~This lovely day was golden for me,
Just to wake up and see you respond about anything,
Let's me know, you're still there.
I love you so much, and I want to be the one to make things better for you.
There is so much a girl like me could offer a boy like you,
Words of truth is when I say I can make your future the best.
My heart breaks when I see you in pain, hurting or devastated.
I wish I could touch your shoulder and say,
"Tell me everything. I support you."
Because I really, truly do.
I'm so sorry about your father,
It's not your fault. He loves you.
And I know this for a fact.
I wish I could be there to show you how much I do care,
Yeah, it may seem unlikely that a girl thousands of miles away cries for you,
But if you, if you only knew,
If I had to spend my life soaking up your pain,
And even if you never said,"I love you,"
I would do it. Because all that matters then is that I love you,
It's been enchanting to know you,
To be the love of your life.
My heart is centered around you.
Oh darling, I wish you were here.
I can't say I'll be perfect,
But I can say I would do everything it takes to hold the rank of good enough for you.
That's impossible though. Yet I could show you the world through my eyes,
And yes, you would be heavily mystified,
I'm glad my day is around you,
You make my life beautifully true.
I could hold your hand for the rest of your life,
Seconds before I end mine,
You are my moon, my sun, the vast ocean of my heart.
You're perfect, Andy, and you know I don't want to lose you.
I want it to be us, no matter who loves me,
Because there is only one person that my eyes see,
He's perfect to me, nothing less,
I have to remind him he is the best,
For every battle he must fight or face,
It is Andy where my love holds its base.
Anytime I look at the sun, I can imagine you looking at it too,
Both of us, the only difference is the point of view.
We each share a little piece of that golden sun,
But one day, we will unite as one.
To the one who can make me shine,
I love you.
To the one who I will always love,
Shine brightly~

Stay with me forever?

~My world had meaning since the day you entered it.~

I look out the window,
To the busy streets,
And I think of you.
You linger on my mind.
You give me a calming peace.
Sometimes it's hard to open my eyes and be alone,
So if I close them, everything becomes easier.

~I'm sorry that I can't show my feelings quite well over the screen.
Just please remember, I do love you,
If it seems that I don't love you enough, understand, you are still my one and only.
I think about you wherever I am,
Yes, I'm telling the truth.
Anytime you are hurt across the screen,
I don't roll my eyes.
Instead tears fill their corners.
If I could be more for you, I definitely would.
You are still the love of my life, my one and only.
Thank you for keeping me strong even when you are weak.
I love you.
I'm telling the truth.
My heart is all just for you,
Loving no other, my mind locked on your words.
I think of your condition, and the pain you face.
I swallow hard, holding back the tears,
'Cause you're my song.
You're my goal, my destiny, my mystery.
My heart, my life, my moon, my sun,
These words could never be enough.
Never.
Andy, I'm telling the truth.
I never wanted to hurt you. And you are still here,
Thank you. I always wanted somebody who would never leave me on purpose.
My skills are improving, I'm getting straight As.
My thoughts constantly on you, I won't push them away.
We can write our love story together.
We can runaway and be with each other.
We can dance the night away.
We can laugh and play all day.
We can just, live for each other.
We can do anything you want.
I'm telling the truth.
My heart searches for you,
Hoping to ease the pain in your eyes replaced with a smile on your face.
The star that hangs high in the sky,
Never fading.
Shining brightly,
Soaring up high?
Is you.
Wonderful you.
Brilliant, perfect and everything too.
You hold my heart, so keep me safe,
You keep dreaming because one day, you're dreams will come true.
Oh my, I am so proud of you.
Let all the people fade,
Leaving, guess who?
My one and only, the spark of me,
I know him because he's my Andy.
I truly, truly, truly love you.
Yessy yes yes indeedy deedy do!
Our love is forever, and though this song is lame,
This is how we will play our game.
Still anticipating the moment we meet,
Our moment,
I'm telling the truth~

Build me up
Tear me down
Pull me apart
Take me away

I write this poem with handled care
Sitting in the darkness of my lair
I type and type ideas on the page
One about a heart trapped in a cage
One about a girl falling in love
One about the true symbolism of a dove
click clack, click clack
The sound fills my ears
The words I've written bringing me to tears
I sit and ponder what is good and what is bad
I write my poems wondering if it’s just a fad
I think of him and what he’d do
He’d probably scream and throw his shoe
He’d yell that he’s not good then laugh at it
He’d come over to me and sit
We’d talk and write about our dreams
But that could never become true as it seems
Writing, writing in my room
A story emerges from the gloom
Here I sit and here I stay
Until I write another day

You laugh
You point
You stare
You spread a rumor
You talk behind my back
You beat
You yell
You call out a name that sticks
You crush me
Through my eyes
I'm embarrassed
I'm nervous
I'm sad
I'm depressed
I'm beaten
I'm torn
I'm bloodied
I'm defeated
Through my eyes
My life is ruined
My life is worthless
My life is over
I stood there and you pushed
1, 2, 3 steps back
I stood there and you shoved me
1, 2, 3 steps closer
You stood there and tapped me
1 step back
I've fallen
Down, down, down
Through my eyes it was worth it
Fight through the pain to feet the release

His shattered and broken
He needs me now
I want to kiss him
Make him feel okay
But he can't see my passion
Only feel it

You looked me in the eye and promised
You promised me that one day we'd be okay
You promised you'd be by my side the entire time
Look at me now
You promised that you loved me
You promised things couldn't get any worse
You promised that I had a future
Look at me now
Your promises have shattered me
Your promises cut deeper than any blade
Your promises killed my appetite
Look at me now
Your promises pushed me 1 step
Your promises pushed me 2 steps
Your promises pushed me....
Look at me now
You stare at the box
You stare at the ground
You stare at the stone that marks it me
You see me now