Hello me,
I'm you. I'm the older you after multiple suicide attempts, and lost in a haze of ***** and drugs. I am also you who sought and searched for some meaning and belonging, only to find hypocrisy and pain. But all that aside, I wanted to thank you for not giving up on life even though you wanted to. Finally asking for help when you did, even though a part of you didn't care anymore. Thank you for letting hope grow in you one day at a time. Thank you for letting me love you, so I can love me today. Life is pretty amazing today, and we would have missed out on this beautiful journey because we were so locked in our pain. Now, you and I can share our story of pain and suffering to help someone else. We don't have to stay in a hopeless state of mind and body. Thank you for having the courage to surrender and admit you couldn't do it alone anymore. I love you very much.
Love,
I'm You
This is a reminder to myself that I am not alone, and a love letter to myself , to my friends, and strangers yet to be friends who are struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts.