why are thoughts of no one but you always on my mind at this time of night
i can't get you out of my head
i etched your name in every
journal i've ever owned
my hands are aching
i'm all out of ink

Reaching over
and not feeling your warmth
beneath my hand
is the epitome of loneliness.

Beautiful.
I can only think of one person
That walks this earth
That fits my description

Long touches, I hope to relax
Maybe sensual, I wish for a sign
But I'm happy with massaging
Your legs, perfectly shaped
Strong thighs, wonderful calves
Your feet, high arched and even
Between your toes

Warm towel, heated and laid
Against your perfect skin
Working a heat in
Pulling the knots out
Up and down your back

Taking shoulders
In my hands, kneeling
Needing, this rich touch
And pulling you up
Arms around you

Maybe I hold you too long
Too tight, I miss you dearly
But I feel your heart
I'll hold you; it's clear
I need it

But it's for you
This embrace
Calms your heart
Soften your eyes
Quenches your anger

Watching you sleep
Barely heard snores
All desperation lost
I'll protect your sleep
Hold your watch

A kiss from your lips
Can make bitter taste sweet.
The feeling of your touch
Can bring feeling back to lost feet.

Dark days are irrelevant
In this apocalyptic place.
I feel nothing but happiness,
When I see your beautiful face.

But those sunny days
Don't seem to last.
Nothing but storms
Seem to be my forecast.

Because I see you with him,
And it produces pain.
I'm outside with no umbrella
And it's starting to rain.

They have moved on.
Still you're holding on to memories.
Refusing to let go.
Even when they stated they love you no more.

They said to let by gone be by gone.
Still you're holding on.
As if they are going to walk back through the door.

It's over.
You just need to accept it.
And find another to love you.
But you must first stop holding on to those memories.

Sooner than later they need to fade.

Soulful existence neath the stars
Millions of hope sparkling above
Its blaze is just a soothing light
For me to contemplate on the past
I try to connect the glittering stars
Sketching the thoughts in my mind
How far they maybe for me to touch
I connect with them from my heart
Eroding the distance between us
Hoping to find a place amongst them
Waiting to sparkle in the night sky
And connect with another stargazer