I see you everyday,
I hear you everyday,
I watch you everyday,
But it will never be enough.
I am with you everyday,
I work with you everyday,
I live with you everyday,
But is still isn’t enough.
I see your eyes,
your face,
your hands,
your hair.
Your clothes,
your walk,
your skin,
I desperately want more, but it is never enough.
During the day, you are with me.
Working
At night, you are without me.
Playing.
I hate it.
I want you to myself,
yet I don’t know how.
You call me emotionless
I call you an unobservant
You call me ridiculous
I call you rude
But then you unironically said I’m brilliant.
You said I’m fantastic.
That I’m amazing.
I’m a genius.
You are the first.
You are different.
You were different from the start.
I began to see it when we met and you didn’t hate me.
You are the first.
You are different.
I wanted a friend.
I took you unwillingly on an adventure,
And you loved it.
It healed you.
I knew it would.
I was jealous.
I took you away from your ‘friends’,
and you hated it.
It helped you.
I knew it would.
I wanted help.
I took you away from your job,
And you loved it.
It was your favorite time of the day.
I didn’t know that.
You wrote about us,
I wrote about ash.
You wrote about our work,
I wrote about perfume.
I told you what you wrote was silly.
I loved your writing.
I loved our flat.
I loved our job.
Now it has changed.
Now,
I
Love
You