i'm tired, can't you see, the misery painted within the whites between my eye sockets laughing through clenched teeth, i bite my tongue breathe, breathe, breathe release my pent up angst up to the moon, salvation is coming, soon
i miss you like a lunar eclipse. you dont cross my mind 364 days out of 365 but every four years a total eclipse of my thoughts occur
and on burning cold nights lonely witching hour does my mind wander so remembering soft touches and melting whispers fleeting feelings and lingering lips
frustration clouds my memories like fog wisping across the moon shadows and doubts created in its absence that are only visible once in a blue moon
-the stars -the moon -the galaxy -other galaxies -the insignificance of humans -life&death -the concept of time -the possibility of other dimensions -your laugh and the way your eyes crinkle at the corner
i miss the way you never stroked my hair i miss the way you never held me in your arms i miss the way you never said you liked me i miss your non existent embraces, your content smiles, how you refused to tie my laces and how we never tried new things together how we didnt go on adventures, how we didnt explore the world
these are things i imagined because most of all i miss the way you never noticed me when i have,
I love you but what good has that ever done? maybe few smiles but deep inside you are still alone locked scared sickened you hold a little lamp inside an empty room knowing it to be the only light that the world is to offer you believe people are unreliable the keys are lost in piles of dirt (the moon has never seen your face) and yet when I look through the keyhole desperate to reach out for you I see a pair of glowing brown eyes they are hard and yet wondering your face is the picture of Venus defiant, proud and simply beautiful but still capable of loving So put your hands into dirt search this whole sad gloomy room to find the key that opens lock because nobody can get through
waking up in an empty bed feels so wrong and lonely. i want your mumbled i love yous and middle of the night hugs. what am i supposed to do while you're gone.
I hope you miss me. I hope you drown in the loneliness Of the silence that will greet you. I hope the depths of sadness Never really leave you. Not even when you scream As the pain cuts through your body. I hope my face is forever printed in the back of your mind, So when you look at her You will always see me. I hope you never move on. But of course, This poem is a lie. I love you And I would never wish what you have done to me, Upon you.