it was 9 november when we last met and it was 9 october when we promised to stay together forever and it was 9 december when i realized everything is faded all are chats were deleted few archived all our pictures were burnt all our forever(s) were lie all our memories were faded
we both burnt in love we both died for each other having rooms reserved somewhere in between i started fading i started hating and i decided to die die to everything that made me cry to everything that made me hate to everything that stops me from moving on
My only friend, I've been in this room for so long that the paintings on the walls have turned into motion pictures. Everything seems to be laughing at me and my lover has been sea sick since I left. The tides are rising and every minor thing makes the waves crash inside of me. I feel like it might be the season because this is about the time where we sink every year but find ourselves in fast paced rewind at the exact moment it started. When I close my eyes to the resting waters I can't take away the screams in my head. I don't know if the paintings even want to be around me anymore. I'm lost at sea and the ship is out of life rings.