By Arcassin Burnham


Competing with another human being
It's not me,
It's really personal
With all the hearts on my sleeves,
I am not a god or anything
You don't believe,
But I get senses of beauty
When I go to the beach,
(I swear I have trouble Coping)

My glorious days will always
Be my defeats,
Trying to relive and laugh with pride
No empathy,
You could try to push buttons but
I never will redeem,
To have a better life I swear
Is faded in a dream,
(I swear I have trouble Coping).

By Arcassin Burnham


Days ahead,
No.one.knows,
Do they even care,
It.never
Shows,
Forever young,
That's what we.intend,
It's not for us,
You and I ,
We're still young,
We're young together,
You and I,
Let's have fun
making love together,
You and i,
Running away to
Our chill endeavors,
You and i,
breathe the sun,
Yeah we'll live forever,
You and I,
We're still young,
Still young together,


You and I ,
We're still young,
We're young together,
You and I,
Let's have fun
making love together,
You and i,
Running away to
Our chill endeavors,
You and i,
breathe the sun,
Yeah we'll live forever,
You and I,
We're still young,
Still young together.

By Arcassin Burnham

I'm happy with not dealing with your *******,
I'm happy to know there aren't deals being made,
And without anything made, we wouldn't have anything,
Including ice cubes and lemonade,
But I'm happy to know I don't have to prove anything,
I'm happy that the only I can do is prove myself wrong everytime
it will never change,
To be inmy own comfort zone,
and demanding everyone to leave me alone,
I'm happy I don't have to lay a finger to work,
I'm happy that I know what work even is,
Happy that I could prepare my dreams for the ultimate,
So one day those rich kids that I hate will work for me.

By Arcassin Burnham

The devil must have propositioned me likes 3 times,
Telling the demons to cut me down,,
From the noose society gave me,
I don't think they were on my side,
But this time,
It will be a good summer,

Telling me I'd never get anything for my birthday,
Giving my hopes up,
Exposing me to shame,
Why mama?,
Why?
You let me down more times than anyone,
Depression runs through our family,
Just can't seem to walk through a decent door of success,
With darker days,
And true colors,
Painted towns and overly rich kids that serve to live for shopping sprees,
******* please!!!
As long as God is on my side,
I'm almost certain,
There will be a good summer.

By Arcassin Burnham


So long I've held my tongue,
But in this life I had no choice,
This time I gotta choose what I be,
Just see the lights that I really wanna see,
Took alot **** from alot of people,
But in this life I tolerate non,
Take it as aparting gift to a fist of pain,
That's fancy for making your *** squirm in pain,
Use go to school to a bunch of bullies,
But in this life I might just be coming from every angle,
Had alot anxiety built up
And with a weakness it begin,
Wannabes rose up,
This is a new bible to a worse life,
I wanna stop the pain and suffering,
Can't do it right,
I just need more time,
Not ready for this age,
Or what's in the dead of night.

By Arcassin Burnham

She,
She was only one that knew everything,
She was only one that knew everything
That I was,
She,
She could take the pain away,
She could take the pain away
that was inside of me,
She,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
Without a curse,
I,
I wanna say that I miss her,
I wanna say that I miss her and I miss her dearly,

With a rose and two stones,
From here to Illinois,
Swear I regret the choise,
Of not seeing you when you left,
And it all but me hard,
I miss the sweetness in your voice,
Even sometimes when you were sour,
I'd love the feeling right now to kiss you all over your face,
I can kick out alot of things but its you I can't replace,
I miss you.

By Arcassin Burnham

Searching for a better end,
To think I might be flabbergasted from the countless sins,
Nobody's counting , I just need a post to pin,
On the social media about how the struggle's depressin',
Ignorant people nowadays will never learn they're lesson,
Putting people and young teens in the state of depression,
But they could never stop the power in all my progression,
And who knows,
possibilities for more future sessions,
Being 18 is the result of getting bad recession.

By Arcassin Burnham

Life has never been easy,
Thinking I'm queasy,
Sitting in the drug test Line,
In my society,
Depression dancing on my brain,
With dark wavelengths,
Call me the cheapest ******* names,
No one believes in me,
Not even my mom,
But its ignorance taken,
Don't know where my real dad is from,
Wouldn't care if her little heart was aching,
So while in class shaking,
If could feel everybody around me,
Trying to stare through my soul,
I think they'll probably hate me,
As i prove my toughness to these generic ******* that never have ***,
Save the rich kids for later,
Improving all their success,
To soon later live a miserable fate in a place with mammals , snakes and gators,
There is no god if he allows the evils to roam free,
And what ***** the deal with being born sinners,
Either way we're considered mistakes in gods irony,
The Christians failed him anyways but they feel like winners,
Cause they can't go to hell,
I swear you'd surprised,
How hard my life is,
I need a different price,
After 17 years of livin' that's how many ***** I give.

By Arcassin Burnham

When you were 11 ,
You were made of stone,
Knowing little Kevin,
And how he walked home alone,
over exaggerating,
Pride too low to determine,
I'm afraid,
Of what growing up has to offer,
And if will cause my anxiety to get worse,
But hopefully not in a herse,
Long enough to lose my mind a often suffer,
Let go my soul,
Begging,
Can feel the pain,
My body aches and I'm getting paranoid,
Of the same ****** up existence,
Cutting slices of my soulless flesh,
Let my soul go,
Momma never lost her love ,
A little bit less,
Guess it comes with age,
To have this much stress.