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Don't Exist Apr 2014
I just wonder when its all going to end
when I can stop chasing the cigarette
the addictiveness of sardines mix
into my mouth mixed with mash potatoes
sweetened with charcoal and lemons
and smothered with sweet love of honey and with a swab of pickles on the side
would it stop if I put tar all over it as when I swallowed I digest in intense pain?
or maybe the tar will come out of my eyes in which a vision of black spinach will arise
When will it end?
Will it ever end?
such addictiveness
makes me crave for stomach pains
to stop such a thought from occurring
A simple poem
Ana S Apr 2018
Today in an ****** epidemic,
Little feeling empathetic.
Empathetic for the young lives,
Affected by this epidemic.

Mothers, fathers popping pills to make them feel,
If it’s okay according to the FDA then this is a real ordeal.

Inflicting pain on the young hearts
Families once whole, now ripped apart, hard.

For pain they call it therapeutical,
In reality place the blame on Pharmaceuticals.

The doctors who prescribed the pills for pain,
Only for the addictiveness to take over the brains,
The brain keeping us sane until we swerve a little too far out of our lane,

Into the rubble the car crashes,
You know you’re in trouble when family dynamic is nothing but ashes,

Once a loving mother, father, sister, brother.
Now they can’t remember one another.
A simple prescription turning into a burden, an addiction.

Your once young teenage daughter
Until the day we caught her.

Locking her door,
Always wanting more.

It began simple with Marijuana,
Then someone asked, “You wanna?”

This will make you feel nice,
But she never asked, at what price…

A simple anxiety pill, Xanax,
Then everything downhill, she panicked.

A legal prescription “Medicine”
Quote from Tomas Edison,
“I have not failed, I’ve just found 100 ways that won’t work,
But with a smirk
Now she’s aware, that is the perk.

That’s the confliction, the confliction with the concept of addiction,
Definition of addiction, the fact or condition of being addicted to a particular substance, thing, or activity.
Now that’s the subscription, you subscribed to the addiction.
Paying for the new issue monthly
Only the best for you honey.

Full ride scholarship,
Until she slipped.

All the way down, rock bottom.
Hit the ground, she couldn’t hear them.
Screaming for her to stop,
Until the day she climbed to the rooftop,

She didn’t ever fall,
Maybe it would have been best for her after all,
If she jumped to let go,
Because after all we know how far she’ll go.

The constant desire,
The desire to light the fire,
The fire under her pipe, doing what the monster said was right.

The finding of the final stage, the monster,
The true destruction of your once perfect girl.
She took the blame,
Her mother claimed it was her who felt the pain,
The pain forcing her to take the blame when it was just her best interest to maintain,
Keep her brain happy before she go insane,
Insane from all the pain that a simple pill caused,
She’s simply trying to maintain…

Do we blame the victim?
Push them down kick them?
The true destruction of her mind,
Something legal,
Yet truly evil.

If it’s FDA approved,
Is it really okay to do?
Dedicated to AC
Sandoval  Aug 2020
Colors
Sandoval Aug 2020
We locked eyes
and I knew then,
There was nothing
more beautiful
than the color of
tragedy. It’s like I
euphorically
traveled In time
and submerged
my soul in an aura
of different emotions
love, heartbreak,
loneliness, hope,
all at once. An
adrenaline of hues.
Don’t we all live for
these feelings of
inspiration? The
addictiveness
of its vibration..

Sandoval
jeffrey robin Sep 2015
to tell each other about

OUR  LIFE OF ***

and to relate to leach other

That they **** !

/.

Why we do this I don't know

:/

We all know why they **** anyway


BECAUSE THERE IS NO LOVE !

only possessive addictiveness

DUH !



I mean

WHO COULD LOVE YOU ?

so pathetic !

So we pretend

///

So welcome to another day

Of pretentious love poems

::

To get us turned on !

Until
We

Get to

*******

in the privacy of our

Perverted minds
Travis Green Oct 2021
We can dance in the night
Feel the madness of magic
Overpower our bodies
Become alive with the rhymes
We recite from our mind
So trapped in your addictiveness
So rapt by your deliciousness
My heart relishing your presence
My eyes gazing in awe over you
How accommodating and titillating you are to me
Travis Green Oct 2021
Even if you don’t love me
I can still make believe
That I love you
That when you take
Off your shirt and pose
In the bathroom mirror
With your spectacularly
Sparkling golden chain
Hanging around your neck
Your fresh fitted cap
Over your head
Flexing and mesmerizing me
With your addictiveness
I could undress you
Take you away to ecstasy
Embosom you in my soothingness
In my plethora of scintillating adoration
As I devour you through and through
Travis Green Nov 2023
His formidably impressive manliness
Enters and bewitches my system
His chiseled physique makes me weak in the knees
Makes me grip my *******
Squeeze my stiff nips

