Take me to the movies
Tell me something you mean
Give me something I can cry about
Give me something I can feel
I've been miserable
My heart's been impaired
My mind's enraged
As if I would break
But these tears
It won't come out
Because I'm afraid
Please, let me cry
I think I was taught unconsciously to ignore my feelings. Especially the little stuff that would make me upset. But lately, these little upsetting moments keep pilling up, but I can't cry, because somehow it's too trivial. I want to find a big enough of an excuse so tears can fall down my eyes. Like movies, something touching or scary. But I think I'm afraid showing vulnerability.
