Understand that I let you, let me go.
-J.C

The passenger seat isn't the same anymore right?
You kiss her hand and imagine it's my mine.
She doesn't say things randomly
"I wish I could fly".
She doesn't admire you with the same eyes.
My love is pure
My intentions are real
Do you put a hand on her thigh
Look her in her eye
And tell her how incredible she is?
Do you take her face softly in your hands, stroke her cheek, and tell her she's
so
beautiful.

-J.C.

I wish I could fly.
-J.C.

Thank you for sharing the most vulnerable parts of your heart and soul with me. It's a privilege getting to read all the beautiful truths you have experienced.
- J.C.

Thoughts of you touching another no longer taunt me.
I've let you go.
I've set myself free.
-J.C.

Don't date me I'm a writer.
I will spill your..
everything
onto the lines of my open notebook .
They will know the color of your eyes.
The feel of your touch.
The imperfect parts of your mind.
No secret, major or minor detail can escape.
My recall is too good and my pencil too fast.
I will read in between the lines of you to fill the papers empty spaces
So I'm warning you
Don't date me I'm a writer.

I should never think I wasn't enough when I was everything and a little more.
-J.C.

I went wrong in love when I thought loving you could heal all the lost love in me.

i needed to love me first - J.C.

To love me is to not need a reminder on how I should be loved.


I showed you from the very beginning - J.C.

This heart I have
is my biggest strength,
though you see it
as my weakness.
Love is my superpower and feeling is the cape I wear proudly around my shoulders.
-J.C.

I hope that in whichever year it is
and whatever age you are
You always ask yourself if how you're living
what you're doing
and who you're with
makes you happy.
Strive for your happiness.
-J.C.

Growth requires rain,
so let my tears precipitate and seep
into the soils of my pain.
From there I'll grow.
Grow blossoms of new understanding.
-J.C.

As the leaves fall indicating the seasons change
I reflect on my life's change.
And like these leaves dying,
a few of my relationships are dying
my old ways are dying
previous values are dying
what I thought I wanted is dying
I mourn these losses, though I understand it's vitality to my growth.
These leaves are dying because it's necessary
and even though the tree will be barren for a small while
it will grow new, wiser then it's old.
I trust that is what's happening to me.
-J.C.

Close your eyes and remember how I loved you.
-J.C.

The truth is you're the one who left but can't stand to stay gone.
The truth is I am the one paying pains price for your broken commitments.
The truth is this is what you wanted.
The truth is I always loved you more.
- J.C.

I've contracted a disease of the heart.
Thankfully it can be healed in time.

heartache - J.C.

Like Rachel and Ross
So different, but so in love.
The beauty and the brains.
It doesn't always work but the love
the love
pulls through every time.
Maybe someday you'll be my Ross,
but
maybe you won't.
-J.C.

You decide what you need to heal.
If that means you cut ties with someone entirely,
then that's what you do.
You are the protector of your peace.
You decide what's best for you.
-J.C.

"I'm so happy for you."
I'm not so sure that you really are.
You expected me to crumble without you and because I'm not, you just can't sit still.
You can try and fake steady hands but I saw the tapping of your foot and there's no denying.
It was no picnic trying to stay afloat of my pain.
But I did.
-J.C.

You're quite lost for someone who thinks they're found.
-J.C.

I'll cry excessively over the memories that burn in my head
and I'll sleep often just to escape them.
I'll even be irritated because what I think I need nobody but you can give me.
However..
I'll one day be healed of heart break.
Nothing can last forever
both the good and bad.
-J.C.

Someday your stomach won't drop
your eyes won't cry
and your heart won't pound
at the sound of his name.
-J.C.

I wish to love fearlessly and whole heartedly.
Why does it come with so much pain?
I end up burning bridges of loves I thought were solid under all pressures.
Then I lay down my heavy bricks of hurt and begin to rebuild my walls of protection.
-J.C.

If you think these tears come from not wanting to be alone,
you're mistaken.
I enjoy my solitude.
These tears come from the promises you made but couldn't keep.
- J.C.