To the sky
Yet never reaching the heavens
Trying to grasp
Even a glimpse of infinity
We are wandering souls
Travelling with the wind
Leaving a mark
Called
Love

I am the other
Under the painted sky
Where I am invisible
Even in the rays of the sun

I am the other
That waits in the riverbanks
Scooping memories with my hands
And draw your feet walking behind me

I am the other
Dipping into your waters
And in the ripples of your memory
I begin to fade

I am the other
Who wishes upon the stars
To fly me to another world
Where you and I

Can no longer be the other.

Do you remember
When we were just stars
Dancing in the sky
Shining bright for the universe
And wonder of its beauty

Yet one day we knew we'd fall
Right through the clouds
Of a planet that nests lovers
Like you and I
Yet so much different

They boast of passion and pain
Hunger for love
Unlike the stillness we have above
Their fire burns us and we yearn
To be like them

And so we did
Become man and woman
Bearing beating hearts
Like fire flicking skyward
Yearning for some depth in height

Yet we never knew
How heartbreak crushes us
An other worldly feeling
That compared death to a friend
Shattered like the asteroids that wandered endlessly

Do you remember
When we were just stars
Falling into earth's grasp
Our lights flickering dim
Replaced with hearts that burned

Burned like the torch of a sun
Rooting deep into veins of passion
We are reborn into a world
Of love and most of pain
Without regret of ever becoming beings of love

The echoing rain falls
With your shadowy back
In my sight once again
Where I walk towards to
Always in the echoing rain

There the sun hides
Beneath the grim clouds
I find you
Your back like the autumn leaves
A warmth feeling of something lost

If you could only see
What lies beyond these eyes
That wonder all these years
When you'd finally turn and say
I know you too

Because under the echoing rain
In a cold winter past
I stand and wait
For the skies to open
And for you to turn back to me

Three hundred sixty five days has passed
Still under the tree I wait
I would no more dare to ask
To myself that is fading away

When did the sky turn gray?
Or are my eyes simply losing it
A memory of each day
Slowly weakens a heartbeat

This is a battle
And it is your final last call
As to pieces I shatter
can you make it... before I fall

Pellets of water scattered in the ground
Bursting like an explosion of memories
We stood amidst the fog of our pasts
Letting the rain cry for all our sorrow

A glimpse of light beyond the skies
Peeking into the darken world
I start to wonder
Do you remember me?

Our past flashed in the nimbus sky
Like a movie late at night
Where were we amidst the great storm?
Washed away like the September rain

The blanket of stars at night
Sparkle each moment you forget me
I start to wonder
Do you see me when you kiss her?

As the birds soar through the sunset sky
We find ourselves dancing under the twilight
Surrendering to fate this unending song
As the light fades to dark

Our palms touch in this sweet surrender
Darkness is our light amidst the forgotten
I start to wonder
Does our love finally start forever?

The river water turns white
As rain turns to falling stars
In every spark I find you

Every tear turns into bullets
That punched through your heart
Though blown up mine

I see you under every lamp post
Waiting with smiling eyes
Waiting for me

Was the letter written too late?
Was the song sung too late?
Was I too late?

I let the water flow
Til they turn into a river of memories
Ever flowing

The river water turns white
In every falling star
You are there

The clouds turned grey today
Was it going to rain?
The cool wind started to blow against me
As I sat on the soft sand looking out to the sea
The waves gave me a memory
Back in the time where my heart fluttered for him
Where every color seems so bright
And his face was the one that gave light
Yet the cool wind started to grew colder
Giving a warning that everything is to be over
Is it already raining?
Or are my tears falling?
It hurts
To hear him say those words
My world fell apart
And felt like a knife stab my heart
The sea seems so far away from where I sat
Like taking away all I had
I could only sit still and watch everything leave
Though I wanted to scream
My mouth felt like it had sewn itself up
And could only wish for the last teardrop
I wanted the tears to dry away
Because maybe it might lessen the pain
I wanted to closed my eyes
And imagine everything is a lie
That everything is only in my dreams
And when I wake up everything would change the way I feel
But my eyes would not close
It held on to that sorrowful sight
He walked away
Again and again it replayed
I could not move
As the wind tried to
My heart started to feel hard
As it slowly broke apart
Still I sat still like nothing happened
As all the pain I swallowed
Til nothing could hurt anymore than what I already feel inside
And no one to confide
This is the fact of life
That with every pain we wish for lies
The clouds turned grey today
It is going to rain.

Two roads in twined
Our hearts divided
The wind that blew away love
Why could it not take away pain?

