bubbling, boiling, the ****** acid sizzles
my insides like water hissing as it turns to steam
helpless against the fury of a forest fire
it chars my throat,
tears springing to my eyes
i can taste the salt on my face
but all i see is red
mirthless laughter echoes
the way black coal smoke billows
from the smoke stacks of my
lungs
the searing heat of hatred
irritates the skin on my wrists
i scratch and scratch and scratch
until the skin is raw
until the skin is broken
until the skin hangs off the bone
i feel nothing but the rage
giving me strength
giving me focus
giving me calm
the lava rises, shrieking,
into my eyes,
pouring from my ears and nostrils,
seethes between my clenched teeth and sealed lips
my breathing
even, deep,
matches the rumble of the cracking earth
and from its core more fire comes
evaporating the tears on my cheeks
the blood on my arms
the rain from the very sky
