There's waldo selling
Pictures of British gardens
Over the wet concrete.
Can some man
Get lost like many have
Over delusions
Of romantic poverty
Maybe he can get
What he wants
Like the dream
Of getting a mansion
Older then your ancestors.
Some say its a haunted
Because the old myth
Says stick with what you got.

What lies beyond tomorrow, are the things we missed today.

i would've
saved you
had you
reached out
for me

I left money on the table
It was more than I was worth
Scrawled a note
Crawled into bed
And fell into a dream so dark
I couldn't remember
Above my empty body I rose
Floated through the walls of my room
Towards the blackness of a sky polluted by city lights
The rain fell gently through me as I traveled
Across places I had never seen
And faces I had never been
Conversation’s fragments raked across my feet
But I was afraid to look down
Even when I heard my name
I was still afraid
For it was not love with which it was spoken
The name was a curse
Spat from the lips
Like venom from the ill
On I drifted
Towards a sun that would never shine
Searching for a moon I’d never find
Warmth seeped from my ears
From the gaping hole in my chest
From beneath my fingernails
Life’s blood, or was it tears
Somewhere in the stillness of the night
I heard myself still crying
And knew I had not died
My eyes opened with a searing flash of pain
Rays of light pouring through my windows
Stabbing into the recesses of my skull
Into my tainted soul
I am awake
But for this life of me I cannot understand why

The dark unfathomed depths
Deepest crevices are thick dark
Lurking neath the earth’s surface
Caves, volcanoes, deep pits
The entrances without an end
We covered them for now
Lava spewing with rage
Gases and streams lay quiet
Unknown territory for us
How deep we may have dug
We've reached the skies and beyond
Can we ever go down and beyond
What lies there is a mystery
We have scratched the surface
Unknown depths are challenges
Maybe another Earth is cocooned
Waiting to blossom one day

When did you get to decide
when
my
heart
*beats