at night i think about u often since thats when we'd talk alot....
I will miss you very much. Not as much as i missed E, *** i was seeing him alot longer. But it is a great deal of heartache!!

You were sent to do evil......but you really didnt.

You made me see things differenly....
changed my mindset on things that had been a certain way for yrs.
You got me to tell my self i love mysel every day....even today i do it.
I always keep the ringer off otherwise it makes noise since its still set to the settings you made on the phone.
You got me to see the difference in an apology and from saying sorry.
You tried your hardest to get me to think better of myself and for that i am ever so grateful to you for that.

i dont know why u  did that and i probably never will know why but i do thank you.!!!

I really did care and love you.
take care sweetness....

luv u......
bye.
:(

Im not going to be on here much anymore......
it makes me sad that you dont talk to me much now....
I guess i meant nothing but i just dont feel thats the truth !!

I hate to read your twitter accts...it really upsets me ,
But what should i expect......

from someone who cheats on the "best friend" wwith some older chick for 4 months for money from some old *** guy.

I just need to keep telling myself that you hate me and i meant nothing to u.






so i will just sit and cry like i usually do.

It really is hard *** I do have love for you
Even after finding out the real reasons u were there for u kno who!

I kno u grew to like me alittle ...
It just ***** *** now we can find a way to hang out and meet In the middle!

U really did make me happier and brought me lots of joy
Just suxs now *** I can't play anymore with my boy toy ( jk)

I'm sorry I didn't tell u how u being there affected me
Maybe one day i will be able to but until then in my heart missing u is where u will be!!

Ur my heart and I can't let u go-
I don't even know how even if I wanted to!!
I constantly think about u and the time we shared
It's hard to forget u when my life has forever been impaired!

I wish we could be friends from afar....
It's not how I want it but at least  u haven't gone too far!

I'd give anythg just to talk to u a few times a week!!
That would be the best thing and I'd be so happy I'd totally freak!

But u hate me and it's over and done...
I don't want to marry u but in my heart ur number 1!!!!!

how can a few weekends for a few months mean anything?

how can you end up liking the person who was there to mess with your mind?

How can i care for someone who  is half my age?

how do i stop this hurting and endless ache i have for you and your return?

i need to forget abt you and go my own way.....
if u cheat once......youll do it again anyway!!

I DONT WANT SOMEONE WHO CHEATS!


(but u will be missed)

i hate that im hurting......
longing for ur return......
the emotions inside are heating up,.... and they ******* burn.....


i wish i could talk to you
so i could let you know......

that your precious to me.....
and i never want you to go.

I wish you would come back but for other then revenge.....
I just miss you so much !!!

I promise to let you finish your storys and not interupt....
i will write it down so i dont forget what i need to say so you can finish..

I promise to be upfront and forever true.....
I miss you terribly and want you back ------


if you only felt this way too....

i guess he did win...

*** i miss you so much&

i wish u were with me making me sin.

Theres nothing i can do to convince you that i care....
i wish you were still around so i could prove while your there....

Listening to him only brainwashes you....
theres nothing on heaven on hell that i woouldnt do for you...

I miss laying on the bed and just talking.....
you always had something intrestring to say....

I always thought you seemed older then what age u did say....
But some actions made me think ya ur young born in may.

I wanted to know more about you and tell you my secrets too
I guess that wont ever happen now.....

I just need to get over you.