Emptying the roadside clean
The storm then came crashing in
Broken pieces yet again shattered
There is nothing farther than here

The last leaf of the tree starts to freeze
Winter has made its entrance
Finally standing in front of you
Though frozen walls kept me within

A cold palm against the icy wall
Starts to feel the warmth of your hand
My tears that could not break it open
Tells me you’ve already forgotten

The forgotten memory keeps the ice wall strong
For when my hand moved
Yours kept searching
I stand invisible in your sight

Seasons start to change
Yet it seems winter does not say goodbye
As I watch you walk away
The ice wall starts to break

Silence flooded my every mind
And even if I shouted your name
You would never turn back
For now you walk a different road

Spring has come on the road
I stay chained to the winter mode
Watching the colorful leaves dance
The heart slowly freezes away

Two roads apart
Our hearts separated
The season that took away love
Only left pain to stay forever

He passed by
Like the blow
Of the wind
That only ever
Passed by

Promises broken
Hearts shattered
Could there be more?
I kept silent
And dare not wonder

The music
Slowly fades
Away with the wind
Where no one can hear
Not even your heart

Would you stay
If I begged
With tears
That only
Fall for you

Turned away
My heart broke
Like a thousand
Bubbles that popped
I have gone

Your hand warm under my skin
I feel you like the sun's breath
Touching me on a winter day
As we sat against each other
Staring into each other's galactic eyes
We see a future
Where stars aligned starts to drift
Away from their places in the galaxy

I placed my hand against your heart
Feeling the drum beat beneath my nerves
Hearing a song that you never sang for me
I held back tears that felt like streams of water
Rushing against a current of memories
You are here
Beneath my skin aching every breath
When your eyes started to tell me

Goodbye.

The night is young when I first saw him.
The roaring wind blinded my sight yet I could still picture his shadow.
What can I do to avoid this feeling?
What can I do to hide my emotions?
This is wrong yet I can not heed to what is right.
His love stalks my heart like it has none of its own.
His breath so cold I could feel it down my spine.
His lips red as apple is too hard to resist.
His sparkling blue eyes hypnotize my soul. T
he warmth of his body devours my whole being.
What can I do to take away this passion?
What can I do to not love him even when each breath of his is my life?
I cannot pull myself away from him.
What is this love that I’ve never felt before?
Who is he to make me want him badly?
I am losing my sanity each time I feel his touch though I feel complete happiness.
He has become my obsession, one that I cannot live without.
This forbidden love is killing me slowly.
Could a woman want a man so much in her life?
Is she willing to give up everything for a him?
Am I willing to lose it all for a love I am not sure of the worth?
How can this love be such enigmatic?
Why do I feel this blissful pain?
The night is young when I saw him.
The roaring wind blinded my sight yet my heart knew where to find him.
A love so wrong…
This love full of pain…
Where can it lead?
When my heart shatters… will he be there to save it?

Let me go
Our beats pressed
Into a single tune
Help me
Dance in the light
Find me
Within the shadows
Of your memory
I see your love
Hanging on
A single line
Letting me go

The hand stroke at midnight
Still I lie awake here in the emptiness
Without a single twinkle of a star in the sky
My eyes can only wish for drowsiness

The white ceiling turned into a play of shadows
Little white fireflies start to fly across my sight
What land did they come from? I wished to know
I tried to ask yet one by one they disappeared into the moonlight

Their dancing replayed in my mind
They looked so happy and carefree
And I wondered why I couldn’t savor that joy in life
I’m chained yet no one can see

Every night the white fireflies came
And I’m starting to realize why
For only they can see my chains
Yet can do nothing but just light their fire

It's strange now to look into his eyes
Suddenly you forget all his lies
Love is back in the air
Yet you don't know if he really cares
You want to love him again
But criticism is always on them
By the time you've finally given up
And moving on is on game's top
He confesses his love
Giving up all the above
Hearing his heart's cry
You'd never expect he'd die.

When your eyes became the heart of the sun
And your hair shined bright like its rays
I remember you amidst every battle won
And your glory shone through your heart
I see each day passing by
Reliving your hand holding mine
Your laughter the only music I hear
Your love the only feeling I hold dear
When days are dark I will remember you
How you showed bravery and courage
Even amidst evil and death
I live each day
Without you by my side
But every passing morrow
I feel your love rising between the mountains
As the wind greets me hello
Your face I see within the clouds of the heavens
Because though my heart breaks every day
I am happy to have lived a life
Only loving you

Every Day
You look through me
With eyes that sparkle
Like the evening stars

Every Day
You look to me
To another person
To another eyes

Every Day
I look through you
Hoping to see
That you saw me

Every Day
There is a body
That separates us
From what is real

Every Day
I feel love
Building a stronghold
We could not keep

Every Day
I try to remember
The way the ocean danced
While you fell in love with me

Every Day
I go back
To everyday
With you

The city that lies beyond the sunrise
For a split second
Like love it was beautiful
Only to have it gone the next

A place of dreams
Treasured forever
In a box of memories
Only to be faded away by pain

A drop of tear
Into the waters of eternity
Forever painful
Forever gone

The city that lies beyond the sunrise
Even for a split second
Take the pain
And leave love behind

Inside the pages of our memory
You sat against the hollow tree
Waiting as the leaves fell like pages turned
With every word tucked behind a door
Of a moment we once lost

Your eyes following the journey of the skies
As the birds danced to a song we once knew
I see you like words piercing through my mind
The story that never leaves
Even with the last period drawn

The rain falls like droplets of tears
And the wind sings a song
A sweet melody of the hollow tree
Telling of a story we once held dear
Penned inside the pages of our memory

