the warmth from loneliness never felt so cold and cleansing the warmth from two hearts colliding never felt so caressing smiles stretch wider than the sky and i can’t help but swallow up the ones i hold dear past, present and future all in my windshield and at the tips of my hair caressing the air i breathe it’s always been preconceived the pain the consciousness and the way we bleed i’m a nomad in the desert feeling like an ostrich feather freedom just isn’t as potent as it once was and my dreams are a little more out of reach but i’m still the wanderer whose ideas are clean all the eyes that radiated love, i never forgot because you showed me some kindness in places i forgot the adventures that shook the time and the tunnels that gave us vision i handled the concise misunderstanding that led to my downfall it led me to a waterfall up north where the weather isn’t warm saturation was gone but i still felt like i was home i’m going home i haven’t been there in a while and i’m sorry please don’t worry about the nights i’ll never show i’m co-existing with the night he’s showing me the beauty that comes with walking alone i made a home inside my bones the address is tucked into the underlying of my sternum i don’t apologize for the pictures i’ve burned and the bridges that ignited along with them i live my best life when i’m desperate for a solution we’re all just warriors of the unknown traveling in a stream of nothingness trying to find out the art of everything that’s unknown there is no home for the outgrown
sweet words i don’t eat them up like i used to i hunger for something more like the fire in your eyes tell me what makes you feel alive and i’ll tell you all my secrets text me in the morning and text me goodnight everything feels like a dream against the daylight i sometimes mistake today with history and these days i crave mystery instead of predictability take me further drag me further into the unknown i promise i’m equipped to survive i’ve already died a thousand times it helps me shine when i come back to life you can’t **** me
