This body depriving me within 
Tints of sorrows conjured up—
In stains of abstinence of pure hollow
I couldn't breathe last night
My blood clogged up by my sins
Impasse on notions of my denial 

These paths lead me to dusk
At dawn I break just to fall again
I tried my best only to be drowned-—
Repetitively in this weir of waste
These eyes have not seen the world
Only norms that understood my roots of pain

I hid in places that no one knew 
Its host brought me to this ecstasy of elation
Only to realized it’s a transient rapture 
Only to torment & torture my desires
I saw my reflection inside these glinting bubbles
Scars of contempt & disgust
Filled my heart with pure dejection

Is this what I’m left with?
Will tonight be my time?
Will I be free?
From myself
From the ache,
The mask,
The cruel beneath—
From the endless war inside of me.


Erennwrites

Dancing around these minor obstacles with words
That sooths the soul like a body preserved

These are my words its just poetry in the making
Combinations of words, ingredients for the shaking

Passion and desire spirals you to domestic
Growth & love w/ understanding goes viral  from a prospective

Hello Poetry take where nobodies ever been
Inside the mind of the confined translated through my pen

Using my paper as the canvas creating a work of art
Turned my world upside down playing the ace of hearts

Always show that spark, Poetry it's been known to bark
That's what it's made for, but also mending hearts

Sewing up the pain until the stiches part
Both sides falling for love from the cupid arch

Sweet melodies flowing from the cupid harp
Hello poetry and its on the mark

Together as one before the wish bone ******
Upon breaking I wished about us

Hello Poetry forever will you flow with me
Relationship is mutual united and its knowingly