Each day I hear the bounce of the ball
For a long time, only know do I realize it was the call
The silhouette of your form within the trees
Never knew how my heart feels at ease

The beating gets faster
As the ball bounces higher
My heart raced so fast
That I wanted it to last

Maybe one day our glances will meet
But for now from afar your face I will keep
Your every cry, smile and depression
I will keep until the confession

This mysterious feeling of the heart
From you will never depart
Till the day it lets go
Even when this heart of mine you may never know.

In the glimpse
Of our memory
You were there
With bright eyes
Like the moon
That revolved us
Into a world
Of fantasy dreams
Where you are
And I am
Like two lovers
With hands reaching
As worlds part
I remember you
Like the sun
Trying to rise
Amidst golden sky
Where you are
And I am
Will always be
In the glimpse
Of our memory

My soul finds rest in his arms
Just like how the breeze of the air calms
I knew it from the start
One day we will be apart
I want to refuse you
But my heart doesn't want to
Oh how my heart suffers
The pain no one can cover
You had to go alone
For where you're going is not my home
Will I ever again see your face?
Will I ever again feel your embrace?
Will you ever come back?
Will someone ever contain my lack?
My only wish is for you not to forget me
For one day I believe, together we'll be free.

Trees faded in the wind
Your smile like the bloomed flower
Even the sun awakens
Even the rain cries

Our lines remotely connected
But in another place
I felt your pain
Through an abandoned room

Now I stand
With words like birds
Hopeful to reach
Your heart that is poached

Tears may never be enough
To lift the nail from the wood
Yet through every rip
Feel that He is there for you

The black and blues may invade
Yet hold on to the weapon of faith
Where mercy and grace is born
Through the Love that began it all

The skies may seem gray
In every waking day
Still walk on the road
That shines to the emerald paradise

There are memories that are wrapped in tears
With fear, I fall in love again
There's nothing I hear or speak
Looking into your eyes
The love begins again

You are a light
That touches my heart
There is no other that can make such wonder in me
You are a star that I cannot reach
But with love I will cross that border
Nobody looks at me the way you do
Only you
There is only you

Your kiss withholds the truth
There are moments that are kept inside
And even though you push them away they never go
There are instances like ours
That becomes magic
Looking into your eyes
The love begins again


Nobody loves me the way you do
Only you
There is only you.

Her hand felt like snow
He remembered
When forever used to be
And death had taken it away

She was the tree
That always bloomed flowers
He was the bird
That always took refuge

She had to wither
Like a fragile rose
He wanted to hold on
When she had let go

The sky turned grey
On a summer day
He stood
Feeling the wind

Where oceans end
Where skies meet
Her love exist
In the depths of his heart

The signs keep appearing
The lights slowly blinding
Every sight that I could get
The beginning is the end

Will I be too late
Even when I tell to wait
To change and plead
To not yet take me away

For I know what comes
When the light become
Everything I dream
But not yet ready to stream

Wait for me, I whispered
I will try not to hover
And just look forward
No more of being coward

I turned back
Your face faded
Into the sunlight

I could only see
Your sweet smile
And tears fall

This happiness
Will it last
I asked

Though in my heart
I keep begging
For it to last

Through all the pain
Through all the tears
I can still say...

I love you.

Touched by heart
To know
That You're there
Waiting for me

The world is a shadow
That disappears
In a blink of an eye
Compared to what is above

Heart hurts
Each time
You are pierced
All over again

To say sorry
Will never be enough
Yet You still
Forgive

You're waiting
For someone
Like me
Is worthless

Yet You always
Tell me that I am
You'll even be running
Only to hold me

Til Kingdom come
Til I'm also running
Til tears are no more
Til I am home

Wind that passed
You left
No reason
No goodbyes

Time that passed
Tears undried
Heart that
Always broke

Moments that passed
You came
A new heart
You held

Wind that passed
Tears undried
You came
I left

The early dawn
Makes pain harder
To steal a second
But always impossible

If love
Like a box of smiles
Hearts would flutter
Pain would change

Yet to smile
They fade to waters
Yet to cry
They fade to scars
To love but fade away


The early dawn
Would not let thieves in
To steal a smile, a laugh
Only memories gone

A broken heart has yet again fallen
Pain that releases too much tears
Desperate to search again for that haven
And hide away from all the fears
The sight of the heart a whole for another
The broken one can only disappear
No more to call a shelter
For both no longer stays here

Shattered into pieces
It's time to say goodbye to the memories.