Delight in the supreme power
Of his enticingly inviting entireness
Let him capture and master
My matchless attractiveness
Stand in front of me, make me shudder
As I clutch his vigorous muscles

Let his long, passionate kisses
Whisk away my breath
Draw me nearer to his sheer awesomeness
To feel the boundless magic
Of being with a rock-hard, crash-hot boss daddy

Claim my showy and majestic framework
Make me succumb to his monstrously towering hunkiness
I dig his boldness and machoness
Float in the expansive oceans
Of his enchanting dopeness

I gasp as I imagine him grasping
Every part of my radiant, earthy structure
Run my fingers through his thick, elegant ****** hair
Let him lick and tease my erogenous zones
Feel his extraordinarily spectacular hotness
Roar through my core the more

He captivates and regulates my gay world
Make it impossible to resist his exquisiteness
Lose myself in his unbelievable addictiveness
Drop to my knees to seize
And please his sweet swizzle stick

Let it swing back and forth
Catch it in my mouth
Push it down my throat
Set me on fire while I admire
His strikingly photogenic mouthwateringness

Rub his tight, desirable backside
Inhale his enthralling cologne
Taste his juicy thighs and defined legs
**** his toes, worship his long chocolate pole
Lubricate it with spit, doctor the tip

Devour it completely, loving the feel of him
All over me, feeling his throbbing tool
Peruse the roof of my mouth
Glide on jaws and tongue
Make me delirious with happiness

Marvel at his delicious oil-slick physique
As he quickens the pace
Permeates me with a chain of flaming emotions
Elevates to a pleasurable peak
Pump his man ***** down my throat
Travis Green Nov 2021
He gives me all the loving
Feelings you could ever think of
I am so hypnotizingly wild about him
So highly heady, slipping into his addictiveness
Wishing for his liquor scented kisses
Clenching my neck and shoulders
Infusing me with superheated feelings
When I envision his flesh finessing mine
Travis Green Apr 2021
I wanna chill with Daddy tonight
I wanna see what we gettin’ into tonight
I wanna feel what he’s all about
Pull up at his spot feelin’ right
Step out my clean whip
And walk up to the door
Look, I don’t even have to knock
He already on deck
Already got my heart
And he smellin’ so fresh
He lookin’ so sexalicious
Those dreadlocks are so dope
****, his lips look like a trip to paradise
His eyes are tellin’ me he wants what I want
His drip is the hottest I’ve ever seen
When he flashes his smile
I swear he got my head spinnin’ in the clouds
His mouth filled with glistenin’ grill
His speech so street
Even his crib is luxurious and spacious
This strong man makin’ me fall for his addictiveness

Ooh boy, he lookin’ handsome with that Rolex
With that up north vibe, he so in my mind
So poetic with crazy rhymes and spice
His beard is so tight
I need to be the pilot in his life,
Flyin’ and navigatin’ to his scintillatin’ homeland
I ain’t never laid eyes on a suave *** brotha so independent
Knows how much strength he possesses and utilizes it
To maximize his lifestyle
Not to mention his fiery ride
The chrome wheels are sittin’ and shinin’ exactly right
The tinted windows so cold
He gotta take me for a spin real soon
He bossin’ and drawin’ me into his captivatin’ foundation
I’m lovin’ everything I see around me
Now, it’s time to evaluate his mind
And see how deep he really is
Here we are chillin’ on the couch
Sharin’ conversations, listenin’ to his goals
How he wanna open his clothing line
Sign with a major record label
And become the dopest rapper around
****, he talkin’ what I like
His head is on right
Maybe I can invest in him
take his dreams to where they gleam

Ooh, he got his game on lock
He tatted up and down
Check out his big chain
Check out those big hands of his
He gotta be packin’
He so bad with his masculinity
Seein’ him gazin’ at me
Admirin’ my figure and intellect
Disrobing my thoughts
He’s gettin’ so into my heart
He’s even brought out the Ciroc  
With a glass for the both of us
Before I know it, we makin’ a toast to new beginnings
Steadily drinkin’, tastin’ the burnin’ desires intensifyin’
Takin’ us into sensual gateways
Feelings flowin’ overboard
My guard is all gone downhill
Tonight, I’m feelin’ his heat and thrill
Baby, sit still, lemme take the wheel
Ready to seal this deal
Lemme get into the beat
And seep into your hotness
I’ma give it to you
Put my hands on places to soothe you
Travel through you
Up in you, tempting your truths
Watchu gonna do when you feel my body on yours?
How you gonna respond?
Will you moan and moan?
How long can you go?
Don’t shut yourself off from me
This is what we both wanted
Tonight, it’s about to go down
I’m gonna astonish you
You’re gonna remember my name
When the lovemakin’ is ova

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