Nestled beneath a cloak of constellations

Cerulean branches sway ominously in unison

Beyond, stands a house shrouded in mystery

Somber silence is heard upon midnight's arrival

Chain of stars encompassing the sky's lunar bell

Quadrilateral stones lead down a worn pathway

Shadows whisper through leaves in the hour of 12

First time i had a real dream in a while....and i die...
I'm genuinely happy for the first time in years and someone kills me on sight as if i were a threat against their society...
I'm just finally at the peak of my livelihood...and some one shoots me down cold blood...
I guess this teaches you not to get too comfortable...
I was fine...i felt amazing...the cuts i once had as open wounds on my heart nearly closed until that moment...that i died..
The bullet ever so closely grazed my soul and gave a laugh...as my conscious mind drifted off..
The 5 seconds left of brain activity i had...flashed the one person i could never ignore if i tried...and i was whisked away to ...the gate...where i was to choose..to roam and end up talking to zac bagans...or cross the bridge where i didnt know what was waiting....
God
Purgatory
Or Satan

First time i had a real dream in a while....and i die...
I'm genuinely happy for the first time in years and someone kills me on sight as if i were a threat against their society...
I'm just finally at the peak of my livelihood...and some one shoots me down cold blood...
I guess this teaches you not to get too comfortable...
I was fine...i felt amazing...the cuts i once had as open wounds on my heart nearly closed until that moment...that i died..
The bullet ever so closely grazed my soul and gave a laugh...as my conscious mind drifted off..
The 5 seconds left of brain activity i had...flashed the one person i could never ignore if i tried...and i was whisked away to ...the gate...where i was to choose..to roam and end up talking to zac bagans...or cross the bridge where i didnt know what was waiting....
God
Purgatory
Or Satan

Mm to devour... to conquer... to take... to encase... to engage...
  All I want from him and need from him is clear...
  I want to love him and take in his love
I want to devour him and take in his bodies secrets
I want to conquer his desire and shape it to mine
I want to encase myself in his feel and take it all in
I want to indulge in his type of language that only speaks to me
   I want him...
I want him connecting with me..
I want him loving and devouring me..consistantly

Our winter wind blows..
Blows heavy
Flows deep
Flows and blows...bellows...
Me and you travel...you and i meet
Meet at where our fall seems to be beat...into...winter..
Our snowy peaks...and our mittens
That keep us from the frost bitten...
Leaves and flowers underneath
To the steady roots and fallen branches of trees
Our atmosphere...that pours white
Our new layer of snow...
That's lying there ready to melt...and ready to go...
With our new ending breeze...of spring...from a cold begging March...to a timid sunny april...our love had just been realized...
Our winters made us stay together...and feel like we were wanted...our autumns made us laugh...our summers made us dance and....our last made us fall...until our winter soon came again to renew the cycle and start it all..
Over it begins..
To start a new..
Our seasons....but then one by one i start to spend them with out you...
I don't know where we ended...or for that matter where we began...i just know you were my fireplace...
You lasted long during our winters and faded our summers...but you always came back...now i never see you...I'm wiser to know where you're at.. Not here..not there...not anywhere but my mind....my fire place....can you promise me you'll wait and warm me when it's time....i just wish our...winter came faster..

The war is in my mind but the wounds are on my body..
The wounded girl you never knew was emo..

The cutting means something..
Remember kids down the street not across the road...
And when it finally gets that far..and i make it count...

When i finally show you its not me saying I'm okay, we both know I lied

Im fine, Im a complete failure
Im not hungry,Im just starving myself
Im not sad,Im dying inside

Im crying, im holding my breath
I wanna die, save me

Im lost inside myself, go away...i know its complicated but i really need you to stay..

Dont say anything...just hug me
Squeeze me.
Believe in me.

Just another lonely soul
Walking a path of shame
The path of finding
Me...the girl separated and then reunited with pain
Not restricting myself to what is, but allowing myself to let go of what was...
Just another lonely soul

Never ending wait
As I see things live and die
I watch the world go by
Yet I stay the same
Stood still in time frame.

Can't stand waiting
Its a pain that's aching
Just a waiting game
Feel like I caught a flame
Stood still burning
Forever hurting
Never ending wait~