The light shadowed the fear in my eyes
A hope that within my heart lies
Still I stand before you
Wishing you could see me too
Yet every time I do
You never take the bother to look
Tears that begged to be evaded
The spark just ended
Realizing that you'll never look my way
Still I hope for a someday
That two eyes will meet
And make the impossible be.

The flick of her hair
Dust in the wind
He saw from behind
The hidden tear
Where eyes meet
In the stars
That hide
In the sunlight sky
Where is earth
That Gravity tries to hold
We stand close
A distant time in between
You and I
Only feeling
Just dust in the wind

The old lamp has yet not fade
Trying to reminisce that day
Sadness that cannot be measured
The sight of him only is just no pleasure
I want to go back and turn back time
Go back to the starting line
Wanting to not let you go
Craving to let you hold me close
Just being selfish a bit
Just wanting my heart to be fit
If only dreams could happen
If only memories would not end
I wanted to take your hand
But somewhere in me told me I never can
If only I followed my heart
If only I wasn't afraid to let anyone hurt
There would have been a me and you
Now there's nothing I can do.

The wind started to play with my hair
Trying to wipe away the tears
As I sat down on the bed of rocks
My hearts slowly feeling afraid

The river that does not stop flowing
Like life that goes on without care
Whether pain swallows everything
And left with nothing to hold on

The skies could tell what I feel inside
And for the millionth time I wanted to shout
All of the feelings that was kept within
Still I always fail

The wind starts to fade
The river starts to dry
The sky starts to disappear
I remain here in the bed of rocks.

Standing at the edge of the bridge
Wondering what lies at the other end of it
Wanting to take a step ahead
Yet it still isn't time, he said.

Every minute of a day just grows longer
My heart is always beating stronger
Waiting and always hoping
Can I ever stop falling?

The sun set and rose
Still, I'm waiting in the cold
Finally closing my eyes
Into the wind, I let myself fly

I was falling
Trying my best for someone to hear my calling
Tears were my only friend
Will it be so till the end?

Just when I had given up all hopes
A hand from above was thrown
And at one blink, he caught me
Jesus had held me finally

He had heard my call
And was only waiting to give up my all
"I will never let go," he said
Up until the end.

Outside
There is the wind
Flowing
Like droplets
Of water
I see you
In the midst
Of the forest
I never knew
Amidst the jungle
Of forever
You hold me
Close enough
To break
Every pain
To erase
Every scar
To love
Eternally

Sitting still under a sunny day
I could not help but notice your sad face
I held your hand
But it was not mine that you want

Seeing the pain in your eyes
Heal them I wanted to try
Though I know that I could not do
Tears of pain are in my eyes too

You once said that I was the perfect friend and never want to change
Yet in my heart I always hope it was not the same
All I could do was hold my feeling down
And hide the pain in my heart as it pounds

You cried as I held your hand
Though I know it will never be mine that you want
Your tears make the beat of my heart want to end
But I could always only comfort you as a friend

Sitting still under a sunny day
Without nothing to say
I held your hand
Hoping someday it will be the one you want

When rebels and hearts collide
You and I stand between
Holding on to a world
Where it was meant to be letting go

Swords rain down on us
Driving us apart
Hearts tearing up to pieces
We always ask to survive

Was love not enough?
Like the stars that appear
In the darkness of a sky
Would we be enough?

Let the rain fall
As hard as rocks on the road
Let it pour on us
We wont back down today

Love is enough
When you fist your heart
To fight back hard
With every single thing

Let's hold on
To world that wants us to let go
Let's stand between them
And together form our own world

Days have passed silently
The heart aches silently
Does time really heal all the pain?
When through the way bumps are all that came
What is love?
Why can't the answer be none of the above?
Every hurt, tear and lie
Was it all that ever passes by?
We had that fire once
Now cold is all that counts
When can love be free?
When can I go back to thee?
Nights have flown quickly
The heart crushes slowly
Letting go is always the escaping track
Love can only hold back.

Those points of light
Sinking through our souls
When one night
Is not enough

Maybe it was a word
Unspoken by chance
Hidden among trees
That grow like the giants

Where you and I meet
There are stars born
In the sky
That burn even in daylight

Where points of light
Become entwined with our souls
That even if time separates
Our memory will linger

It started with a prickle of fire
A small light of hope
You and I
What could never be
We proved it through

Four blue moons past
Here we are
Standing as strangers
Hearts falling into pieces
Only to break apart

Forever used to be a word
Where you and I was a whole
Now we're just two puzzle pieces
Trying to fit together
Until we end up in wounds

I still love you
With all my heart
But winds pass and light fades
You took the first step
I was just left behind

Sun dust
Come for me
In the between
You rise amidst
The darkness befell
Remember me
Anyway.