Demon Grl

Demon Grl Jul 2018

wake up in the morning
i just wanna die
slice my hands off
burry myself alive
i don’t ******* need this
drama in my life
my mind dont belong to me
the devil pulls his strings
i just wanna scream
but my lungs fail me
my smile is a crooked art
but i’m a ******* demon
my eyes are red
is it the trees
is it a scheme
or is she just ******* dead
is that a church
i burn it down
on sunday morning
all brainwashed drones
will be destroyed
while they’re screeching
and there aint no heaven bruh
you gonna see
when i eliminate you hippocrites
like it’s parkland

this is a rap i wrote while messing around with my friends. all of it is for edgy purposes and not intended to offend or anger. i don’t actually want to do these things nor do i have anything against religion or religious people. i believe in being kind and accepting to everyone. also avoid the grammer and capitalization. you can tell me what you think but please don’t comment trying to argue.

#horror #adult #scary #depression #suicide #lonely

Demon Grl Jun 2018

Time Never Stops

Thoughts of you won’t leave my head
Taking me from the comfort of my bed
Scrunched up skin around my nose
Gives way to tremors
Breaking the dam in my eyes
And chattering my teeth relentlessly

My dank pillow says
What my tired lungs cannot
That it’s tearing me apart
To be torn from you
So soon, my love

I’ve watched the leaves change
From green to orange to brown to none
With you by my side
If only I could see them with you
One more time

Time refuses to slow
No matter how my hands
Push and push to halt it
It continues to push me
Farther and farther away
From you, my love

Love for you will linger
In my heart
No matter how far away
Time pushes us

I will always find my way
Back into your arms
The arms so familiar to me
I can account for
Every little freckle

If only I could take them with me
I promise I would cherish
Every little dot

For now I will cherish
Every little moment we have left
Before I’m gone
And watching the leaves
Alone
Again

#love #pain #emotion #sad

Demon Grl Jun 2018

Salvage the Pieces Leftover

Disguised in missing pages
Lobbed over the edge
With interests unsatisfiable by cold hands;
Forced to capitulation
By dubious pecking
Through delicate skulls.
A pair soul-mated
By dismissive wings,
Flapping through the nest and web
Meticulously sown to hold
A defeated mind
And soiled heart.

#love #sad #hurt #pain #emotion

Demon Grl Jun 2018

*******’s Dilemma

Satan bewitched me and now I'm his dog,
Panting and crawling at his feet,
Doing anything if only he would pet me,
I'd gladly set myself on fire if it means you will
Look at me.

I blame my flaws on the movement of the stars,
Does this spinning have any real meaning?
It's deafeningly real in my mind,
But my mind is far detached from reality.

My heart keeps me alive,
But it's leading me astray;
Arbitrarily plotting my demise with my mind,
Aren't you supposed to be on my side?

You have deceived me, but self-deception
Hurts more. I know you are
Making me sick, but only you
Can soothe me.

My bruised face seals my fate;
A happy accident, I want this to happen.
I'm on a leash that is pulled by me;
Heading to a dark place,
Covered in filth,
Where I'll lay my head in your lap,
Close my eyes and let the world drop dead.

#depression #anxiety #mental #illness #sad #emotion

Demon Grl Jun 2018

Whispers

The wind blows softly
When faces emerge
From shallow graves;
A cemetary force
Into the pale waves.
Whispers follow the breeze
Out into a woeful sea,
Filled to the brim with refuse.

Gleaming on the surface,
Moon rays bring peace
To a heart forgotten
To bleed, bleed, bleed.

#romance #sad #emotion #ocean #grief

Demon Grl Apr 2018

Sunbathe

The mellow rays melt me
Into a contented rapture,
Filling my vision with vibrant light
You whisper, "Not as vibrant as you, sunshine"

Generous enough to grace
My skin with your touch
Fingertips breezing lightly,
Gently over the delicate
Protrusion of ribs,
But grasping the ledges of my hips
Roughly and intently

I know if I so desired
I could wrench your impatient
Hands off me,
Have you
At my mercy
But I sanction you to
Make my body your empire
For now

#beach #love #romance

Demon Grl Apr 2018

Realization

His smile distorts his face,
Masking the meaning of his words
Like a lampshade;
They are dimmer, but the brightness
Still reaches out to claw my eyes,
His disembodied voice pours in my ears
Just as harshly.
Ignore, ignore, ignore the grating
And laugh-

Laugh at the notion
That anything escaping
That black hole of a mouth
Holds any significance-

Any value;
Because when it is
Delved into, there is nothing
On the other end.

#emotion #abuse #sad #love

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