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adept Aug 2018
step
       by
           step
                   i’m fading away
                   and it’s all your fault
i am not as brave as i was at the start
adept Mar 2018
You sit on the couch and stare
at the black screen of the tv.
You can't fall apart now,
we need you more than you
could imagine, so it hurts when you hurt.

I can't take it just as much as you can't,
you were the one to raise me and I can
now walk in your shoes; so I, of anyone knows,
you need to take a step back.

Don't do this to yourself, don't do this to me.
Keep composure- i can't get my words out fast
enough for you to hear because if it lasts too long,
you won't listen.
adept Jul 2018
you claimed the sky
and i kept looking up.

what was kept from me
was never actually refused.
i lied, only to see if you would protect yourself or if you would protect me. turns out we both new the answer, and i still don’t mind
adept Mar 2019
your past is not an excuse for your actions
yet it is an explanation
adept Dec 2018
deception will forever be
my greatest power
adept Jun 2018
you left me with nothing
but the words i wished
i would never hear.
but yet i make excuses
for you, in hopes
that one day things
will go as i had once believed.
it’s funny that i ever thought this would end with all as planned
adept May 2018
when it comes to her,
you are harsh, to the point,
angry with anything going wrong.
but show no care to anything else around you,
no recollection of how the other
person that you are talking to will feel.

but the truth is i know what you are feeling
better than you do. and even if you don't want to,
trust me.
"don't ever talk about it"

— The End —