Is it possible for heartbreak to cause physical pain in your chest?
I can feel it burning,
scorching
its searing pain
deep inside.
How am I supposed to breathe when I'm weighed down by it?
My lungs try to expand
but,
they get stuck.
No air comes.
I don't think I will ever find another who cares like you do.
Your love suffocates me,
I am
floundering and
drowning in it.
I know that when I end this, I will never feel love again.
How is it
that even though
I'm the one ending it,
I'm the one broken.
I asked you straight to your face, how was it so easy to lie?
You lied to me
over and over
time and time
again.
I knew this would never work, I ruin everything I touch.
We should have
just stayed friends.
Nothing will ever
be the same again.
I may be imperfect and flawed, not worthy of much.
I expected more from you,
a self proclaimed
knight
in shining armor.
You ******* this one up, my darling.
I miss my best friend, but I won't rely on your devotion
and misconstrued idea of love.