Sweet Darling,
How would I fully
Understand how you function?
You never gave me
The instruction manual.

1) read me a poem

2) sing me a Radiohead song

3) talk to me about that time you ate that pizza by your own and how funny it was to see other people's reaction

4) hug me

5) tell me everything's gonna pass and everything's gonna be alright

6) play with me

7) take me out to play guitar and jam with weird and gilly and the spiders from mars

8) make me see the moon

9) help me breathing

10) tell me to make a list of things that make me feel better

11) talk to me with your bare voice

12) show me that photo of us that you loved so much you couldn't stop staring at

13) love me

14) be with me at my darkest

15) help me sleep without nightmares

16) let me see your eyes

17) show me your disc/book collection

18) talk to me about your mommy

19) play hide and seek with me

20) make me a list of the foods you don't like

21) read my bad sad depressing poetry

22) acaríciame la nuca y perdóname por no saber cómo se dice en inglés

23) remember with me those moments you really liked

24) be patient

25) be careful, but not that much careful

26) excuse my ocd about space and counting your inner stars

27) arrópame y discúlpame de nuevo por ser tan ignorante con el inglés

28) wait for me

29) say hi!, literally hi!

30) be happy,

and I'll try to be happy with you.

it's ironic how i say i'm so alone,
when really everyone ive known has
been stretching out there arms for me, and i constantly hear them say,
"Come on, take my hand!"
but i push them away,
because i feel as if though they wouldn't
understand.