One of the toughest things I've ever done
Watch the person I truly love
Change from my soulmate, best friend, the one
To total stranger, how did you become
This distant mirage, cold and numb?
In blink of eye went from my sun
To pouring rain I cannot overcome
You were my someone, I was just your anyone
Now I'm the one looking dumb
A fool living under your thumb
Have your spirit written in rhyme
Truth hiding within every line
Describing a wild exciting time
I was yours and you were mine
It sure was a roller-coaster ride
Through flips and turns stayed by your side
Couldn't give the world but I swear that I tried
By giving my whole heart and letting you inside
By no means am i perfect, I became obsessed
Lies and betrayal made me a huge mess
Wrongdoings are hard to confess
Hare that I left, after I stressed
The fact we would always be best
Friends forever, forever lasted less
Time than we hoped, our clock is at rest
All good eventually end I guess.

HOOK:
I remember when I fell in love
Now we are falling apart
Gave me broken promises
I gave my bleeding heart
I never thought we would part
But this is the end, we can't restart.

Now there is a deep hole in my soul
Time floating on, taking its toll
Where is the piece I need to become whole?
I cannot breathe, yet I am smoking this bowl
My chest is heavy, lacking control,
Knees shake, does not feel right to console
The tears commanded, what is your goal?
Why do you say such warm words when you act so cold?
You have a lot of growing up to do
I will admit I have some too
Although it hurts to break you in two
For both our sakes, I am saying we are through.

(HOOK)

Hear a soundtrack in my head
In bed, songs of strong fear and dread
Killing all my confidence
Covering me with bruises, dents
Melodies cutting deep inside
Rearrange brain, then divide
Thoughts pulled from opened mind
Want to leave sorrow behind
Sing myself to sleep with a tune
Hopefully we feel better soon
If stars are out and you're feeling blue
Look at the moon, know this much is true
Wherever I am, under the same dark sky too
And part of me is thinking of you.

We always said forever we would be together
Would take it to the end
Said we would never give up
This time my heart cannot mend
Miistrust cuts so deep into me
I know my words hurt you too
When you lied again
I had to say that we were through
I gave you all I am
Tried to make it last
But you didn't care if we found forever
So I will only ever be your past
You forever changed my soul
I look at me and what I see
A girl broken inside
Who has been through a lot of misery
You are the one who tore down my wall
I was your world, you were mine, so it seemed
You opened my heart to love again
I hoped we would have the happy ending we dreamed
Gave you everything i had to give
Trying to face life day by day
Now its hard to take each breath
Wanting traumatic emotions to go away
I tried so  ******* hard
I tried my very best
I gave you all of me
Now there's nothing left.

Lost my way
With your lies 
Lost my mind 
Lost my pride
Never going 
Back in time
Never going
In this life

I lost my way
In your maze
Full of dead ends
And misways
So goodbye 
At long last
You belong
In the past

It's not a lie nor a dream 
I am outside the labyrinth