I’m so aroused
By the love of yours.
The love which makes me elated
Every single day I witness you.

I’ve kept you in my heart,
Incessantly.
I visualise you in my dreams
As if I’ve endured every bit of it.

No matter how distant or adjacent
You’re to me.
I’ll always be the one
Loving you insanely and unconditionally.

i don't have much to give, but i don't care for gold
what use is money, when you need someone to hold?
don't have direction, just rolling down this road
waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold....

you'll never know the rainy nights, the rhyming of the rain,
or how it feels to fall behind and watch him call his name

pack up and leave everything, don't you see what i can bring
cant keep this heart beating hard at bay
set my mid night sorrow free
i will give you all of me
just leave your lover, leave him for me
leave you lover, leave him for me.

we sit in bar and raise our drinks to growing old
oh, i'm in love with you and you will never know,
but if i can't have you i want this world alone
spare you the rising storms and the rivers flow
you never know the endless nights, the rhyming of the rain
or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call his name

pack up and eave everything, don't you see what i can bring
can't keep this beating heart at bay,
set my midnight sorrow free
i will give you all of me
just leave your lover, leave him for me
leave your lover, leave him for me.
leave you lover,  leave him for me.

Can you recall when we met in a support group?
You were with Isaac who was insanely in love with Monica and her *****
You took me to your home which you gave me a basement tour
I thought to myself we were going to be best friends or maybe evens more

I gave you my ideal and ravishing book
remember how you couldn't stop talking and I knew you were hooked
You and I had our ''Okay'' which became our own flirtatious ''always'' forever
I just got butterflies and knew that some how we would always be together

Can you recall when you said you were cancer free?
You took the tests and god your test results lit up the heavens tree
You are just amazing calling me Hazel Grace
which always just made me laugh and put a smile on my face

The day came of your funeral
everything was just certainly unreal

But then I remembered: That's the thing about pain it demands to be felt