From the bottom of the stage lies the little oldest dream, she with a magnificent imaginary friends as roles of this endless play
The old self she made, the actress without the lines, the madness and blind eyes reading the parts they once gave
Still growing in this infinite child's play wondering if the wounds in backstage could ever be noticed or healed as they scream
Faith remains in: a present of silence, hidden without disguises, vanishing rapidly away, in the future they may written another suicidal coward, vanishing in the hour of another dreadful May
All along those years of secret pain in flowers still surrounded by fake plastic horrors in secret views, self indulgence among old pills vanishing in this mad's towers
The future seems unclear, in the back of her fears still remains the running, but it is living while rambling with no roots to clear? To a newer self is wished nothing but courage, a belong fortress where no hollow lurks near.
Well firstly let me congratulate you on getting this far... For as long as i remember i never thought i would get where you are. I am...... I will be...... That's unless this note is laying next to your corpse. My dead corpse.......in a coffin maby? Of course. Well...i knew you would be there... I for-saw. I have a seeing eye. I knew you'd already be gone.
-But just incase I'm wrong....remember your Morals & Hope is what has and will keep you strong- #npmfuture.
When everything seems that dark And nobody's there I promise I will stick up for you Before this sky hits Dawn. I hope I'm still alive When the world's about to end So I can have my last hug Before we split up again. Just know I still love you Either alive or dead. Just know I'm going to be there Either day or night. I just need you to do something You'll never forget Put my name on the sticky note And put it on your head. Until I'm gone.
Okay so I'm really sorry if this actually makes you cry but I just wrote this poem in the middle of the night so I hope you enjoy.
To you who are afraid of heights Not because you're afraid to fall But because you're afraid you will not know how to get down Because sometimes you need to when you've been way way up You can keep chasing the stars But you will need to feel the ground Don't lose someone who makes you feel so.