By Arcassin Burnham

The devil must have propositioned me likes 3 times,
Telling the demons to cut me down,,
From the noose society gave me,
I don't think they were on my side,
But this time,
It will be a good summer,

Telling me I'd never get anything for my birthday,
Giving my hopes up,
Exposing me to shame,
Why mama?,
Why?
You let me down more times than anyone,
Depression runs through our family,
Just can't seem to walk through a decent door of success,
With darker days,
And true colors,
Painted towns and overly rich kids that serve to live for shopping sprees,
******* please!!!
As long as God is on my side,
I'm almost certain,
There will be a good summer.

By Arcassin Burnham


So long I've held my tongue,
But in this life I had no choice,
This time I gotta choose what I be,
Just see the lights that I really wanna see,
Took alot **** from alot of people,
But in this life I tolerate non,
Take it as aparting gift to a fist of pain,
That's fancy for making your *** squirm in pain,
Use go to school to a bunch of bullies,
But in this life I might just be coming from every angle,
Had alot anxiety built up
And with a weakness it begin,
Wannabes rose up,
This is a new bible to a worse life,
I wanna stop the pain and suffering,
Can't do it right,
I just need more time,
Not ready for this age,
Or what's in the dead of night.

By Arcassin Burnham

She,
She was only one that knew everything,
She was only one that knew everything
That I was,
She,
She could take the pain away,
She could take the pain away
that was inside of me,
She,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
Without a curse,
I,
I wanna say that I miss her,
I wanna say that I miss her and I miss her dearly,

With a rose and two stones,
From here to Illinois,
Swear I regret the choise,
Of not seeing you when you left,
And it all but me hard,
I miss the sweetness in your voice,
Even sometimes when you were sour,
I'd love the feeling right now to kiss you all over your face,
I can kick out alot of things but its you I can't replace,
I miss you.

By Arcassin Burnham

Searching for a better end,
To think I might be flabbergasted from the countless sins,
Nobody's counting , I just need a post to pin,
On the social media about how the struggle's depressin',
Ignorant people nowadays will never learn they're lesson,
Putting people and young teens in the state of depression,
But they could never stop the power in all my progression,
And who knows,
possibilities for more future sessions,
Being 18 is the result of getting bad recession.

By Arcassin Burnham

Life has never been easy,
Thinking I'm queasy,
Sitting in the drug test Line,
In my society,
Depression dancing on my brain,
With dark wavelengths,
Call me the cheapest ******* names,
No one believes in me,
Not even my mom,
But its ignorance taken,
Don't know where my real dad is from,
Wouldn't care if her little heart was aching,
So while in class shaking,
If could feel everybody around me,
Trying to stare through my soul,
I think they'll probably hate me,
As i prove my toughness to these generic ******* that never have ***,
Save the rich kids for later,
Improving all their success,
To soon later live a miserable fate in a place with mammals , snakes and gators,
There is no god if he allows the evils to roam free,
And what ***** the deal with being born sinners,
Either way we're considered mistakes in gods irony,
The Christians failed him anyways but they feel like winners,
Cause they can't go to hell,
I swear you'd surprised,
How hard my life is,
I need a different price,
After 17 years of livin' that's how many ***** I give.

By Arcassin Burnham

When you were 11 ,
You were made of stone,
Knowing little Kevin,
And how he walked home alone,
over exaggerating,
Pride too low to determine,
I'm afraid,
Of what growing up has to offer,
And if will cause my anxiety to get worse,
But hopefully not in a herse,
Long enough to lose my mind a often suffer,
Let go my soul,
Begging,
Can feel the pain,
My body aches and I'm getting paranoid,
Of the same ****** up existence,
Cutting slices of my soulless flesh,
Let my soul go,
Momma never lost her love ,
A little bit less,
Guess it comes with age,
To have this much stress.

By Arcassin Burnham

Enforced in the back part of my brain,
Bag full of crap and old burned socks,
Designer jeans and cheap gas prices,
Prepared to take charge,
If I did leave to serve a better,
Encounter all of that,
I'd know for a fact,
I'll handle that.

By Arcassin Burnham

Crossing paths,
With nothing to cross,
My side is landmine city,
Don't make me blow your mine,
With rhymes and sentences o' plenty,

Been let down plenty of times,
And it'll keep happening,
In Diamond valley you pay the price,
On earth it wouldn't be happening,
Peace be still and behold,
There is no city of gold,
Thats what he wants you to believe,
Schemes are getting too old,
Like ice blocks are too cold,
To rarely put your tongue on,
Survive the strong , brave and bold,
All I know is pain,
Surviving on my own.

By Arcassin Burnham

Born in a world of hateful people as far as I know,
Nobody gives a **** about my well being,
I'd get the same treatment if I was a Christian though,
Never talked about it so I didn't know the meaning,
Of bleeding the shame into the public,
Get it easier if you were Russian,
Man I might be wrong,
Everybody has their situations,
Been bullied for 6 years poorly, what's your excuse,
Born with the silver spoon and now you say you need the noose,
You have friends ,you have family , something I wish I had,
And you refuse,
To live the life that everyone wish they had involving you,
Anxiety took my friends,
But they were gonna betray me in the first place,
I hate the human race,
Mars was my love first,
But out of all these ******* , racist and hypocrites,
The only one with talent and don't know how the market it,
All my ex's like to tell stories to make seem dumb in it,
Dating is an understatement as far as I'm concerned,
Highschool was horrible,
But I guess I'll never learn,
Face it ! My life is gone,
I'm all alone,
Facing the truth is very stupid,
Can't wait to get out my parents home.