You sat against the hollow tree
Inside the pages of our memory
And try to listen to the beat of a pumping vessel
Waiting
Just waiting

Apart from falling can there be anything worse
The day has begun to seem night
Every sight the evil pleasure
Where has the light gone

A stampede of thoughts
Confused, helpless and scared
The time is ticking too fast
Yet the will does not seem to move past

Why have you come, old
This feeling oh so good yet surely so wrong
What pill, drug or cure can be attained
Tell or forever be ******

The evil that is fought
Seems to never be weakened
Unless something comes in between
Yet what may arrive

Hate and love that marries each other
Bore an offspring that is prepared to destroy
Yet also feels compassion to healing
Where shall the good be placed

A thousand pleas
Destroy the evil within
A million prayers
Heal the wounds forever

You are the wind that dances through my heart
With every step I remember
The enchanting sweetness of your smile
Blowing flowers into my world

Your tears break my heart like an abandoned chair
When your memory faded just to see me one last time
When your heart thumped hard and I left it broken
When your unrequited love begged for a second chance in the next life

You are the knight that rides to take me away
You grasp my heart like a child in desire
Without you, the sun seems to be always hidden beneath the skies
And forever was always never enough

You are the wind that dances through my heart
And your love breezes into my very soul
Never fading
Never ceasing

From afar
I recognize
That familiar face

The blurry contacts
that hindered my sight
Let me think it was you

I got nervous in an instant
Not knowing what to do
My heart started beating fast

Yet with only footsteps away
I froze in silence
Like time had stopped

My heart fell
It was relieved
Yet also broken

It wasn't you
Til this time
It was never you

Raindrops glide gently on the window
My heart starts to beat slow
Staring at the unknown
I wish to be home

The skies cry bitterly
Land takes the tears painfully
The trees try to hold on
Yet nothing seems enough to be strong

Tracing the falling raindrop
Why has life been a trap?
When closing your eyes to ease the pain
Can never bring back the slain

The skies remain gray
Filled with all the pain
In bed I lay
Wishing for someone to stay.

The trees danced gracefully with the wind
I could feel the emotion it gives
The sweet kiss of the morning's dew
Reminds me of my memories with you
The picturesque of the skies gives everyone a smile
Yet for me it is sorrow making worthwhile
The songs of the mid-day birds ring a bell
It was the pain I never wanted to tell
The mingling bodies of flowers in the garden tells a tale
It was you and I under lover's cave
Yet the fairytale of our love ended too soon
Falling too deep made me like a fool
The breaking of the dawn revealed it all
Our love was a lie when you made the call
The sunset has yet again ended the day
But the pain I feel still remain
Though now I know what our love is like
It is when darkness collides with light.

The footsteps of the rain
Come in silence
With wind like feathers
The only comfort

The coldness of the crowd
Where tears are forbidden
Kept locked in another door
I can only smile in aching

Outside
The wind blows
To my companion
It is the only one

The rain fell on a sunny day
I stood amidst your way
I held out my hand
You only turned your back

Tried to utter a word
Yet the rain only poured
I just wanted to know
And then let go

My heart tried not to explode
As your hand I tried to hold
Yet every step I made
You're always a step away

The world was once ours
We had everything written in the stars
Your hand I just wanted to hold
And then let go

The wind has blown
Everything now is thrown
A last beat of the sound
And no more beats to pound

Perhaps you'll never know
How much I once loved so
My heart just wanted to show
And then let go

Each day the world gets smaller
Yet our distance keeps getting farther

The pain that was planted
Has grown fruits of regret

The door that you closed
I kept opening each day

The hope that you threw away
I kept picking up each day

The beauty of the sky
Rains on me like tears

I try to deny
But tears can never lie

Pieces of you in my hands
I slowly let the wind drift them away

Regret will pay me a visit
But only for a while

To let go or to hold on
I try not to decide now

And just let the wind
Drift me away

He held my face and lingered
Eyes like the stormy seas
As if I could see into the world
Where he and I are free
And the sky lit up with clouds
Where love overcomes death
His face unfaded like the sun
For what is lost are only feelings
Moved by the wind unsung

We used to say
That leaves always fall
Into a place
Where the earth
Calls forth a love
A withering emotion
Where you and I
Shed tears to soil
And let it grow
Though forever it can not
Live to love enough

We stand under the starry sky asking,
Did we see the stars fade its light
When we gaze upon them in awe?

We lay on the sand staring to the sky asking,
Did we feel the burn of the sun
When we let its warmth comfort us in the morning?

We dived into the cool waters asking,
Did we feel the crash of the waves
When we we let the water envelope us in calm?

We stand alone in each other's world asking,
Did we feel our hearts already breaking
When we fell in love with each other?

The fear won't surpass again
It has come to haunt the already lost souls
What more could be lost?
A sea of wonder lies ahead

Was time running out too fast?
Yet in this still moment
It lasts forever
The fear that will never leave

The heart hurts what the eyes could see
No trembling but only agony
Does the sun have to hide all the time
When all of the fears come out

The everlasting blankets of the sky
Seem to be blinded by the sorrows of the night
For what pains inside
Could not never be healed from the out