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Stella Oct 2018
everything´s so far away
in front of your eyes but still miles away

suddenly everything´s coming closer
you feel the breath in your neck

you feel it coming closer

it starts to controll you
and influences your actions

it even took your thoughts
and ruined them

you smell it

you smell the fear

and it smells like vanilla body butter
shiv Mar 2017
I want to know what it is like
to light my soul on fire,
without getting lost in the flames.
without burning myself out.
Dont think things have to die.
Nothing has to die
See
I didnt want the relationship to die.
But it did.
And it didnt have to.
But you wanted to control my life
Every minute of it.
You needed to see who i talked to
Who i didnt
And you had to make sure you were it
Even though ive told you a thousand times that i am a loyal man that is yours forever.
Yet it wasnt enough.
Because you still tried
To hold my life
Like it was a ball
And eventually
You dropped it.
I admit
It was my fault i wasnt brave enough to end it earlier
So it ate at me
I became angry.
I was grumpy.
That ****** you off
So i ended us
The relationship died.
But if only you had honored my wish
Like i did yours
We could still be
Us
mae Jan 2015
I am the stresser; in which the stress controls me. It powers me up and tears me down.

It's the reason behind my failure and my mistakes in which I hate so passionately.

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