I know youve moved on and sadly its without me~
Even thou thats not how it was  intened to be...

We had so much fun when we were together...
Doesnt matter now but i wanted you to be here forever...

I loved to cook and make food for you ...
I didnt even get to make the best dishes like i wanted to...

I hate that you and I dont talk anymore...
Not when you Become another person....
I dont like that and want that no more.

I want to talk to YOU.....
like we used to do.....


But I know you never will


and Im trying but its so hard to swallow that pill!!!

I wish things that made me happy sometimes...
Didn't happen!!!

*** when the  aren't there any longer.... I'm so sad !!

Even tho we met in a messed up way-
You will always be a main happy thought I will revisit again and again!!

I only wish it was like our visits previously ! Oh how I wish!!

I wonder if u ever think of me in a nice way?
I wonder if I made a good impression on ur life?
I wonder if ur glad we hung out and that u got to know me like no other?
I wonder if u miss me af all like I miss you?!!??

I hate when the holidays are here....
I wish you were sround since ur someone I hold dear!

I lope ur day tomorrow will be spent well...
When a simple  "hi " from u would make my day....
But who am I kidding ?
This isn't a wishing well!!!