I see you.
Yes, you reading this.
I see you even when no one else can.
I see you.

How shall I begin?
You caught my eye the first time i met you in the cafe.
We were playing cards, everything about you just fascinates me.
Your hair? Haha. No mainly your personality intrigued me. Alot.
Your intelligience made me inferior. I liked that.
Sometimes I wish you knew how much of a unique gem you are to everyone around you.
You forget how special you are in the eyes of those who care for you. You're selfish. You're just a lost soul. Drowned in your delusional sadness. I'm so mad at you.
Most importantly I wished you knew how much you meant to me.
I know I'm a reckless rebel,I say brutal honest things which hurts everyone.
But ...
I'll fight and keep fighting for friendships If i mess it up.
Need i explain myself why?
Because I know the pain of losing someone that is irreplaceable.
Why wont you push away your ego and wipe out the misunderstandings we had?
How could you just push me aside so easily and forgetting what this friendship meant to you?
I apologise,maybe Im the only one who felt this way. All along.

Would you please give me another chance?
Because I miss what we shared. I miss our bond. It was special.
I promise it will be worth it.

Today also he came home late
It was her birthday but he didn't bother to remember the date
He banged the door and cursed her instead

He lurked towards her and grabbed her waist
She smelled whiskey under his breathe
When she tried to escape from the *******
He pushed her hard
In the floor she laid with ruptured skin
She knew this would happen because it was his routine


She yelled and went straight to kitchen
Then the argument started
While all she got was beating
Her eyes swelled, and her body had marks everywhere

Two kids to raise, reputation and fame
She had no choice but was obliged to live
With the torture and regret


As night passed they went to bed
The next day he woke up
Apologize and promising not to do it again
She pretended like nothing happened
She lived her life full of fears
Like this days passed, then month's, then years

in the rain we shall dance
in the moon we shall stay
love is what we both shall give
expecting nothing more, nothing less
as future will guide us through its way
our love will grow even more deeper with each passing day
together we shall grow old
as tightly hand we will hold
watch how our children play
nothing will be left for us to hide
no mischief, no misguides
like a shadow we both will follow
feelings so deep, so pure, so wallow
like nobody ever did we shall share
our affection, our bond, grief, pain and how much we care
each other shoulder is where we shall lie
"forever" said he
"forever" said I

For it was not my lips you kissed
you kissed my spirit
For it was not my body you touched
you touched my soul
Slowly by slowly
as you ***** to the edges, to the curves
Till every inch of me
every once of blood became hot
with such compassion, with such benevolence
The quintessence of perfect love !!!!!!


In the dim light moon and stars witnessed our love
Emotion melted by tenderness of heart
overwhelming sensation, the passion, the heat
with elated happiness I accepted my defeat
As the dawn broke with my brightened cheek
remissness of every minute, every second
And how i wish this night would never end..........................

The smashed ribs, the swollen legs
The state of heart every time the ground shakes
The endless tears, the unflattering fears
The subdued feelings, the impotent states
and I realize how helpless I am
As everything vanished within seconds

The cracked hopes, the buried dreams
The unbearable truths, the painful screams
The broken fantasies, the shattered desires
The situation where no one admires
Tried to stop, I tired to evade
Then I realize how helpless I am
as everything vanished within seconds

I should have hugged you a little tighter
I should have smiled a little brighter
I should have told you not to go
For that was the last time
I didn't know


I should have told you all blandishing words
I should have shown you what you're worth
Because all that ****** in my heart as swords
Guilt I have as many things remained unspoken
When you were within stone's throw
For that was the last time
I didn't know


I should have kissed you on your chicks
I should have stopped you  
But I didn't did
What future holds I had no clue
I should have shown all the feelings I have for you
For that was the last time
I didn't know



But now blood is all I can see in ground
Wrenched, snagged parts all around
Identify the body as they said
I was astounded
How I wish, I should have been in your place
Then only my heart would rest in peace
To all the love I failed to show
For that was the last time
I didn't know